After i performed, i came to Stefan with some expectations about me. Though he looked pretty angry or even dissapointed.

-Hey! Wasn't i good? - i wondered

-Kate, why were you talking to these people in that tone? They didn't deserve it. I think you owe them an apology, ok?

-Ok? What do you mean an apology and ok? - i was getting angry - You should be on my side, shouldn't you? - My smile totally disappeared

-Kate, they are not that bad. It was kinda rude of you.

-Come on, Stefan. Stop it. Let's go outside. You need a fresh air.

-You know, i think i better go home and you should be alone for a little bit. I probably decided that i know you well too early.

-Seriously? - i was really pissed - Then yes, i think i need a time with someone who will be on my side no matter what, even if it's gonna be just me.

I turned and made my way to the exit. It was such a good day like 10 minutes ago. And he ruined it. I did not. He did. I know it. I do. For sure. No hesitations. While i was thinking about that and getting angry even more, i bumped into someone.

-What the hell? - I asked and carried on walking

-Hey, stop. Calm down. Please. - It was Damon. As always he was there.

-What? What are you doing here? - there was a question that didn't need any answer

He just comforted me for a while and kissed my forehead. It was really sweet. Though i knew it was nothing for him. He just didn't want to lose a friend which i was.

-Are you ok now? - he asked

-I don't know. It was so unexpected. You know the worst part is that I really think that i did nothing bad. And i still don't see it. Am i a horrible person?

He laughed.

-What's going to change if so?

-Nothing.

-Then we're good.

-Probably.

We decided to have a big lunch at the Grill.

-You think it's a good idea? I mean Stefan can be there too - I hesitated

-Don't worry. He's probably sitting in his room, writing another sad chapter for his diary. -Damon is such a Damon.

When we entered i saw Caroline and Elena with Bonnie drinking Coke at the bar, laughing really loud. I got jealous a bit.

-Damon, i think i have to say hi.

-You don't. But if you want then go. I'll be somewhere around - he grinned.

That was so true. I didn't have to, but i was dying to be again with my girls. Their support and love and advices - i really missed it. Though it's been like a couple of days.

-Guys, hey. What about something stronger than this? - i smiled greeting them

-Kate. Hello. You know it's only like 2 p.m. And we still didn't lose any hope to get into some university. Did you? - Care asked innocently but very cold

-What are you talking about? I was kidding. Do you hate me for something? What did i do? - apparently today was a day full of hate to me.

-No, but you know, you steal your sister's crush, don't tell anyone about it, nobody knows where you are and then you came just out of blue with another boy and is it ok for you? - Bonnie started talking

-No, that's not what it seems. I got auditions today you know choir club...- I was interrupted by my twin

-What? Choir club? Are you even my sister? You're doing this and tell no one about it? I guess i don't know you at all. Who are you? -She asked really upset

-Wh...Stop! This must be some dumb joke. You can't be mad at me, i mean i did nothing serious at all. We're the best friends. We should support each other, not doing this conversation. - I was confused

-Right. We still are. But you're not. Maybe if you go and think, and think, and think about everything, you somehow can realize that this world is not only about Kate and her moods. What about it? And by the way, i have a party tonight, and you're kinda not invited. - Care or Cold Bitch said

And they stood up and walked away. It was huge. I mean what is wrong with them?

I came toward Damon and i had the question on my face, not literally.

-We're going to the party - he said. And that's why i love Damon. What? He's my friend.

-We totally do. We're gonna crash it. Like we used to. Vodka?

-That's what we start with - and with that we left the building.

I didn't realize that we will get drunk in the boarding house. The house where Stefan was and where i never have been.

Well, it was fabulous. So male. So ancient. It rocked. Totally.

I was at the big living room as i called it, looking at the fireplace. It was so calm, i always liked fire. Damon came with two shots.

-It's for you.

-What about you?

-Oh, don't worry. I got mine. - And i sa at the table empty bottle of Absolut.

-Already?

-yeap. And be afraid, cuz i'm getting there, almost. Well, i'll probably need another bottle for a hint of drunk but still. - he chuckled

-Let's do it. Let's show them how wrong they are. - It was my speech. Pretty short and very lame but i did some shots, maybe 5 or even 12. I don't remeber. It was super fun. We danced and laughed and danced. Though i don't remember now any music.

And here came the knight, named Stefan Salvatore.

-Damon! What the fuck! Kate! - He was really angry

-Oops. Somebody is here- i whispered.

-Stefan, calm down and go back to the diary room. Don't kill the buzz, oh wait, not possible, is it?

-How much did she drink?-

-Oh, i know, i know, please, can i answer? - i said rising my hand like in the class.

-Damon! Why?

-It was her intension. And if you like it or not, she is kinda pro at that. She never throws up, she doesn't fall or anything that sort.

-What? What are you talking about? Look at her. She is probably losing her alco virginity. - Stefan looked at me.

-You wish. Brother, trust me, you wish.

-Looks like i was right today. I don't know Kate, but that doesn't mean that you have a right to do with her whatever you want.

-It sounds really cool, but i think i still didn't answer how much she drank and it was a slight remind that i'm still here- i was trying to tell something but i failed.

-You're right, Kate. You're here and you don't need to be here. We're going to Caroline's party. -Damon said with a smile

-No you're not. She's going to bed. For sure.

-Look, Stefan. Maybe i'm drunk, maybe i don't control myself, but it doesn't matter. I'm still me. You don't own me. You can't tell me what is good and what is wrong. Ever. Got it? Damon gets it that's why i'm going with him tonight. And that's why i don't want to be with you right now.

-Right. You don't control yourself, that's why i'm not letting you go.

-You better not do it-Damon smiled innocently.- Trust me. And then he punched his brother.

It was a huge fight during which i drank 2 more shots and ate some shrimp snacks. Oh, wait, it was Lay's with shrimp's taste.

In the end i was going to the party with two boys. Girls will be so pissed. Already dying to see it.

By the way i wore this /product/337832 and these /product/335521 and this /product/316940

I looked Fabulous. Bitches, suck it.