"AHHHH!"
Dean woke up screaming, his body jerked and green eyes shot open. Unfortunately he new straight away where he was by the smell of disinfectant that hung in the air. Due to the restraints he couldn't nurse his throbbing head so had to just lay there, feeling his skull burn with every pulse, but the level of pain was thankfully decreasing. Jimmy was still by his side faithfully waiting in the chair next to him.
"Welcome back Dean"
"Piss off"
"Dean please"
"You're not real, you're just some strange fantasy where I get with Cas, and it's freaking me out, so please just fuck off."
"Come on, I need to show you some thing"
Jimmy stood and unbuckled Dean, trusting him completely. What a strange and foolish man he was; as soon as Dean was free he jumped from the bed and shoved Jimmy against the wall, gripping his shirt tightly and pushing himself close up against Jimmy's warm body, that smelt of vanilla and peppermint Dean noted to himself.
Dean tried again and again to shout to threaten to speak, even to move but he found it impossible. The sight of Jimmy's stare full of longing and love was intoxicating. His lips parted and dry, breathing heavily, Deans face tingled as Jimmy's breathe skated over his features. Jimmy's lips slowly curved into a comfortable, mischievous smile. Dean was certain the basted was enjoying being pinned.
Dean stared into Jimmy's eyes, what was he doing? He had the chance to run to escape to find Gabriel to stop all this madness, but he couldn't tear himself away from Jimmy. Dean had the urge and he submitted to it completely. In the blink of Jimmy's eye Dean's lips crashed against his in a passionate, angry, desperate kiss. Dean's grip on Jimmy's shirt tightened and the hand Jimmy was caressing the back of Dean's head with received more pressure. Making the two move closer and closer wanting to feel each other, touch each other, taste each other. Lips moved against the others, nipping and sucking along the way, teeth clashed and tongues fort for dominance inside their mouths.
Dean's hands let go of Jimmy's shirt, and moved rhythmically across his chest to his shoulders, brushing up his arms and gripped his wrists, tightly.
Dean smashed Jimmy's wrists against the wall and with his strong grip Dean held him against the white bare wall. The need to breath forced them to part, Dean admired how completely and utterly fuck worthy Jimmy looked being pinned.
Dean was soon nuzzling Jimmy's neck; his grip tightened as he licked and kissed, bite and nipped. Jimmy's swollen pink lips realised an erotic moan created in his throat that even made Dean moan back it was such a turn on.
Dean's actions would bruise slightly and it hardened Jimmy completely. With Jimmy still pinned he was helpless to resist when Dean bite into his earlobe, breath cooling and tingling the rest of his sensitive ear giving Jimmy shivers and another reason to groan.
"uh Dean"
Jimmy's lips breathed his name, utterly egging Dean on and making him more determined to continue. Dean moved Jimmy from the wall and pushed him on the old creaky metal bed with a lot of force.
He was soon straddling Jimmy, grinding his hips into Jimmy's throbbing cock. The last thing Jimmy wanting was to put Dean off but it had to be asked
"What uh, happened in there Dean?"
"Stuff"
Dean answered as he ran his hands up Jimmy's firm chest under his vest. Jimmy's head hit the pillow when Dean started playing with his nipples, his back arched from pleasure when Dean added his wet warm tongue to the mix, coating it in warm saliva as he applied his teeth, twisting and sucking until they were hard and red.
"You, uh you do this; uh you do this with Castiel?"
Dean smiled as he moved down and licked across Jimmy's abdomen under this naval were his waist band rested, he was teasing Jimmy and giving him Goosebumps, Jimmy could already feel the heat pool under his naval from the build up to his orgasm as it pulsated heat through his body. He smiled as he began to kiss up Jimmy's stomach answering his question, speaking into the kisses
"Thought about it, all the time actually. But I'm not gay, so that's what these fantasies are for."
Jimmy's face and heart sank and he sat up, which removed Deans ability to carry on and they faced each other Jimmy now looking upset and slightly angry as he looked at the man sitting on his lap.
"Dean this isn't a fantasy"
"Yeah sure"
Dean smile and lent in to kiss Jimmy, who pulled away
"Dean this is real"
"Yeah I'm screwing my therapist, huh yeah does sound like me"
"I'm serious Dean"
Jimmy got out from under Dean and sat on the edge of the bed leaving space between them.
"I want you, more than anything, but not if you don't believe in me. I'm real Dean. I'm real"
Dean sat next to Jimmy and placed his hand on Jimmy far cheek, moving it so they looked into each others eyes; it was the perfect mixture of blue and green.
Jimmy and Dean were resting their foreheads on the others when the door opened. Jimmy darted up and moved away from Dean, having to adjust slightly to hide the hardness in his boxers. Dean's Dr stood in the door frame.
"Hello Dean and how are we feeling today?"
"Peachy thanks Gabe; now let me the fuck out!"
"Dean, my name is Dr. Weston and by all means you may come to the rec room, that's what I thought Jimmy was doing"
The Dr's eyes moved to Jimmy he was getting increasingly nervous.
"Is that the lesson I'm supposed to learn, you stupid junk-less angel? That I like Cas is that it?"
"I'm not sure what you telling"
"You know. What you think having Jimmy here is going to make me admit my feelings for Castiel!"
"Dean are you telling me your relationship between Mr. Novak is more than professional. If you are you should know that is a serious allegation and he will be removed as your confessionalist pending an investigation. Is that what you are saying?"
Dean was confused at the angel playing dumb, maybe that wasn't the lesson. Jimmy caught his eye he was standing to the side of Dr. Weston a little further back so he couldn't see the look he was giving Dean. Jimmy was anxious and uneasy, suddenly very rigid by his posture he looked more like Castiel, however his face was so adorably cute it was child like with full on puppy eyes, it made Deans heart melt. His eyes were pleading with Dean to be quite and to take it back.
"No, no I'm not saying that"
Dean lied though his teeth but he's not going to let Jimmy, real or not get in trouble because of him.
"Good"
The doctor said with a smile
"now Jimmy, I think you should finish what you started"
A sneaky forbidden smirk appeared on Deans face remembering the feel of Jimmy's slender body under his strong thighs, how Jimmy's cock felt pressed against his, yes Jimmy should really finish he thought
"Yes doctor"
With one more slightly suspicious look from Jimmy to Dean through narrow eyes the doctor left, leaving the door open.
As soon as the Gabriel look alike was out of sight, all it took was one more clash of blue and green before dean and jimmy took one step towards each other and lips were vigorously moving against each others again. Dean's hands were on his lovers slim hips pulling him closer whilst Jimmy's were placed on Deans cheeks, steadying and deepening the kiss. Jimmy used his grip to tear their lips apart
"Come on, I need to show you something"
Jimmy panted out from lack of breath with a smile stretched across his beaming face.
"What now?"
"It's important, please"
Dean nodded in agreement. He wanted desperately the thing he has to be shown involved Jimmy taking of his pants, but Dean knew it couldn't be and reluctantly followed him out the room.
"What do you want to show me then?"
Dean asked as he walked by Jimmy's side through the bare cold corridor. They got to a door and went inside, it was full of patients were the same pyjama like clothing Dean was wearing. Some were communicating with each other and were talking playing games etc, whilst others were talking or playing games with them selves.
"This"
Jimmy said watching as Dean looked around the room
"Them"
Jimmy added gesturing to two young men; they were for some reason crawling along the floor. Dean raised his eye brows and looked at Jimmy in a 'what the fuck?' Kind of way. Dean turned back to the men and watched as they stood. When there faces were revealed Dean's mouth hit the floor, eyebrows hit the ceiling and heart increased its pumped to an alarming rate
"ED? HARRY?"
The two men looked up, as Dean approached them patting them both on the shoulder to greet them, and to also check they were real.
"What the fuck are you guys doing here?"
"We're hunting a ghost, you wanna help Dean?"
Jimmy joined the three men and answered before Dean could
"Sorry boys, Dean is busy today"
"Okay, catch you around Winchester"
"Happy hunting boys"
Jimmy told them with a smile, as Ed and Harry looked at each other both raised their left hands in front of their faces lowering them into a fist whilst saying their customary
"Ghost facers"
With one more look at Dean and Jimmy they nodded and were off, Harry rolled along the floor and Ed hid behind a chair getting out his EMF reader- which in reality was an empty box of crayons with 'EMF' written over it in blue marker. Dean slowly turned his head to Jimmy, eyes wide taking it all in.
"The ghost facers, there not real?"
Jimmy shook his head
"I'm afraid not Dean not in the strictest sense, but Dr. Weston was very pleased when they entered into your reality, it means the new drugs are beginning to work, and your taking more and more in from your surroundings here, and retaining the information when you go back to your reality, it is also how we managed to bring you out of your head so quickly after you went back in. This means your improving Dean, it's a good thing"
"No Ed and Harry are complete douches but their not crazy, neither am I!"
"Dean I know you not crazy, but you are ill"
Dean shook his head refusing to hear another word Jimmy was desperate to say. He walked off to the far corner of the rec room trying to take it all in, needing space. Jimmy let him go and watched him as he walked.
"May I sit down?"
Dean looked up it was Gabriel well his doctor standing over him, Dean new there was no point refusing so he nodded.
"Look Dean I know it's a shook, it always is. And I know you don't trust me but I thought I should tell you that; I was touched that you made me an angel slash demi god, it's a very powerful position you put me in. Jimmy tells me its because as head of the ward, so I do to some extent control reality, I control your meds, I can refuse you visitors or time in the rec room, and that has reflected as controller of your entire world. I want you to understand this Dean, I'm a good man and I am here to help you. I want you to trust me and we will get you better. Now, Sam will be here tomorrow at 3 I have put you two in room b5"
With that the Dr left, the guy sounded sincere and by experience he knew that Gabriel liked the attention and him and Sam to know he was playing them. So this just made no sense but either way he was going to see Sam again. Dean looked over at Jimmy he was talking to one of the patients they were both smiling and laughing. It made Dean wish he saw Cas smile more. Dean smiled to himself feeling warm and bubbly at the sound of Jimmy's classy laugh.
He got up deciding to try his hand at chatting up a nurse not that it was going to go anywhere, Dean just wanted a little fun and saw no warm. He walked over to a tall slim blonde hair nurse he remembered from his dreams. However the new drugs they were pumping into Dean did bring him back to the hospital when not asleep, but they were also very temperamental.
As soon as Dean tapped the nurse on the shoulder so she'd turn around, he was on his knees in familiar pain. Dean was coherent enough to recognise the face, that turned hearts cold and souls dark, a face with evil in every inch, well usually now she looked more human
"Lilith?"
Dean screamed out in pain, as she bent down to help but Dean violently shoved her away knocking her to the ground before stumbling out the door. After checking on Lily who was returning to her feet, Jimmy quickly ran after Dean. It didn't take long before he was holding Dean, as he curled up in a ball in the floor
"Is this your god damn drugs working?"
"Relax dean, you'll be back soon"
"No no no"
Dean repeated until he collapsed onto the floor. The orderlies were coming with a trolley to take Dean back to his room. Jimmy gently gave Dean a secret kiss on his forehead whilst breathing in Dean's familiar warming smell, before waiting for help to arrive.