YAY! its up this weekend i did it! sorry proud moment over lol

anyway i know some of you were confused with the last chapter this one may do the same im not going to lye but it will all link and add up to the story ending I have planned ^_^

anyway this chapter is of the world Dean's in and how he returned to the supernatural one.

hope you enjoy.

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Dean sat in the corner of the rec room for a few hours, sometimes he would mumble incoherent words to himself others times he scanned the room and once or twice he closed his eyes to try and force sleep in a desperate bid to return. Dr Weston kept watch and became more and more worried until finally he went over.

"Dean? Are you alright?" The concerned doctor asked as he touched Dean's arm to get his attention, Dean instantly flinched and glared at the man. "come on Dean time to go back to your room."

Dean didn't move and had no intention to either. A nurse scuttled over to the two, she was small in frame with short red hair that hung by her ears in a short bob shaping her long face, she looked from one man to the next and after grabbed both men's attention she spoke;

"Doctor let me take him, come on Dean." Dean didn't recognise the woman from anywhere from the 'real' world, she wasn't a demon or anything bad there, so nodded slightly in agreement

"very well nurse Cartwright."

The doctor said before turning around and returned to where he previously stood.

"Dean come on we have to talk."

"who the fuck are you and why should I care?"

"I know you're not crazy Dean. I'm here to bust you out, for your father. For John."

"What do you know about my dad, if you know him you'll know that he's in prision for murder."

"you know as well as I do that it wasn't murder, your dad was doing good. John was saving people and hunting evil, the monsters that parents tell there children aren't out there, the monsters from legend and myth and it was you and your dads job to kill them."

"who are you?"

"A friend."

The woman looked around aware their convsation was not one to have around people so took Dean by the wrist and led him out the rec room, nodding to the doctor as she passed and the nurse coolly and calmly led the confused patient to his room. When she had Dean instantly shut the door and turned to her.

"okay what's going on?"

"we don't have much time, Dean my name is Susie and I'm going to get you out"

"Out where?"

"Out the hospital, look around you, none of this is real. Your father needs your help, they set a date, he faces the chair next week." Dean's head was spinning, nothing made sense to him right now, so he wasn't crazy and in both realities he's stuck between John was a hunter and so is Dean, so what's happen with Sam? And Cas, Gabe, Lilith and the ghost facers nothing fits. But Dean did know one thing he know he was not crazy.

"how?"

"Leave that to me, be ready for tonight. We have to act now, you have to follow what I say and you must trust me. Can you do that?"

Dean nodded and before Dean knew what was happening Susie had thrust herself upon him crushing her lips hard against the man's unmoving lips who managed to push her off. Dean was in deep shock as he pushed the women away holding her by her shoulders at arms length and looked into her eyes as she looked deep in his. The ordeal was over quickly but every painful gut retching second of it was witnessed by a heart broken man standing in the door way after coming to check on his beloved. Jimmy's presence soon caught Dean's attention and even from the corner of he eye he could sense the sadness and pain. Dean let go of the women he was holding and spun to face him. As Dean stared, Susie saw Jimmy too, as she straightened herself up looked at Jimmy too catching his eye. The two nodded to each other through the think unsettling intention.

"Mr. Novak."

"nurse Cartwright. You know that relations between patient and employer is forbidden."

"oh yeah."

Susie answer with a smug smile as Dean went red and opened his mouth to object but couldn't. All he wanted to do was ease his loves pain, explain what happened butknew it was impossible without revealing what they shared and like Jimmy himself said, it was forbidden. Jimmy hated her right down to his core, he truly did and felt sick looking at her, this was her first week and she has already broken Jimmies heart and soul, Jimmy was a religious man but he wanted to kill her.

"well if you excuse me I have other patience to attend, Mr Novak, dean" Susie lent towards dean, though dean turned his head removing access to his lips she leant in a little more and whispered "I'll see you tonight, 9 o'clock."

With that the young women left the room, grazing Jimmies chest with her hand simply taunting him. Her finger tips seemed to shot dangers through his chest so much so that Jimmy had to take a breath from the pain. Jimmy watched her leave and saw pain and sadness in her eyes but above all anger. Nurse Cartwright kept herself to herself no one new much about her, but who ever she is. She is someone not to be trusted.

It only took 2 seconds after Susie was out of sight for the tears to started cascading silently and unstoppably down Jimmies face and a further 2 for him not to be able to stand the sight of Dean for another one. So he turned and left.

"Jimmy wait! Please let me explain, Jimmy!"

Jimmy didn't look back, but his shouts did not go unheard by another nurse, who popped her head in the door,

"Are you okay hun?" The nurse was blonde and slim and deadly familiar, also to Dean's knowledge dead, well his other world anyway. "Dean?"

"Lilith" Dean growled with so much hatred.

"Dean, please call me by my name okay? It's Lily you know that."

In this world the young perky nurse had done nothing wrong, but it didn't stop Dean from remembering what she did in the other place, at least Dean thought he remembered it was more of a vibe a feeling that he wanted this women head on a plate.

"leave."

"Dean…"

"LEAVE."

The shocked young women quickly shut the door behind her and went to the bathroom to compose herself. Despite being trained to deal with difficult patients Dean really scared her, it wasn't as if he touched her or anything but there was something in his eyes that really got to Lily.

Jimmy went straight to his office and locked the door behind him. He kept replaying again and again what happened trying to make sense of everything. It wasn't working nothing was becoming clear nothing was right. He saw them kiss but he also saw Dean push her away but only seconds before looking at him. Jimmy reluctantly came to the sad conclusion that dean wanted it and only stopped because Jimmy came in, how many other nurses does he get with when the doors are closed? Kimmy knew it was to good to be true that Dean was to good to be true. It would be easy for Jimmy to leave it there, it would be easy to cry, be heartbroken and move on it would be eaiser to let go at least thats what he found in his other partners now it seems the hardest thing that he could ever think of doing, All he wants to do is fight for him, to hold him again to kiss him and feel his warmth. A feeling only made stronger by the dark feeling in the pit of his stomach when it came to Susie, something was off about her and Jimmy was going to find out.

Dean went over what Susie told him, Dean did honestly believe that John was indeed a hunter, but that would mean that, well all dean could think of was the angels were on a power trip messing with there heads, especially Sam's and that would also mean that, and Dean's stomach dropped at the thought of it but it would mean that they got to Cas. Cas was now back of the opposite team and was no longer on Dean's side, which hurt more then anything. As dean sat perched on his old metal bed he glanced up to the wall clock; 8:30, not long to wait until she arrives. Out of the silence that had built up in Dean's room and mind, the sound of the door crashed through room with an echo, which instantly grabbed Dean's attention. His eyes brightened when who he thought would walk through the door didn't and who he wished would did; Jimmy. He entered the room clutching papers and laid them next to Dean on his bed, Jimmy looked flustered and didn't make eye contact.

"Jimmy I'm sorry about what you saw, its not…"

"What I think? Yeah I've heard that before Dean. At least this time it's the truth."

"Excuse me?"

"Nurse Cartwright is a lair"

"How would you know?"

"Because of this."

Jimmy pointed at the array of photos and papers that had been placed on his bed. the two men stood facing each other either side of the bed, Dean scanned over them but couldn't see what he perhaps should be. After a few minutes Jimmy rolled his eyes not being able to see Dean'sconfused little face any longer and decided to spell it out to him.

"you see her?" Jimmy asked pointing at a picture, "That's carol, we know her a Susie, well you know her as Susie I know her as the little trolap I have the urge to straggle the life out of..."

"Jimmy?"

"any way, her last name is still Cartwright, a little sloppy if your going under an alias but that's just me, her father here, " Jimmy pointed at another photo; "his name you should know, his name is"

"Scott Cartwright. One of dad's victims. He was, dad said he was a vampire. I watched as his head fall as I listened his daughter scream, her." Dean said wearily as he pointed at the photo of Susie well Carol. "she must have been about 14, at the time I thought she was the vamps next meal, guess I was wrong."

"Dean look at me, its not your fault. But Susie she doesn't believe it. I followed her progress, smart kid until her father died, then grades went down started getting in trouble with the police, she got twisted Dean. Susie was good before a demon got inside of her."

"A demon?"

"not your kind Dean, I meant grief, anger, confusion all rolled into one thing; revenge. It's what she wants and she will stop at nothing to get it. Grief can make us do terrible things."

"no Jimmy no, she's a friend of my fathers. She knows about the monsters and hunters how else would she know that?"

"Your records she works here, plus you've got quite a reputation your fathers crimes will go down in history which means you will too. your names into google and over a million hits come up."

"you've google me?" Dean asked with a smiled he couldn't stop, Jimmy coughed trying to hide his embarrassment before he continued talking.

"Dean she said anything she needed you to get you to trust her. She's smart she knows how you doubt this world so she played along. Believe me Dean when I say that she means you harm. Im here for you Dean, I don't doubt this world you promised me you trusted me, so believe me adn know I will help and protect you."

Jimmy looked Dean straight in the eye as he spoke, retching over and cupping Dean's face with a shaky slighly sweety hand, Dean's eyes closed at the feel and lent into Jimmies warm touch, both could feel the sparks they got from each other and Dean knew Jimmy was true, and now so did Jimmy.

"Well isn't this quant."

Came a voice from the door, both men turned to glare and saw it was her. Susie walked straight to Jimmy not even bothering with Dean. She moved close inches from his face as she spat out the words;

"I knew it would be you that would try and stop me." Susie moved back and started to wonder slightly moving in a large circle around the men in the room. "come on, you think I didn't notice those lost little puppy eyes earlier, it was obvious you held a touch for Winchester, what's surprising is that you hold on too" Susie said whilst looking at Dean, who did go a little red but didn't look away and wasn't ashamed. "Since my little plan or leading you out giving you a piece of your own medicine has failed ill just have to kill the you old fashioned way, oh well I think I'll live with it."

Susie gently spoke then suddenly pulled out a gun and without hesitation pulled the trigger, Dean heard the gun and instantly felt the bullet as it pierced his skin shattered bone and pounded his pain receptors to maximum. Soon the man was falling to the floor as Jimmy watched, screaming for his love. Jimmy grabbed the fire extinguisher from the wall and smashed it over her head causing blood to splurt over Jimmies face and Susie to fall. The gun shot attracted much attention, all Jimmy could do was stare at Dean on the floor squirming in pain he was lost he didn't know what to do and felt hopeless and powerless to save Dean. When he got over the shock enough to gather the strength to move the on site paramedics arrived and jimmy was deemed useless again. So Jimmy resorted to prayer.

"please let him be okay, please lord, save Dean?"

"where losing him."

One of the paramedics urgently told the next, you quickly grabbed the defibrillator and charged it up. Hitting Dean's injured body with 250, then 300 again and again but with no response Dean was dieing and Jimmy, Jimmy was too, his heart didn't even want to keep beating. Then after a charge of 350 what seemed like a miracle happened Dean opened his eyes looked to the heavens and screamed sitting slightly before collapsing again going into unconsciousness and in a coma but alive. Dean was carefully transported to hospital to receive the emergency help he needed, Jimmy wished to accompany him in the ambulance but considering the police had arrived and Susie was taken away to hospital as well, with serious head trauma and barely breathing the police had some questions. So Jimmy spoke his silent goodbye to his patient, his friend and lover wishing the man well on the journey he has no doubt taken and praying he'll return from soon, before returning his attentions back to the police.

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next chapter up next week sometime (I hope) lol

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