Chapter 3 – 2 years later (sorry skipping years but I want to get to the Cullen bit *gasp*) xD
Where am I you may ask? Fuck if I know, I mean one minute I'm kicking Victories arse then I'm getting dragged away by a volturi guard to Italy, always did want to see Italy but not under these circumstances.
Aro has trapped me in one of his vampire proof cells for 2 long fucking years, I haven't fed in about a year because Aro would only feed my humans and I would rebel against it, he's such an arsehole.
I was weak, couldn't fight for my own life, I know vampires don't die but we get weak and I mean like super weak to the point you can't walk, right now that was me, sat on the cold, even to me, granite flooring, bits of dried blood splattered along the walls and the floor, I held my breath for about a fucking year now, I didn't want to smell human blood, I didn't want to be a monster, I wanted the Cullens to be proud of me, even if they didn't know I was a vampire.
There was no windows in the cell, no sunlight, just darkness, I was alone, no one else was in the cells but me, I don't know why, maybe other vampires wasn't stupid enough as me to say 'no' to Aro like I did.
Let me tell you what happened,
Basically Aro invited me to join the guard but I didn't want to do that, I remember Edward telling me about them, how they was evil and only wanted you for the power, if you was worthless they'd through you aside like shit on a shoe, anyways I told him no and he put up a pretty big fight for it, then I realised Aro had a thing for me and by thing I mean marriage, no clue why but he wouldn't drop it saying 'we' could be 'happy', pffft as if I could be happy with a twat like him.
Aros guards threw me in here till I 'learnt my lesson' and said yes, I was never going to give in that's why I have been here for 2 years now, never going to give up, I'm a stubborn fuck, soon (hopefully) he will get tired of keeping me in here saying no all the time and just let me go, but that's a very slim chance of that happening.
I guess you could say it doesn't hurt to say Edwards name anymore or any of the Cullens, EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD, see nothing, it's not that I have falling out of love with him, because that's by far not true, I love Edward with all my heart, nothing will change that, I'm angry at him yes, I resent him, most defiantly, he broke me and he wouldn't get away with it easily, I'm just angry that he left that's all, but mostly I'm angry at myself for not being enough for him, we both knew I was enough, I was human for fuck sake, plain shitty human, he wanted more than me, he wanted someone who wouldn't pass out just by kissing him. Well I'll learn to deal with it within time I guess, sometime it will take too.
I heard a loud creaking noise, signalling one of Aros pity shitty guards are coming down, fuck sake they never leave me alone, sighing I looked up to see who it was and was greeted by the pleasant sight of Demetri, oh the joy…
''Up!'' he ordered, he sounded bored, if he only knew I was too,
I tried getting up but failed in the process and falling back on my arse.
''UP NOW!'' he roared at me
''I'M FUCKING TRYING, PRETTY HARD WHEN YOUR WEAK AS FUCK'' I spat at him
''who's faults that for not taking the human blood?'' he smirked
''because I'm not an arsehole monster like the rest of you fuck heads in this god for saken shit hole'' I casually stated
''eh well blood is blood to me, couldn't give a shit who it comes off either'' he said
''because your a disgusting, arrogant, prick'' I said camly
He yanked open the cell door, almost off its hinges and I said it was vampire proof, jesus christ.
''get your arse up, swan!''
He roughly grabbed my elbow like a wench and forcefully yanked me up almost sending me in to the other cells opposite.
Then he dragged me off to see our dear Aro, sense the sarcasm