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We came together and was panting, staring at each other, he went to kiss me again and all of a sudden we heard a knocking on the doors and I finally realised where I was, still in Volterra, in the throne room and Edward on top of me, the knocking started again and a chirpy voice spoke out.
''Are you guys decent and finished yet or should I come back'' the voice giggle. Alice. I sighed.
''Stupid cock-blocking pixie'' I muttered and Edward chuckled.
Somehow the Cullens actually persuaded me to go to England, Where they was currently staying. I was hesitant about it at first but I thought Why not and more so I wanted more of Edward, if you know what I mean.
I'm not using Edward for sex, hell no far from it. I love him still but I'm obviously still pissed at him for leaving me, but he didn't seem to be complaining back in Volterra, I mostly wanted him to see what he was missing with my new rockin body. But maybe I did want a future with him, Of course you do idiot, Shut up inner thought. I didn't want to be alone for eternity and Edward is the only guy I know and love.
When I saw Edward back in volterra, I thought he looked like hell, he looked like he hadn't been hunting in weeks, months, hell years maybe. His clothes was all screwed up like he'd didn't care and wore them for a few days, his eyes coal black and murderous with the most obvious purple and blue bags underneath, mouth held in a straight line, he wasn't breathing at all, due to there being humans in Volterra, His eyes held no emotion whats so ever, I wonder what happened to him, He left you dummy, maybe it affected him more than you think it did, Thats bullshit.
Nobody asked me questions on the way there, maybe they was waiting to grill me later, shit, I just don't know if I'm ready to tell the Cullens what happened, I'm not saying I don't trust them because I do, kinda, but I know for a fact all I'll get is sympathy especially from Edward, He'll go on some kind of rage, blaming himself for everything, which it was practically his fault but I wasn't going to tell him that, it would make things worse, I couldn't and wouldn't do that to him.
Carlisle made me and Edward go hunting before we got on the plane, we didn't want to risk anything and get exposed that would be horrid. During the whole hunt I avoided Edward at all cost, I couldn't face him, not yet anyways, it was too much seeing him, he looked happier, maybe it was because I was back in his life, Don't be stupid, I don't know what to think anymore.
After the hunt we was boarding the plane which was very uneventful, but I got to glare at a hell of alot of girls who was giving Edward the once over, I was beyond pissed, He was MINE, no he's not, Shut the fuck up inner thought, Edward must of saw the death glare I gave the girls or umpa lumpas as they looked like it, big hair, that probably took 10 ton of fucking hairspray to keep up, orange like a fucking...well orange, make-up slapped on there faces that you probably could shovel of their faces, it was awful, they reminded me of Lauren Mallory, He smirked at me, knowing what I was doing, so I turned my death glare on to him, if looks could kill huh.
On the plane Esme sat next to Carlisle, Alice next to Jasper, who was still avoiding me at this point, Rosalie and Emmett sat next to each other and guess who that left me to sit next to, Edward of course, I was not happy one bit.
''Erm, You don't have to sit next to me, I'm sure one of them could swap'' gesturing to his family, he looked disappointed that I wouldn't sit with him.
I sighed.
''Edward, we're grown up, are we not?'' I raised a perfect brow.
''I-I Guess we are'' he questioned
''We then I'm sure we can sit next to each other on the way home'' I said
''Ok sure'' He had a small smile of that perfect face, it killed me.
''But...'' I dragged on, he looked at me questionably, confusion written all over his face.
''Bag the window seat'' I continued, pushing past him, sitting in the window seat, I loved the window seat, I could look out on to the world and see things I've haven't seen in years.
He smirked.
''Sure whatever'' he brushed it off and sat next to me and the distant between us was so little I could easily grab him and kiss hi right there, Jasper looked behind and smirked at me, I stuck my tongue out of him like a fucking five year old. He turned away laughing.
After what seemed like forever and ever, we was in the car riding to the Cullens fucking mansion, I can't fucking wait.
I was in the care with Rosalie, Emmett and Edward and in the other car was Alice, Jasper, Carlisle and Esme. I don't know why they placed me with Rosalie or Edward of all people but they did and they was going to pay for this shit stunt, Emmett I was fine with, I wasn't happy at any of them for leaving me but Emmett probably didn't have no say in the matter. Maybe none of them did. I wonder.
The silence was killing me, please some one break it, maybe even Rosalie, I don't fucking care, some one please end this torture.
Emmett my fucking hero decided to do it.
''So Bellsy, how have you been?'' Fucking worse thing to talk about right now, I heard a loud smack.
''Ouch Rosie, what was that for?'' he looked like a lost puppy at his wife. She glared at him.
''Shut the fuck up Emmett, how do you think she's been, stuck in the Volturi is not fucking paradise you idiot'' I was shocked, she stuck up me for, me of all people, why? I have no fucking clue, Edward looked down at his hands, fidgeting again, god does he always fidget, with them long slender finger, that I would love to play with or maybe could play me...Snap out of it swan, fucking hell I need help.
I looked up front again to see Emmett pouting like a fucking girl at Rosalie, she wasn't having any of it, I started laughing, they all looked at me, so I just muttered a 'thanks' to Rosalie and kept my head down.
''No problem Bella, just ignore the big doof here'' she said while glaring at her husband.
''hey, but baby you love me'' he said looking genuinely upset.
''Unfortunately'' she muttered, looking out of the window, smirking. I smirked back at her and she looked at me and smiled.
What the hell was going on.
We arrived at the fucking Cullen mansion and I must say I was impressed, it was a two floored, 5 bedrooms, 5 bathrooms, a study, library, kitchen, one hell of a big garage, a living room, dining room and a music room.
The outside was brown bricked coloured with eleven windows on the front, and a double door, it was pretty old styled but it was really gorgeous, I was jealous and excited to see the inside, Trees surrounded the outside, I guess the Cullens still liked their privacy, the path was made out of gravel and there were pillows at the door, holding up the arch way that was made out of brick, a doormat was placed out front, which said 'welcome' I truly did feel welcomed, for some odd reason.
Edward came up behind me, hands deep down in his pockets, bending down to my height, whispering in my ear that sent chills down my spine.
''Why don't you come and see the inside'' He gestured towards the house, I almost jumped of joy when he said that.
''I'd love to'' I said while walking up to the front door