- Chapter Three -
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(BPOV)
Hiding in my closet I heard Jacob's booming voice 'Yeah Chief, we'll be fine'. I heard my dad mumble a goodbye and then the front door slam closed. I prayed Jacob wouldn't want me tonight. I prayed he'd gotten bored and would leave me be. 'Just for tonight!' I whispered.
'NO! I DON'T WANT TO! NOOO! JACOB STOP! THAT'S PRIVATE, DON'T TOUCH THERE!' Screaming didn't help, didn't stop Jacob from hurting me or stop him from destroying my body from the inside out.
'Bells, come on don't be like that, you want this. I know you do. It'll hurt a little at first but it will get better.' His voice sent a shiver of fear down my spine. I knew he was going to hurt me far worse than before. His hands grabbed at my dress and yanked it away from my body, leaving me in my underwear.
'NO! NO! NO! JACOB! YOU'RE HURTING ME! NOOOOOOOOOOO!'
I could feel the cold wind whipping my hair around my face and neck, knowing my plan hadn't worked felt like a kick in the gut. I wanted out, I didn't want to live with Jacob's voice in my mind, the feel of his hands pawing at my body or the smell of his rancid breath on my face.
Maybe I could throw myself off the cliffs in La Push? Hardly anyone went near there because of the crumbling cliff face, it'd be private and secluded, they wouldn't be able to find my body. It was perfect.
'Tomorrow' Echoed in my fuzzy brain. Comforted by my new plan I lay still enjoying the birds singing and the wind blowing.
~FM~
'WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?! I'VE BEEN OUT OF MY MIND ISABELLA!' Charlie shouted as soon as I walked in, he looked livid. I stumbled around the hall trying to get my coat off before speaking to him.
'I went out for a while.' Shrugging I tried to escape him.
He stood in front of me and bellowed 'I KNOW YOU TOOK THAT ALCOHOL ISABELLA! YOU'RE GROUNDED! FOR A MONTH!' Nodding I walked past him and went to my room, closing and locking the door before flopping onto my bed and falling asleep.
~FM~
(EDPOV)
Sat in my room listening to music was a good way to take my mind off Bella, I worried about her; I seriously doubted she knew I'd had a crush on her since third grade, she barely acknowledged me. I decided to go see her yesterday but no one was home, so I slipped a copy of my notes and her homework under the door and left. I hoped she was at school tomorrow, I wanted to make sure she was okay.
'Edward? Honey, dinner's ready' Mom called from my door, I hauled ass and went to eat with my parents hoping Bella would show at school and put my own fears to rest.
A/N:
Sorry I've taken so long to update. As I again say, please don't read if you are Under 18. Feedback would be welcomed.