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Deeks sat on the hood of his car, he was staring at the ocean. His mind was everywhere. So much has happened. He haven't been at LA PD in a while. Bates is probably pissed, yet Deeks wouldn't know unless he go to Bates' office. Deeks opened a beer bottle and took a drink. He just needed to forget and get this out of his head. Yeah, he and Sam could have been killed but they didn't die. Both him and Sam were still breathing. Deeks looked back at the ocean, he couldn't understand why he had to sit in the chair and take the worst of it while Sam just watched. Was it to crack Sam? Was it because Sam's cover was blown? Or was it because Deeks was a cop? Too many questions and not enough answers to fill his mind. Deeks heard his phone rang, he glanced to the caller. It was Kensi, he let it go to voice mail.

At OPS Kensi got Deeks' voice mail. She then swear under her breathe. Sam sat at his desk, he was feeling the worst right now. He should get up and say something to Deeks besides mentioning that he'll have to talk about it. Sam glanced up seeing Callen pacing, Hetty standing next to Kensi, and Eric with Nell in the bull pen with the gang. Sam stood up and Callen turned to him, "Sam where are you going?"

Sam looked at Callen, "To find Deeks."

Hetty looked at Sam, "Mr. Hanna right now Mr. Deeks probably wants to be alone. Be able to adjust to all of this." Hetty spoke.

Sam looked at her, "But Hetty if I'd knew my cover was blown-."

Kensi and Callen turned to Sam, Sam looked all upset and broken. Nell and Eric had this weird awkward feeling watching this. Hetty walked over to Sam and had a gentle smile, "You couldn't have known."

Sam nodded, "Yeah but because of that I got Deeks into this."

Kensi turned to him, "Deeks would have done the same for me or even Callen."

Callen nodded, "Yes Deeks knew the risks of being an liaison for NCIS."

Sam looked at Callen, "But they beat on him the most because they called him the weak one. I told Deeks not to tell. Not to tell that Michelle is an agent."

Kensi looked at Sam, Callen let out a deep breathe, and Hetty walked back to where she stood before.

"This job has its moments where you question your judgement. Go, go find Mr. Deeks." Hetty said.

Sam nodded, "Thank you Hetty." Sam said and ran out.

"You two go with," Hetty told Kensi and Callen.

Callen and Kensi ran out, and joined Sam in his car. The three drove off, looking all over. Eric called Callen telling him that Deeks' phone is on and the location is at the beach. Which was weird because they thought he wouldn't be there. Once they pulled up they saw Deeks sitting on his car. Deeks held onto one beer bottle. His attention at the sea. Kensi was about to rush over but Callen stopped him. Sam walked over to Deeks and Deeks turned seeing Sam next to him.

Deeks pulled out a beer, "Want one?"

Sam took the offer, "Sure."

Deeks took a drink, "Terrible day for a surfer. No good waves."

Sam opened the bottle, "Yeah."

There was silence between the two, Sam and Deeks were never close. They were complete opposites and had their respect for each other. Deeks turned his head and saw Kensi and Callen. Deeks took another drink and then sighed, "Guess this means we are gonna talk about my outburst."

NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE THE TALK!