So, here's the thing. I'm having difficulties in expressing the characters thoughts and emotions with the first two chapters' format, so I figured that I want to go back in the POV style but as much as possible limit it to San and Quinn's pov. :)
Your reviews are amazing, keep them coming okay? You guys inspires me write more..thanks a lot..^_^
I put here some of my fav quotes that is 'kinda' related to the scenes..:)
Anyways, here's the 3rd one.. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: Glee's not mine.
"The scariest thing about distance is that
you don't know whether they'll
miss you or forget you."
-Nicholas Sparks
SANTANA's POV
"Are you ready babe you have to leave in five minutes or else you will miss the flight." Elle said sweetly. After dating for almost five months, I finally had the courage to ask her to be my girlfriend.
I was checking myself on the bathroom mirror; I had worn a purple top under my black leather jacket and then dark blue skinny jeans with a little make up, lip gloss and some mascara.
I can see sadness in her eyes the moment I walked out of the bathroom door. I quickly went to her, cupped her face and search for her eyes for them to look straight back to me.
"Hey." I softly said. I could see the glittering in her eyes. "I'll be back before you know it, okay? I'll be just for a few days." Then I kissed her to drain her worries away.
I heard her let out a heavy sigh after the kiss. For a moment, I thought she was gonna cry but then she held back her tears and gaze back at me. She always do that, show me that she's strong but deep inside I know she's so scared right now. Even though I never gave her a reason to doubt me.
"Just come back to me, okay?" Her voice cracked and my heart broke on what she had said. I hugged her tight and kiss her temple.
"Gladly." I whispered to her ear. I feel her nod and tighten her embrace to me. "I have to go, babe, my hotness won't keep the plane waiting forever." I said joking to ease the sadness between us.
When we go to her car, I put my two bags in it and sat in the passenger seat as Elle drive me to the airport. When she pulled over before I reach for the handle and get out, I let myself stare at her face for a moment. I hug her once more and then kiss her passionately. We said our goodbyes then I left for my flight.
I know she's crying because I heard her finally sob before I closed the door. I didn't look back because seeing her cry breaks my heart. Elle has no reason to be scared at all, she's not even gonna be there. And besides It'll be just for few days. I told myself.
"I always wonder why
Birds stay in the same place,
When they can fly anywhere in the earth,
Then I ask myself the same question."
- Anonymous
QUINN's POV
I bring out my iPad as I look at the pictures of my baby. Oh God how I missed him and it's just a few hours. Nathan is one year and a month old now. He looks just like me. He's with Charlie while I go back to Lima, Ohio for our reunion. I swore before that I'll never go back there but here I am, sitting on the plain with my first class accommodation going to Lima.
One of the perks of marrying someone rich is having the first class of everything. When Charlie and I divorced six months ago, he willingly gave me and our child one-fourth of his money. He's such a kind soul, too bad I can't love him like I loved, loves, her.
I let out a heavy sigh. I know, inevitably, that we will meet again. It's like there's a force always keeping me wanting to see her. I know she will be there, she has to be.
The last time I saw her was her very first lead on NY City Ballet. She's awesome but I got scared when she looked at me straight in the eyes.
"Ma'am, we're ready to take off soon, please buckle your seat belt." The flight attendant sweetly tells me. I just nod and smiled back at her.
I looked out in the window and stare at the clouds. Santana hates flying; she would endure hours on Lima Express just to avoid planes. My heart ached in remembering her again. Tell me, how can I forget her if every simple thing like a spoon or paper, etc. reminds me of her?
"Santana." I whispered as I close my eyes and picture her once again.
"What hurts most is knowing
that even after everything you did to me,
After all the times you hurt me,
I would still take you back in
A heartbeat."
- Lacy Turner
SANTANA's POV
I looked around to see who called my name. My brow arched when I saw no one is even looking at me. I swear I heard someone called my name, or am I just imagining it? I waited for a few seconds then finally stop looking around.
I really, really hate planes! Urg, I hate it every time I feel my stomach drops when it takes off or land. Plus the annoying seat mates that talks to you about their life story or shits, just like Berry.
Damn Berry for convincing me to come at the last minute. I had no choice but to get the last available ticket going to Ohio today. I prefer the first class but unfortunately there's none available within two days.
Rachel said that Quinn did not confirm that she will go, so I decided to take a chance. Also I haven't seen my family and friends like forever. I let out a sigh in remembering Quinn. I have to stop thinking about her, I have a hot girl friend back at NY who loves me so much and besides just thinking about Q makes me feel like I'm cheating or something.
After almost two hours the pilot announced that we'll be approaching Lima. My heart starts to beat fast, not because of my fear of landing but fear of a chance that she might be there.
I shook my head while I'm waiting for my luggage, remembering my last thought while the plane was about to land. That is impossible, Rachel said that she's in London with Charlie when she called her last night. So there's no way that she'll be here in Lima, she can't be. I'm not ready to see her again, not now that I'm starting to be contented with Elle.
"Sanny!" The moment I stepped out the airport doors, I heard someone screamed my name. There is a huge smile on my face as I looked around and see a lot of people waiting for their love ones. Then there's my best friend Britt, carrying her banner of 'welcome home Sanny', and waiving it like crazy. I walk fast to her direction and hugged her tight.
"Oh, Britt, I've missed you lots." I said to her. I heard her giggled. "Thanks for picking me up." I smiled at her once I pulled from the hug.
"No probs. Let's go, everyone is sooooo excited to see you." She said excitedly as she grabbed my hand and lead to her car.
Britt is turning her car when in my peripherals I noticed someone. I froze on the passenger seat with eyes wide.
"Fuck!" I gasp.
It took my mind three seconds to realized who that person is before I decided to quickly turn my head and look for her. But it was too late, Britt drives fast and the blonde is not there anymore.
This time I know my eyes are not deceiving me. It's really her this time, I can feel it. Her eyes were closed and head bowed down but I know that's her. Quinn is here in Lima! I'm gonna fucking kill Berry!
"The meeting of two eternities,
The past and future, is precisely the
Present moment."
- Henry David Thoreau
QUINN's POV
Puck, where's my ride? Be here in a minute or I'm gonna kick your sorry ass. –Q
I knew it! I should have not agree to Puck volunteering to pick me up at the airport. That guy has no sense of punctuality in his bones. Sometimes I wonder how he managed to keep his pool business running.
Chill Baby Moma, b der in 2 min –P
I shook my head. I leaned against the wall in the far side so I won't block the way of the passengers going out. I was about to call Rachel and tell her that I change my mind and decided to come instead when I heard a familiar voice.
"Sanny!" My head snapped and face turned pale when I saw the back of the Latina walking towards Brittany. They are both busy talking so Britt didn't noticed me besides they are many feet away from me.
I can't hear what they're talking about but what I can perfectly hear is my own heart beat. It's very loud and I think I'm gonna be deaf. I let out a sigh of relief when I saw them getting inside Britt's car but then I swallowed hard when I realized that it will pass me before she can make a turn.
"Oh, No!" I gasp and panicked. I just closed my eyes and prayed she won't see me when they pass.
When I opened them and saw Britt's car turning away, I quickly walk in to Puck's car who just pulled over.
"I'm so sorry. I swear I intended to be ear-" I ignored him. He stopped talking and looks at me confused. "Hey, you alright there Q?" I heard his concerned voice.
"Yeah, just get me home." I step inside the passenger seat of Puck's car and waited for him to finish putting my bag in the car.
"What happened?" He quickly said once he was inside the car. "You're not upset coz I'm late, are yah?"
I just shook my head. I can't breathe and I don't want to talk because my voice might crack then I won't stop crying. And believe me Puck is the last person I want to be near me if ever.
I let out a deep sigh. Even if I didn't see her face, still it was Santana. Her presence still affects me the same way as years ago, breathless.
Ooppss..don't be mad okay? I agree that they have to start from square one. And Lima is the best place to be. :)
I was so exited to write chap4 last night that I made two different scenes that will eventually lead differently..LOL Now I can't decide which one to post..Gggrrr..
Help? Tell me what you think and if it fits one of the chapter I did, then that's what I'm going to post then I'll take it from there.. ^_^
