Ready for chapter four? :) This chap is a bit angst but much better than the other chap4 that I did (which is heavy drama..LOL) So I decided to just go with the angst.

BTW, Thanks to JLove27 for that PM, I needed that. It inspires me to write more. Cheers to you too! :D

With that being said, I started writing two more different fanfics, one is Brittana and then Quinntana. Yay! I think I'll post them once I'm done with this story or with 'Twin Hearts'.

Thanks so so so much for the reviews, faves and follows.. :)

So enough of this, it's time for some Quintanna..^_^ Enjoy..!

"The moment when you see your ex again

after so much time

and it brings so many memories."

- Anonymous

SANTANA's POV

"Midget!" after five rings, finally Rachel answered her phone. Before she could say hello, I already spoke.

I'm at Britt's room right now pacing angrily. WTF came into Berry's mind lying to me about Quinn. Good thing that Britt can't see all of this. She's always scared of Snix. She went out saying about feeding her ducks or something. I'm not in the mood to go with her so I just stayed in.

"What did I do this time, to have the honor of speaking to Snix?" I rolled my eyes. Seriously? Playing innocent won't do well for her right now. I'm so damn furious and I want to strangle her with my own hands.

Good thing she's not in her house and her dad's don't know where she went because Snix would love to see her right now. And I won't be held accountable for my actions.

"Fuck you! I saw blondie! M'gona fucking ends you right now!" I placed the phone if front of my mouth while I speak to give more volume while I shout at her.

"San, stop with the cursing! And what do you mean blondie? Elle is here? I don't understand why you're so mad at me fo- ….Oh! Do..did y-you mean Quinn?!" I could hear that she's shock with the news because I heard her grasp.

I stopped pacing to think clearly. Then it hit me, she didn't know either about Quinn being here. I know the sound of Rachel's voice when she's lying or acting. Damn that early morning rehearsals in the kitchen, bathroom, living room, bedroom (hers) and every room that you could possibly think of.

"So, you don't know?" I asked calmly, just to confirm.

"Of course not, you know I won't do that to you San. We're more of friends than her, so don't ever think that I would betray you, let alone hurt you like that." Her voice is low and sad.

And I believed her. "Whatever. I won't go to that fucking reunion with her there." I said in a serious tone. And pray she won't ask me to reconsider my decision.

It's true; I'm not yet ready to see her again. I finally have an okay life without her in it. Elle and I are still in the phase where we can't afford any of our 'baggage' showing up and shake us. We won't survive that, yet. I know, because I won't.

I heard her sigh. "I understand San. So what's your plan? Are you going back to NY?"

Yes, Santana, what's the plan? I ask myself. I can't go back to NY, Elle will ask what happened. I can't tell her that I need to escape Lima because my ex-girlfriend showed up and I freaked out on the chance that I might see her again. Nope, not gonna happen.

"San?" I heard her call my name again. This time it seems like she knows how I'm feeling right now. Like she could sense that I'm having my own dialog and very confused. "I'm here at Mercedes' house, do you want to talk about it?"

"No. Never mind." I didn't wait for her to answer. I pressed end and throw my phone on the bed.

"Getting through the nights

is the toughest part.

Being alone...

Not having her there to talk to."

-Stuart Appleby

QUINN's POV

I told Puck to drop me off at the park because I need to meet someone there. He knows I'm not in the mood to argue so he just did what I said and went home. The park is just a few blocks anyway from my house so I have no problem in walking home after.

I was looking at my watch to see the time when suddenly someone hugged me from the behind. By the smell of that fruity perfume I know it was Brittany.

I smiled at her when I turned to face her. "I'm so glad you came." She smiled back to me sweetly.

Brittany was the only one who knew I was coming today since last night. After Rachel's call of confirming that I wouldn't come (I know she did it for Santana), Britt called after begging me to attend the reunion. Well, nobody says no to Britt. Even if how much we have changed because where older now, Britt's joyful personality remained intact.

"Me to, but I don't think everyone feels the same." I said it like a whisper. My chest is starting to feel heavy again on the thought of Santana not wanting to see me.

Britt put her hand on my shoulder, comforting me. "She'll forgive you soon, Q. Then everything will be back to normal." I wish I could say the same. I wish I could be like Britt, hoping the best on people.

"H-how's she?" I manage to ask even though I just want to cry right now.

"She looks awesome. But she's kinda mad at Rachie when I left her in my room. Oh my! Sanny, I have to get back to her now, Q. I told her I'll just feed my ducks. I just want to personally welcome you back home." She smiled at me then enveloped me into another hug. "See yah!"

Then she jogs away from me, waiving again before she crossed the street and I waived back. Again, I feel alone. Santana is just three blocks away from me. So close but yet so far away.

"Some promise aren't worth

keeping."

- Holly Black

SANTANA's POV

I'm lying on Britt's bed staring at her ceiling painted pink with rainbow drawings in it. After I talked to Rachel, I realized that Britt lied to me. I know my friends too much; I'm a very intuitive person especially to those I love.

I got up and snoop around for her phone. I saw it under her pillow then I enter the password, which is duck obviously, and then search for her recent messages and call logs. Bingo! She called someone last night and they talked for more than an hour.

My curiosity consumed me, so I press call then wait for that person to answer. After a few rings, I heard the voice that takes my breath away.

"Hey, Britt. I'm on my way home, something wrong?" Just like the way I remember it.

I grip Britt's phone tight, I didn't care if it'll turn into ashes (like superheros do) all I know is I have to hold tight or I'll drop it on the floor.

"S..san..tana, is t..that y..you?" she stutters. Quinn always figures everything out, well not everything. She didn't figure out what to do with our relationship before.

I heard her sigh then was immediately followed by soft sobs. "San..Talk to me please?"

I swallow hard, feeling light headed and there's a ton of emotions inside me that is waiting to erupt. Damn it! I can't even talk to her on the phone without feeling weak and vulnerable.

"I..I have nothing to say." Which is true, right? I've already told her what I wanted to say more than a year ago. There's nothing left for me to say to her.

"Well I do. And I have a lot." I could hear that she's starting to compose herself.

"Dammit Quinn, I don't wanna hear it. I don't care if you're happy with your freaking husband and baby lizard!" I snapped at her. "We can't just pretend that nothing happened before. It's not how it is." I said it in a firm voice but bit my inner cheek after to keep myself from crying.

My eyes are starting to well up with tears and any moment from now; it will flow if this conversation will continue.

"Please, just hear me out. Just one chance then I'll never bother you again." She's pleaded. "Please, I beg of you."

"Fine. But I'll decide how long. If I got bored ten that's it, you'll stay away from me." I want Quinn to leave me alone, but why does it hurt to ask her that? Shouldn't I be happy?

"Fine, bleachers eight pm later at the reunion." Then I hang up.

I don't know what to feel. I don't know how to be mad at Britt, I never get mad at her in my whole life. And I don't want her to be upset as well.

I let myself fall backwards on the bed, I feel drained after talking to Quinn. I want to curse myself for agreeing to talk later. Then I realized that I don't even know what to say. Great! Now I'm panicking. That's when the door opened and a smiling Britt went in.

"Are you sleeping Sanny? You have to get ready for later." She said while bouncing up and down while sitting beside me on her bed.

I let out a sigh then open my eyes and look at her sadly. Her brows furrow in confusion. "Britt, I talked to Q. Why didn't you tell me she's coming?" I said in a most calm voice as possible.

I saw she got more confused. I sit up straight so I could face her. I tilt my head a bit to study her expression. Why is she so confused?

"Quinn's invited in your reunion, Sanny. She graduated 2012 remember? So why wouldn't she come?" she asked innocently. I let out a sigh. Britt's has a point. "Are you still upset with Quinn?"

"I think so Britt." I answer tiredly.

"You shouldn't be Sanny, you have Elle now remember?" Sometimes I envy Britt's thinking towards people and life. Everything seems so easy for her.

And again, she has a point. I have Elle now, so why should I still be mad at Quinn? I ended everything between us more than a year ago and I should have moved on and forgave her. I'm the one who gave up on us and told her to marry that grey poupon. So why am I freaking out about this, still?

"So?" I looked at Britt confused. My brow rise when she starts to giggle.

Did she asked me a question while I spaced out? "What?" I asked her.

"I asked if you still like Quinn and dreams of having lady kisses with her, because she looks so hot now even having two kids." Britt repeated what she said a while ago while being busy looking for something to wear.

"I..I can't have lady kisses with her Britt. I have a girl friend." I was a bit taken a back with that. "Besides she's married now." I added sadly. This is just Britt, she's harmless.

Britt looked again to me confused. "No she's not." She said and then quickly put her hands on her mouth as if she said a very bad thing. Her face turned pale when she saw that I heard what she just said.

Now it's my time to be confused. "What do you mean Britt?" I said on a firm voice. I just apologized to her later for this but I need to make her scared of me or else she won't tell me anything.

I jumped off the bed and walk closer to where she is. I swear Britt looks like a very scared puppy which confirms that she's hiding something. I think she's even about to cry. 'Oh, Britt. Please don't cry. Just tell me.' I thought to myself.

"Please Sanny, I don't want to lose my pinky. I made a promise to Q. Please, please. I want my pinky on my hand. My mom said it'll fall out once I broke a pinky promise. Please, Sanny.. don't ask me." Britt quickly explained then started to sob loud.

My heart melted when she started to cry. I close the gap between us and then hug her. "Shh.. Okay, don't worry I won't ask anymore. You're pinky's safe." It's silly I know, but its Britt. She will believe anything you would tell her, ANYTHING! So the fear she's feeling right now is real so I don't even find it funny for someone as old as her believed that nonsense.

She pulled herself from me then looked at my eyes. I smile at her and wipe her tears.

"Now let's go to my house, my mom will kick my ass if she'll found out from someone else that I am here in Lima." She just nod and started to be her jolly self again.

I pretend to listen to her and nod from time to time to what she's saying. I can't concentrate to her because my mind is still absorbing the news that Britt accidentally said. Quinn is not married.

But why? Since when? It can't be true because Kurt and Rachel said that she did get married. I even saw their fucking wedding picture at a magazine cover. I have a lot of questions in my mind right now. If a while ago I don't know what to say to her and now I don't know if I have the guts to ask her.

Quinn was never married. Is this normal? Should I be this relieved? Fuck! I can't think straight. And it doesn't help that I'll be seeing her in less than two hours. That's the only time I have to think. You can do this, you can d this, you can do this. I chant to myself hoping my mind and heart will start to believe it to. We'll see later if it worked. We'll see.

Do you still remember from the prequel that Britt stayed after the wedding? ^_^

So what do you think? Should I still continue with chapter five with Quintanna's heart to heart talk? ^_^