Where Our Hearts Yearns to be

Chapter 6

"The defects and faults of the mind are like wounds in the body; after all imaginable care has been taken to heal them up, still there will be a scar left behind." Francois de la Rochefoucauld

Hyperion – Jim's Quarters

The sliding door closed and locked softly behind her. She's nervous as to what is about to happen. Sarah Kerrigan never had much experience with man. She turned around to the man who had captured her heart and came inches from making contact with his face. Eye level to his lips, Sarah could feel his hot breath on her. Jim tilted her chin upwards and slowly leaned into her.. A million thoughts raced through her mind as his lips came closer and closer.

"this is really happening…" thought Sarah "but is this happening too fast? Am I just another notch under his belt?"

Jim could sense the uncertainty in Sarah's eyes. As he looked into those deep green orbs, he spoke up as if he's reading her thoughts.

"Sarah, I know you have every reason to doubt everyone and everything in this world…and I know that I can't replace Somo's place in your heart… But I want you to know that you can trust me… and.. " Jim stuttered ." I am in love with you."

Sarah knew she shouldn't but she had to read Jim's mind to make sure. She knew she shouldn't doubt him but life had been cruel to her. Too many times had she been used as a weapon, man in powerful position sees her as a tool to achieve a mean.

As she read through Jim's mind, for the first time in her life, she sees herself in a different light. She was a woman, not an assassin, she was pure and good, not with blood on her hands, she brought happiness and love, not death and despair… For the first time in Sarah's life, she felt what being loved feels like… and it felt good…

Sarah looked at Jim with her eyes slightly widen and remained quiet. Jim had never been afraid to follow his heart… but in this moment, he is truly afraid of the outcome. Minutes passed and Jim's heart dropped, taking her silence as rejection. Just as he was about to let go of Sarah who was in his embrace, she closed her eyes and kissed him.

Jim was taken by surprised at first but eventually regained his senses and kissed back with the suppressed passion that he had always held for woman in his arms. He drew her close to his body and could feel the pounding of her heart. Sarah's lip was everything that Jim had always imagined; they were soft and firm but yet aggressive at the same time. The two only separated to catch their breath. Sarah snaked her arms around his neck and pressed his face towards her as they engaged into another kiss. Jim licked her bottom lip and his teeth gently bit it, asking for permission to enter her mouth, which Sarah happily complied.

He slid his tongue into her mouth and their tongues clashed and danced gracefully with one another, neither is willing to submit to the passion of the other.

"Jim…" moaned Sarah into his ears as Jim's hands sneaked their way under her haltertop and rubbed the length of her back. In one swift motion, Jim lifted the deadly ghost into his arms without disrupting their kiss. As he gently placed her in his bed, Sarah took this opportunity to untie the knot that held her halter-top. Jim lost his breath as it slid off her, the glow of the star outside his window illuminated Sarah's skin and gave her angelic aura. Sarah blushed deeply as Jim continued to stare at her.

"you know it's rude to stare, you pig" teased Sarah as she covered her breast with her arms. Her cheeks were rosy red from the excitement and the anticipation.

Jim wasted no time to crashed down on her, kissing her feverously before assaulting her neck, leaving a trail of hot kisses. Sarah grasped and whimpered, knowing that Jim had left a hickey for her to deal with tomorrow morning. He continued to move down to the valley of her breast, he gently kissed around it before reaching up and in one swift motion capture her aching nipple in his mouth. His tongue circled it while his teeth gently nipped at it. With his other hand, Jim massages her other breast using his thumb to flick the tip occasionally. Sarah's eyes were closed tightly. She felt his hands trailed up her leg and when it got to the top of her skirt, he pulled it down along with her underwear. Jim briefly lifted himself off of the naked girl underneath him and took in the beauty he has trapped under his arm.

Sarah was afraid to look into Jim's eyes, not out of fear, but out of shyness. No one in this world had ever seen her naked before. As if sensing her insecurities, Jim chuckled and kissed her softly on her lips. "you are beautiful". This gentle side of Jim made Sarah melt underneath him, gathering up all her courage;

Sarah made a cute pout "it's not fair that I don't have anything on while you are still fully clothed". She made a move for his belt buckle with her hands but Jim lifted both her arms above her head.

"all is fair in love and war, darling" Jim said with a smirk.

"Oh ya?" Sarah grinned evilly. Before Jim had time to react, she flipped him and now lay on top of him.

Sarah closed her eyes and placed her delicate hand on Jim's chest, making his clothes disappear.

"that's not fair!" Jim cried out.

"All is fair in love and war, right darling?" Sarah laughed but was quickly silenced when Jim flipped her again.

Before she could utter a single word, Jim went down and kissed her inner thigh, sending shivers of pleasure down Sarah's spine. Jim continued to kiss his way up, and he was getting close to her core. He kissed around it, making Sarah let out a small, suppress scream of ecstasy. When Jim's mouth finally made his way to her core, her hands gripped tightly on to the bed sheet. She felt as if she was going to explode! Jim's mouth continued its sweet assault at her core until she couldn't suppress it anymore and moaned out his name. Sarah felt tension building and knew that she was at her breaking point.

"Oh.. Jim…" Sarah gasped, feeling his tongue. Jim smirked; he knew what was to come. He pulled away from her leaving her on the edge. Sarah finally opened her eyes, ready to beat him senseless for leaving her hanging but was stopped when she looked right at Jim who had positioned himself above her.

"Sarah… we can turn back right now if you want darling" he asked her softly. Sarah smiled and with her hands, pulled his hips onto her. Taking her smile as approval, Sarah opened her legs and in one swift motion, Jim enter her.

Jim felt something torn, and the sudden realization drew horror on his face.

"You… are a virgin?" Jim gasped.. as he felt himself being enveloped by her. "I am so sorry, I would have been more gentle! I didn't know, I always thought that you and Somo…" blurted Jim but he was silenced by Kerrigan who just leaned in to kiss him, with her eyes still clenched close as the pain was rushing through her body.

"it's ok Jim.. Somo and I… we were never more than friends, although he had feelings for me, i have never felt what I feel for you when I was with him…" explained Sarah as the pain slowly subside "Now …please.. just.. hold still for a little bit… "

Jim nodded and stayed where he was, pain wrenched in his heart knowing that he had hurt her. As he torment himself over his stupidity, he felt Sarah move against him. Against his will he let out a moan.

"Are you alright now?" Jim asked, having trouble controlling himself. Sarah nodded and Jim slowly moved out before thrusting in again. Half expecting pain, Sarah let out a gasp; pleasure replaced by the pain she once felt. She instinctively wrapped her legs around Jim as he slowly began to thrust into her, with each thrust deeper than the last.

"Jim… please… faster!" Sarah cried making Jim go faster. Jim groaned as he slid in and out of her slickness. The world around him seem to fade as he lost himself into her.

"Jim.. harder.. please.." moaned Sarah, bringing herself closer to him. Jim did the best he can as Sarah's wall began to tighten around him, she knew she was close.

"JIM!" Sarah screamed, her body in ecstasy as she climaxed. However, Jim didn't stop, the more experienced man smirked at her as he continued to thrust.

Sarah could feel him moving inside her, her mind went blank as he filled her. With her legs around his waist, Jim continued to thrust faster and faster.

"Ji..Jim… Jimm.. JIMM.. Oh God.. Jimm!" Sarah screamed repeatedly, her walls tightened around him as she was pushed over the edge for a second time.

Jim can feel her wall constricting around him and he pumped faster and harder into her, her walls milking him of his essence. With one final thrust, he released into her. Both exhausted with droplets of sweat layering their body. Jim pulled out of Sarah and wrapped his arm around her as he lay down. She is his now.

As they turned to face each other, Jim pulled both of Sarah's hands, kissing it before placing it on his chest. He looked deeply into her eyes as he whispered those three little words..

"I love you"….

end of memories!~

"I love you too Jim" murmured Kerrigan with her eyes closed as she relived one of the happiest moments of her human life. She sat alone in the command room of the leviathan.

"My queen, we are ready to enter the orbit of Mar Sara" reported Izsha

"good, I will go to Mar Sara alone." Command Kerrigan "no one is to enter the planet besides me under any circumstance. Are we clear?"

"Yes, my queen." Answered Izsha

Kerrigan's last thoughts as she entered the drop pod.

Do you still love me Jim?

Author's Disclaimer: I do not own starcraft. This story is just a version of how I wanted the Starcraft universe to be after heart of the swarm. Please don't sue me! And please review and let me know how I am doing! Thanks for Reading.