Loneliness

A/N: This chapter is with allot of emotional stuff. It may be a little hard to grasp, but it's important! I need people (myself included) to see what really is going on in Naruto and Sasukes head. And there is also a new character introduced in this chapter. Sorry for the mistakes which I know are there but too lazy to search for! So if you point them out, I'll try to remove them!

Disclaimer: Never owned Naruto, never will…:(

Sasuke was sitting in his room alone and hating himself for get so angry over such trivial matters. Of course Naruto wouldn't understand that to him, their sexual situations weren't only a lust they acted upon. No, to him there was something deeper, pulling him towards the blond, which resulted in sexual situations. Sasuke sighed on took his face in his hands. He knew he could blame the alcohol and everyone would believe him. But he didn't. He didn't give any explanation of any kind to anyone. He hadn't seen Naruto for a week. Sasuke had made Naruto stay at Neji and Shikamarus place, not wanting to see him. And somehow Naruto had taken it as an order du stay away from Sasuke. Okay, he had to admit that telling Naruto to "Stay the fuck away from our room, which now is mine, I don't have any promises that should be held towards you" might have been the reason, but Naruto really had seemed like the type who never gave up. And the way he just disappeared, not just from their room, but also from the entire college ground was a bit too heavy in Sasukes' opinion. This made the raven even more pissed. Why the hell wouldn't Naruto fight for him? Why the hell had he just disappeared? Why the hell had Naruto left him so quickly? Weren't Naruto different than the others? Weren't Naruto the same as him?

Naruto was staring out the window in Kibas room. He was happy about the fact that his best friend had managed to get in to the same college as him, because with Kiba by his side it would all become easier, especially now when he really needed him. Kiba took a bite of his apple and starred at Naruto. "When are you going to tell me why you're all moody and shit?" Kiba asked. Naruto shifted his gaze to Kiba with a small frown. "I'm not moody, I'm mad." Kiba sighed. "Whatever…" Naruto turned fully around, facing Kiba with his entire body. "Well, me and Sasuke, he's the one I share my room with, sort of messed around a little-""As in sexual messed around?" Kiba interrupted. Naruto nodded, "Yhea, but we only did it when we both were drinking, and once we got sober the last time we hooked up, he suddenly got mad and kicked me out!" Kiba cocked I eyebrow, "Are you sure that's why he kicked you out? Because he got sober?" Naruto looked down at his fiddling thumbs with a thinking expression on his face. "No…" he replied with uncertainty in his voice. "Somehow I feel like his mad at me because… Maybe because he thinks I'm only after sex? Which I'm not by the way! I mean I was at first… But somehow I have gotten a little attracted in other areas. Like the way he only smiles and stuff when he thinks no one is watching, but I see it! Or the way he challenges me and responds to my challenges like a man! And I really like the way he always sounds so rude, and the way he calls me names like dobe, but when I look in to his onyx eyes I can tell that he's not trying to be rude, I know that it's just his way of giving me a pet name! And those rude comments? That's just his wall of protections, his way of making sure that no one gets close to him, and those are the walls I want to tear down! Because I know it's just his way of protecting himself from fake friends and I'm defiantly not one of those!"

Kiba stared at his best friend in disbelief. He'd never seen Naruto looking so vulnerable while talking about another person. "What do you mean by protecting himself from fake friends?" Kiba asked. "He's Sasuke Uchiha." Saying that word was describing enough. Uchiha was a powerful name which allot of people fared. "Naruto… are you sure that you should involve yourself with such a person?" The angry glare Naruto sent him made him realize that he's just said the wrong words. "I don't give a fuck about what his father has done? Sasuke didn't do any of those things! You can't judge a person by what his family has done? He can't help himself of being born in to that name? God Kiba! You haven't even met him! You haven't seen what I've seen! You haven't seen the loneliness in his eyes…" Naruto stopped talking, his body shaking from anger and a feeling of loneliness. Maybe that was the biggest part of his attraction in the Uchiha, the fact that Naruto could see that they shared the same feeling: loneliness.

"Naruto?" Kiba asked, putting his apple down and crossing his arms over his chest. "Hm?" Narutos answer was barely audible, which really indicated how effected Naruto was by the entire situation with Sasuke. "Why the hell are you cooped up in my fucking room when you should be out, chasing some Uchiha-ass, no I mean Uchiha-heart!" Naruto looked at Kiba in shock at first, but slowly a smirk was replacing it on his face, and Narutos very own ass, was on its way out the door.

Sasuke was in his bed with books spread all around him. His studying was interrupted by knocks on the door. He welcomed the interruption, because he hadn't been able to focusing on studying anyway. But once he opened the door, he wished he hadn't. "What do you want?" ha frown was quickly formed on his forehead. "Look, I really need to talk to you!" Sasuke growled, what the hell was it to talk about? "I don't even know who you are!" The browned haired boy outside his room chuckled. "I'm sorry, I'm Kiba, and I'm Narutos best friend." Sasuke didn't know it, but when Narutos name had been mentioned, his own frown had disappeared. "Whatever. Just say what you have to say so that I can go back to studying." Kiba grinned and scratched the back of his head. "Well actually I have to borrow you for a bit too." Sasuke raised an eyebrow in question, but when kiba snatched his shoes and pulled him out of his room only more questions came up in his mind. "Put on the shoes and follow me." Sasuke did as told even though he hated it, but he knew he only did it because this had something to do with Naruto, and he was really curious.

Kiba walked out of the dorm and to the parking lot with Sasuke following behind. He suddenly stopped in the middle of the lot. "Okay listen closely to me now! Naruto has been sulking about you since you kicked him out. He really wants to make things right with you and he really is sorry for whatever he did… But I guess that's not for me to tell that's why he'll do it himself!" Sasuke face on the outside was monotone, but in his stomach, butterflies had started to form and a wave of relief had also washed over him. He hadn't noticed how tense Narutos absence had made him and when Naruto came out of one of the cars, a little smile graced his lips.

Sasuke crossed his over his chest and held his ground. Naruto was walking up to him with an apologetic smile on his face. Sasuke wasn't sure, but he had thought he had seen Kiba walk away in the corner of his eye, but at the moment, he really didn't give a fuck.

Naruto stopped when they were a meter apart. He kept averting his eyes, not fully capable to look in to Sasukes. A silence had been made between them and none of them really wanted to brake it because they both really felt pleased by the idea of being in the others present, and they were afraid of talking because that might separate them

"Kiba told that you have something to tell me?" Sasuke wanted this over and done with. He wanted to know if they could be something or if they had to be nothing. Naruto finally raised his eyes and sighed. "Sasuke I'm really sorry if you felt like I used you just to get you in bed, because that's really not it. I really like you, as a person, and I really feel like you are another part of me! I know it sounds crazy and all, but I feel like we're on person together! Like I'm the happy, bobbly, careless part, while you are the, he he… angry, calm and critical part you know? Like we make one? And I really feel like we can be us self when we are with each other…. And I really like all those small things you do for me, it makes me feel really special… And Sasuke I know I'm rambling, but I just want you to know I'm really sorry!" Narutos eyes were tear-filled and looking at Sasuke with pain. Sasuke sighed and dropped his arms to the sides. "Look Naruto, I'm sorry too… After all I kicked you out of our room without even telling you why..." Sasuke smirked "And I should've known you were too stupid to understand what you did wrong!" Naruto grinned, knowing it was Sasukes way to accept the apology. "You bastard! Do you know how upset I was this week?" Sasuke chuckled and Naruto smiled warmly at the sight. And without thinking (Shocker), Naruto pulled Sasuke in for a hug. A warm feeling filled up Naruto when Sasuke surprisingly enough hugged back…

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A/N: I'm really not pleased with this chapter, because it doesn't have a flow in it at all… But I'm happy I got the boys a little closer I really need them to get together in order for me to continue with the plot! Hahaha, I'll try to update faster next time!