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Sorry for the OOC
M'gann's POV
Evil! I never truly believed someone could be so cruel! Robin was only 13; so why are we mourning him? How can he be gone already? He was my friend. I just don't know how…how can he be gone? What evil exists in this world! Murderers killing innocent, young kids! On Mars we have a major war filled with jeers and bullies and taunting but not the killing of young! I thought Earth was a nice place full of life with pleasant people who cared about one another; boy was I wrong!
Hello Megan; perhaps I am to naïve. I always believe everything will be okay. I am very optimistic; maybe too optimistic! Robin was 13 and yet he had seen horrors even with being the youngest team member! Yet he knew the evil this world contains.
Evil is chaos and chaos is always found. Mars; Earth; Neptune….wherever you go. I just never thought that someone could take it that far…..to murder a young child.
I am constantly baking and cooking: cookies, cakes, pies, lasagna, macaroni, chicken wings, brownies and tons of other stuff. I have improved a lot and I haven't burned anything in a while.
I HATE secrets, which is hypercritical of me as I have my own secrets; but I've wanted to know Robin's identity. Now that I do; I feel no happiness, no joy, just emptiness, sadness.
I've been told that I have great power, more than ever expected of me; but what could is it if I couldn't even save Robin? Does that make me evil? I think so…..I couldn't even save my own team mate! What use am I? Connor says that it isn't his fault; that it is his. He is wrong! It is mine! I am a total failure! I cannot even save my own team mate! He was like my little brother!
I HATE Earth! After years of wanting to come here, I want to leave! I want an evilness world where no one feels pain, no one is miss-treated, or killed, or dead! Where everything is perfect! Isn't that perfection is all about? Isn't it? I just don't know anymore! I could feel that Robin was in emotional pain most of the time and…..I just….it made…..I felt like I could forget all my problems and focus on him. That whatever he was going through had to be worse! Right? Right! Right?
I lied before I don't hate Earth; I just hate the evil in it! The evil that allows little kids to be murdered! The other day I was baking gingersnaps and then a song came on; it made me think of Robin.
"What I never did is done. A penny for my thoughts; oh no I'll sell them for a dollar. They're worth so much more after I'm a goner! And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing. Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'! If I die young bury me in satin, lay me down on a bed of roses, sink me in a river at dawn, send me away with the words of a love song. Uh oh the ballet of a dove go with peace and love, gather up your tears, keep them in your pocket, save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh! The sharp knife of a short life well, I've had just enough time." Lies. Robin didn't get to do all these things. He didn't have enough time! Right? I don't know! All I know is that his death was like a sharp knife and the saddest part was that he was so young! Truer words have never been spoken. I don't think any of us ever really paid attention to what he said, well not about life anyway. He'd say, "Life is worth living! There is evil and there is good. Good will always defeat evil! That's the way it is...in the end evil never pays. Cookies last minutes, family never ends...even after death, trust me I would know!" He was right. Evil does exist but I think that Robin is still here…in our hearts anyway; and no evil no matter; how strong can stop that!
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Sorry this is so short!
Bold Italics: Lyrics to the song, "If I Die Young" by: The Band Perry.