Writer: Oddcompass
Warning(s): Depressed!Kagami
Disclaimer: I should've put this on the first chapter but, Kuroko no Basket, of course, doesn't belong to me!
A/N: Hello once again. Oh, look, I updated faster this time! (Although I didn't plan on it). The Alternate ending I had made seemed more fitting to me than the original (Cause I love writing angst) and I had the inspiration to create this angst-ridden continuation! Hopefully, the style in this one goes along with the last three chapters cause it feels off to me. Without anymore hold up, I hope you enjoy my work and read on.
The world moved slowly after that. Nothing was the same anymore. I couldn't even stand to look at a basketball, let alone play it. Food didn't taste good to me anymore. Life was a dull, boring space that I resided.
Who would've guessed that Aomine's rejecting would hurt this badly?
I haven't seen him in three weeks after he told me to go away.
What am I supposed to do, now?
Kuroko had talked to me. He tried to convince me that everything was alright. He said that everything was going to fix itself.
I only cried harder.
The only way this'll be fixed is if Aomine takes me back.
Of course, that wouldn't happen. I had tried calling him once. It went straight to voicemail. I didn't leave a message.
I missed our dysfunctional relationship. I missed his rough hands roaming over my body. I missed everything about him. I wasn't sure how I could go on.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
My phone was ringing but I could care less. Aomine clearly shown me I was no longer wanted. Why should I care? I knew we wouldn't last.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
He never loved me. He never will. I was just his plaything, a toy that preoccupied his time until he grew bored with it.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
He could easily do the same thing to someone else. Play with their heart strings until they're exhausted and toss them away. But I didn't want that done to anyone else. I wanted him to do that to me.
I wasn't sure how much longer I lied there on the floor by the front door. I had closed all the drapes and shut the windows. But it didn't matter. Time was no longer a factor in my life.
Three soft raps on my door didn't even coax me off the floor.
Nothing can now.
A short pause then three more raps, harder this time. Then a voice. Kuroko's voice.
"Kagami-kun, I know you are there. Open your door."
I don't have the strength.
"This is no way to live."
I don't want to live.
"You will find someone better suited for you."
No one's better than Aomine.
I barely realized that Kuroko had left before I succumbed to my numb mind and closed my eyes.
I love you, Aomine Daiki.