A/N: *comes out from hiding for 2 months* I am so sorry! I wrote this in Spanish class :D (yay productivity)

Disclaimers: I do not own Glee or anything related to the show.

Without further much ado: Here is Chapter 11:

Chapter 11:

After looking frantically in every direction, vision blurred with tears, Kurt sees Blaine in the park that is in front of the café.

With not enough control over his own body to run after Blaine yet, Kurt yells desperately – the only thing he can manage to do.

"Why are you doing this?!" He shouts across the street, voice breaking, not caring if there is anyone on there that could witness this.

Blaine knows he should ignore Kurt and keep walking but for some reason he turns around to see Kurt approaching him fast – almost jogging - not looking if any cars come before crossing the road. Fortunately, no one seems to be out today but them. Blaine doesn't move as he watches him.

Kurt comes closer to Blaine, only a few feet of separation between them, and this close, Blaine can see that Kurt has an angry expression on his face and that tears threaten to fall from his eyes.

"Why are you doing this?" He repeats.

"Kurt-" Blaine makes an attempt to answer – though he is not exactly sure how or what he would say – but Kurt interrupts him before he gets the change.

"You know, you are so selfish!" Kurt begins to yell again. He doesn't bother to keep the angry tears from falling, and lets them roll down his cheeks freely.

"What?" Blaine asks in confusion, looking around for anyone who might have casually been there to hear all the yelling. Again, he founds that nobody seems to be there.

"Yes! How dare you?!" Kurt shouts at him, pointing him with his index finger before letting his hand fall back besides him. "How dare you walking back into my life, to make me believe that you are finally, after I begged-" Kurt chokes on his last word, so he swallows hard in order to continue as Blaine looks at him with a hurt expression. "-after I begged for so long for a miracle to happen that would make you somehow come back… after all I've been through…" He chokes again on his words, but he is not willing to let this go; he is going to speak up. "…how dare you come back only to walk out on me again?"

Blaine can see the pain in Kurt's eyes, and he can feel it himself. It wasn't easy saying what he said in the café, but he needed to do it. For himself; for Kurt.

"Kurt…" He tried to reason with the taller man.

"NO!" Kurt shrieked as a sob fell from his mouth. "You-" He willed his body to continue, voice broken and weak; he didn't have any strength left to continue to scream. "You can't-" The man's voice breaks at the second word, but he continues. "You can't leave me Blaine…"

"Kurt… I told you-"

"And I heard you!" Kurt interrupts, shouting with the last energy his voice is willing to give. "But Blaine, don't do this, please." Taking a deep breath, Kurt confesses what he has been afraid to admit since the night he saw Blaine again. "You left me once… please don't leave me again." He begs.

Each word feels like a cold dagger to Blaine's heart. The confession was killing him, and as much as he wanted to embrace the broken man crying in front of him, and tell him that everything will be fine, he had to force himself to stay where he stood. For himself; for Kurt.

"I just don't want to create any more trouble between you and Sebastian, Kurt" Blaine said, his own eyes moist from tears.

"You're not!" Kurt lied, shaking his head, desperately to convince Blaine not to go. "You're not…" He repeated, more calmly. "Just don't leave me, please…"

Kurt's legs are weak from the overwhelming moment, and before he takes recognition of it, his knees give up on him and he is falling forward. If it weren't for Blaine reacting immediately, and catching him, Kurt would have fallen to the floor.

In Blaine's arms, Kurt holds onto the other man's shirt as if his life depended on it, his body shaking from the sobs he is unable to keep in.

Blaine holds Kurt just as strongly as the man cries against his chest. The sight truly breaks him. He hadn't ever meant to make Kurt feel like this. The sounds of the sobs that break through the silence of the park break his heart.

He knows he shouldn't say the words he is about to say, but the need to reassure Kurt is stronger than anything else he might feel now, or regret later.

"Shh" Blaine comforts, "Shh… okay… I won't leave…" He rubs Kurt's back. "Shh… I won't leave…" He repeats and tilts his head back, forcing the tears back before lowering his head again and placing a kiss to Kurt's temple.

They stand where they are, Kurt in Blaine's arms, for several minutes, until Kurt's tears have subsided and their breathings return to normal.

"I won't leave" he promises one last time in a whisper. Not for himself; for Kurt.

-O-

After both of them wipe off their tears, Blaine invites Kurt over to his hotel room to keep talking, where they can be more comfortable than standing in the cold air.

"You told me you had a place to stay…" Kurt says as Blaine closes the door to his hotel room after they walked inside.

"Yeah well… I didn't want to trouble you" Blaine shrugs. "And it would have been awkward…" he shifts on his feet.

Before there is a chance for their silence to become uncomfortable, Kurt changes the topic, and they continue to talk about everything and nothing.

They talk about their past, remembering old days. The past they discuss isn't shorter than nine years before today, as neither want to talk about what happened after that.

Before they know it, they are lying in bed, laughing and continuing to talk as time flows by, neither taking account of it.

When hours have passed - long after the sun has gone down, and the stars have come out - Kurt gets up, surprised that he has spent so much time with Blaine already. He apologises for having to leave and he says goodnight –not goodbye; never goodbye, He thinks to himself-, promising to stay in touch with Blaine.

Blaine accompanies him to the door of his room. There, Kurt turns around to say one last goodnight to Blaine, and – with a little hesitation – he throws his arms around his neck to embrace him in a strong hug, still too afraid that Blaine's words earlier might have been true.

Sensing this, Blaine reassures Kurt by returning the hug and whispering, "I'm not going anywhere, Kurt… I promise…"

Accepting this, Kurt takes a deep breath and lets go of Blaine and walks down the hall, and out of the hotel to call a taxi to take him home.

At the same time, Blaine sighs, leaning on his now-closed door. After a few minutes he, reluctant to his tired body, pushes off the door and makes his way to his bed, flopping on it and mulling over the events of today.

-O-

Sebastian sighs, looking down at his watch for what feels like the hundredth time. He looks around the place once more, his fingers tapping quickly on the border of the table. The plate in front of him is relatively uneaten and the wine bottle is three quarters empty. The pay check for the meal lies next to his plate. Leaning back on his chair, he runs a hand through his hair and looks at his watch one more time.

Sighing again, he gets up, throwing the napkin that was lying on his thigh on top of the table, grabbing the pay check and leaving the restaurant before getting into his car and driving back to his house.

-O-

Kurt opens the door to his house close to 10:30PM with a smile still on his face due to his evening with Blaine. Deciding that everyone was probably already sleeping – considering that most of the lights downstairs were off – he heads straight to his room, trying to make as little noise as possible in order to not wake anyone up.

When he reaches his bedroom, he slowly turns the knob over and pushes the door open, trying not to make it creak. He doesn't turn on the light as he walks inside, closing the door, and facing it while he takes off his coat at hangs it on the coat rack.

Kurt turns to go towards his bed and nearly jumps up a foot in the air when he sees Sebastian seated on their bed.

"Jesus Christ! You scared the crap out of me!" Kurt exclaims, clutching his chest with his hand and letting out a small chuckle.

Sebastian stays quiet, looking at the floor, not raising his eyes and Kurt gives him a slightly confused look. Now he knows Sebastian is awake, we walks back a step to turn on the light and turns to face Sebastian again, who is in the same position as before. Under the light Kurt realizes Sebastian is wearing dark suit pants along with a light blue button-down shirt (first and second button undone) and a loose tie around his neck.

"What's with the suit?" He asks with another chuckle as he begins to take his shoes off and putting them aside.

When he turns around, he sees Sebastian looking at him. His eyes are mostly red and quite puffy. He is looking at Kurt with a hurt expression on his face, which makes Kurt frown in preoccupation. Sebastian is not talking to him, only staring at him.

"What is it?" Kurt asks concerned, looking at him.

There is a small pause where Sebastian continues looking into his eyes before returning his gaze to the floor and he utters softly, "You forgot…"

"What?" Kurt's frown deepens further. "What are you talking about?"

The man seating on the bed stands up suddenly, letting out a huff and begins walking towards the door. Just as he is about to reach it, he lets out a very sarcastic, harsh and cold, "Happy anniversary, Kurt".

Kurt's eyes widen almost comically – if not for the gravity of the moment - and he rushes to apologise, "Oh my god, Seb! I am so sorry! I-I'm so, so-" He stops without breath.

Sebastian stops in his tracks upon hearing Kurt and turns around to look at him, about to say something – ready to yell at him for everything that he has been feeling; he is ready to unbosom out on him with his opinions. But he doesn't. Instead, he closes his mouth, shakes his head and lets out a weak and broken, "Just forget about it…" before turning back around, going for the door.

"No, Seb, wait!" Kurt exclaims, grabbing Sebastian's arms and forcing him to turn around, but the man doesn't look at him, he continues to stare at the floor.

"I'll make it up for you!" Kurt says, desperate, and when he gets no answer whatsoever, he adds, "Seb, please… I am so sorry". His eyes are moist and he feels frantic to make Sebastian forgive him. Kurt puts both hands on either side of Sebastian's face, forcing gently his head back up to look at him, but Sebastian keeps his gaze lowered. "We'll go out tomorrow!" Kurt suggests. When Kurt lowers to kiss his lips, Sebastian remains still and doesn't kiss back and Kurt's heart breaks. "Seb…" he whispers, leaning his forehead against Sebastian's, tears ready to fall.

Sebastian sniffs and Kurt is filled with guilt and remorse for making him cry. When he tries to kiss his lips again, Sebastian flinches and turns his head away from Kurt. Kurt grabs his shoulders as he continues to apologise.

"Seb, please." He begs. "I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking!" He tries to explain. "Time flew by and- and I- Then we- I- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-" He stumbles over his own words, trying to make him understand.

When Sebastian breaks out of Kurt's hold harshly, Kurt flinches in surprise. Sebastian was never aggressive, in any sort of way. Sure, they had had their fair amount of fights, but what couple didn't, right? But no matter what they fought about, Sebastian was never aggressive towards Kurt. Yet here he was now, yelling, face red with anger.

"Didn't mean to what?! Forget about our anniversary dinner?!" He scoffed and stared at Kurt with disbelief. Before he could apologise again, Sebastian yelled again, "If I remember correctly, you were the one that got mad at me last year when I got to the restaurant fifteen minutes late! And it was because I stopped to buy you flowers! And now you just- just- forget about it?!". When he finished he was breathing fast.

"I know, baby…" Kurt said calmly, trying to calm Sebastian down as well in the process. "I know, I understand, I just-" He moved forwards, making a go at grabbing Sebastian's hand, but Sebastian flinched and moved away. "Please don't do this… I'm so-" he chokes on his last word.

Sebastian was tired. Tired of Kurt apologising; tired of the whole situation. Running a hand through his hair, he started screaming again. "You know, I waited for you!" Sebastian pointed a finger in Kurt's direction, at which Kurt winced. "I went into the restaurant and I waited for you like an idiot, Kurt! I sat down and waited for hours – hours, Kurt – and you never showed up! I just-" He stopped and sighed, not able to carry on.

"Seb, please" Kurt repeated for what felt like the hundredth time. "I really am sorry-"

"Stop saying that you're sorry, Kurt!" Sebastian cried, furious.

"Seb, just- just calm down, ok?" Kurt said, voice low, still trying to sooth Sebastian. "You'll wake the kids, just-" He tried to reason, but Sebastian was having none of it and interrupted him.

"And what?! What about it, Kurt?! You really think they don't know what the hell is going on?!" He asked exasperated. When Kurt gave him a confused look, he kept going, running a hand through his hair. "What? You really think that our kids are oblivious to what is happening? You think they don't know what is going on?" His outburst was met with silent, to which he sighed and continued. "Did you know… that your four year old daughter asked me if you were gonna come back that night you left?"

At that, Kurt's face flashed with astonishment, his eyes going wide. "I-I-" He couldn't form eloquent phrases.

"Matt asked me the very same thing, you know…" Sebastian added. He knew he was probably being too harsh on him, but he couldn't hold it in any longer. "And he asked me about Blaine and you know what? I couldn't even give him a proper answer because not even I know what is going on Kurt!"

Kurt's expression didn't change and he stares at Sebastian as he stammers out: "We… We can talk about it-just-please!" He pleaded.

Sebastian shakes his head. "They asked me if you were going to leave…" Sebastian ignored Kurt. "Leave me…" He took a deep breath trying to regain his posture. "Leave them?"

"I-I- Please, Seb" Kurt begged to the other man, trying to find words in which he could express how he feels, but he finds none.

"But don't worry, Kurt…" The taller man continues. "It wasn't important after all…" He said in a cold tone, which he would be sorry for using against Kurt if it weren't for the given circumstances. "I'm not important after all… right?" He concludes, tears stinging his eyes promising to fall. But he wouldn't let them; not yet.

"Seb, please, I'm sorry" Kurt repeated for what seemed to be the hundredth time. Even he was tired of hearing himself saying that, but there was really nothing else he could think he could say to Sebastian that would in any way fix what happened. He expected Sebastian to continue the quarrel and carry on screaming at him. But whatever he expected, he was not prepared for Sebastian's next words.

"Yeah, well me too" He said, voice broken and weak, sounding defeated.

"What- what do you mean?" Kurt asks faintly, dreading the answer.

"I'm sorry we even tried, Kurt…" Sebastian says before he has the chance to take it back; take everything back. A single tear escapes.

"No" Kurt chokes. "No, you don't mean that…" A sob breaks through.

Sniffing, Sebastian turns and begins going in the direction of the door.

"Seb-" Kurt tries, lifting his hand to stop Sebastian, but the man was too far of reach. "Seb!" He repeats, desperate to fix this. "Be mad at me, fine! Be mad at me, but please… please don't say you regret this…" He begs, not able to think that Sebastian would regret everything they have been through. Sebastian being mad at him, he could handle; but not this.

Sebastian ignores him, sniffing as he walks out of the room.

Kurt was left looking at the open doorway. Giving a full twist where he is standing, he pulls at his hair, frustrated, tears still falling down his cheeks.

How could everything have gone so wrong in one day only? He wondered, as he dropped to the floor, crying.

He stays like that for minutes, which would soon turn to hours and he would then be rising from the floor, still sniffing, legs sore from the position he had been in for the past hours. He would drag himself to bed, not caring of the clothing he was wearing, and would flop face-down on the bed, falling immediately into a deep slumber, after sharing one last tear.

-o-

Sebastian walked out of the room, and leaned on the wall next to the doorway. Only then, he allowed himself to break down and began crying. He brought a hand to his mouth, stopping his sobs from escaping.

He could hear Kurt's cries as well, which only made it worse. He took ten whole minutes before he decided he couldn't take it anymore and stood up, legs shaking and vision blurred, walking to the living room. He lied down on the couch, continuing crying and he fell asleep that way.

He would wake up just before dawn and leave the house, before Kurt even had the chance to wake up fully and find him there.

A/N: I finally finished this! :)

Thank you all so much for the reviews/follows/favourites! They mean everything to me!

If you have stuck this long: thank you so much! I can't even begin to explain how happy I am :)

Now, I'm being showered with homework, so I might not have a lot of time, but I will TRY to get it done ASAP and out of the way so I can continue this.

IMPORTANT NEWS: I must tell everyone that this story is currently getting to an end. Maybe 2 or 3 more chapters and that's it, so if you have stuck this long, again, THANK YOU SO MUCH 3