Kakuzu sighed and got up.
I'll go find him" Kakuzu said and left without saying another word.
With Hidan, he got to the bathroom and started to form tears as he leaned over the sink and look into the mirror to his reflection.
"…" 'S-Sai…i-It's all my-' Hidan's thought was interrupted by someone touching his shoulder
"Hi Hime-Chan"
Hidan quickly turned around to see Akise and glared as hard as he could, but it was weak on the account of him thinking about Sai and blaming himself for everything.
"Wh-what the fuck do you want, you bastard?"
"Is that any way to talk to me? Oh well… I want nothing much" Akise hissed out and pinned Hidan to the wall. Hidan glared
"Wh-wha-" Hidan started and Akise leaned in close to Hidan's ear
"You know, what Sai did, it was entirely your fault" Akise said and bit Hidan's ear.
"…" Hidan couldn't bring himself to say anything and he bit his lip to stop himself from sobbing, but it didn't help the tears to stop falling.
Akise looked at Hidan and started laughing
"What a baby"
"Sh-shut up" Hidan said in a sobby tone
"Now for unfinished business a few days ago" Akise said and started kissing Hidan's neck and Hidan tried to push him away
"N-No!" Hidan yelled
"Too bad" Akise said licking Hidan's cheek
"Hmm, you taste good Hime-ch-"
"get the hell off of him now!"
The two looked over to the voice and saw Kakuzu and Hidan looked down
"Ka-Kakuzu don't, I-I disserve this…after what I did" Hidan said in a sad tone and Kakuzu looked at him shocked and grew angry as Akise was laughing, grinning evilly
"Hahaha, you heard him, get out of here" Akise said and started kissing Hidan's neck and put a hand up his shirt. Hidan shut his eyes tightly and groaned in discomfort. Kakuzu growled in anger
"If you don't stop touching him I will get the teacher" Kakuzu said and Akise froze slightly before stopping what he was doing and looked to Kakuzu with a glare
"You wouldn't dare"
"…Oh yeah?" Kakuzu stepped outside the bathroom, half in and half out
"Sensei!" Kakuzu yelled
Akise then let Hidan go and growled and walked towards the exit
"You're going to pay" Akise said as he passed Kakuzu
"Well you are too" Kakuzu said
"Che" Akise said and disappeared. Kakuzu then turned around to see Hidan sitting on the floor hugging his knees to his chest.
"Wh-why?" Hidan asked looking to the ground
"Why what?" Kakuzu asked walking towards him
"Why did you stop him?" Hidan asked sadly, looking up to Kakuzu
"Hidan…"
"I-I disserved it, f-for doing everything I did. Sai is in a c-coma because of me" Hidan said as he started crying again
"For the last time stop saying that! It wasn't your damn fault!" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked to him
"B-but I ma-made everyone hate him" Hidan said confusing Kakuzu
"Huh?"
"What Pein said…" Hidan said looking to the side
"I'll kill him. He is a brainless moron that is slow in the head" Kakuzu said
"B-but" Hidan said and Kakuzu knelt down and put a hand on Hidan's shoulder
"Hidan please stop this, it isn't good for you" Kakuzu said and Hidan nodded and stood up
"I-I'm going to the nurse's office" Hidan said
"Why?" Kakuzu asked
"I'm getting tylenol for this bad headache I have" Hidan said and Kakuzu glared at him slightly
"I hope you're not doing what I think you're going to do" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked at him with wide eyes
"WHAT? Of course not!" Hidan said walking to the door and Kakuzu blocked the path of the door
"I want to make sure. Call me" Kakuzu said
"Ok I will when I get there" Hidan said "now can you please move?"
"No. Call me now and stay on the phone until you get there. And I want to talk to the nurse too" Kakuzu said and Hidan sighed and took his phone out
"Fine…but why are you so protective?" Hidan asked and Kakuzu blushed
"…I-I don't know, just call me" Kakuzu said and Hidan sighed and called Kakuzu's cell phone and he answered it
"And if you're not back in the classroom in 10 minutes after the call, I'm going to find you" Kakuzu said
"Fine, fine" Hidan said and Kakuzu got out of the way and Hidan walked out and put his cell phone up to his ear.
On the way to the nurse's office the two were talking about things…anything actually
'Why? I feel so happy that Kakuzu is here for me and to protect me and cares….but why? Why to this extreme measure? D-does he really thing I'll commit suicide? Of course not, I will not leave him behind, I love him….I-I love him…love…Kakuzu' Hidan thought and blushed.
Hidan was so deep in thought that he didn't even notice that he wasn't talking or Kakuzu was trying to get his attention
'Hidan!? You there!?' Kakuzu yelled knocking Hidan out of thought
"H-hai" Hidan said
'Why haven't you been answering me?' Kakuzu said
"S-sorry, kinda spaced out"
'Ok then, hurry up'
"Ok"
Kakuzu then entered the room and the teacher saw his phone
"Kakuzu no phones in class, I have to take it" she said and Kakuzu looked at he
"S-sorry, it's kinda of an emergency"
'The teacher found out huh? Heh heh' Hidan said
"I believe you" she said and left to help the other kids with the play. Kakuzu sat down at his desk still talking on the phone.
Deidara walked to Kakuzu
"Where's –"
"Hold on Deidara"
'Kakuzu I'm here…here's the nurse' Hidan said
'Hello you needed to speak to me?'
"Yes, just make sure he gets back here" Kakuzu said
'Ok here's your friend'
'Worry wart'
Kakuzu chuckled
"Needed to make sure, sorry if it's too extreme"
'yeah it is, but it also makes me incredibly happy'
"…" Kakuzu turned a dark red "ok so see you in 10 minutes?"
'Ten minutes' Hidan said 'bye'
"bye" Kakuzu hung up and looked at the time and it was 8:10am 'so at 8:20'
"Who was on the phone un?" Deidara asked
"Hidan" Kakuzu said
"Why was that an emergency?" Pein asked and Kakuzu sighed
"I need to speak with you outside Pein" Kakuzu said and the two got up and went outside the room in the hallway
"What do you need to talk about?" Pein asked and Kakuzu sighed
"You know when Hidan said he was going to the nurse's office when I found him, I thought he might be planning to commit suicide" Kakuzu said and Pein had wide eyes
"Wh-why?" Pein asked
"He's very unstable with the whole Sai in a coma thing…" Kakuzu said and Pein was confused
"….But…why?" Pein asked confusedly
"Hidan's blaming himself for Sai's coma, his attempt to commit suicide" Kakuzu said
"Why?" Pein asked "I mean, he hurt him"
"Yes he did. Here read this" Kakuzu said and look out a note "I copied this from the original, this is Sai's suicide note"
Pein took it and read it, and as he read it his eyes widened
"And we were there, Hidan saw his ex jump off the building" Kakuzu said
"…A-and I said those things…" Pein said and Kakuzu sighed
"Even Konan told me not to say anything about it" Kakuzu said
"So that's why she punched me" Pein said and wrapped his arm around his stomach "God, it still hurts"
Kakuzu chuckled
"You disserved it"
"Yeah…I guess I did, but what happened, it wasn't Hidan's fault"
"I know, I keep telling him that but-"
"Do you think Hidan still has feelings for Sai?" Pein asked and Kakuzu's eyes widened
"I-I…don't know" Kakuzu said and Pein studied his expression
"Do you have feelings for Hidan?" Pein asked and Kakuzu turned red
"Wh-what? N-no!"
"You can't lie to me, I can read emotion like" Pein said and snapped his finger
"You know Pein, when you do stuff like that, no wonder when people first meet you think you're gay" Kakuzu said chuckling to himself and Pein turned red
"Sh-shut up, don't avoid the question. Do you or not have feelings for Hidan?"
"Y-yes…but I swear if you tell him or anyone for that matter, I will kill you" Kakuzu said as he pulled Pein by the collar of his shirt
"I won't, I won't" Pein said grinning nervously
"Good" Kakuzu said
"What will you do if he wants to go back to Sai?" Pein asked with a serious look and Kakuzu sighed
"I will worry with that when and if the time comes" Kakuzu said and the two walked back into the classroom and sat in their assigned seats
Kakuzu looked at the teacher who was not even talking to him or Pein about leaving the classroom without her permission
'Weird' Kakuzu thought and looked to the time 'five more minutes… why am I doing this? I must really be in love….love' Kakuzu blushed slightly 'b-but does Hidan still have feelings for Sai? B-but his kissed me twice, wait the first one was pretend and he was just confused back there….He will never love me back' Kakuzu sighed
"KAKUZU UN!" Deidara yelled getting Kakuzu out of thought
"Wh…what?"
"Well I've been asking you if you had a pencil I could borrow un"
"Oh….here" Kakuzu handed Deidara the pencil "Wait what time is it?"
"About… 8:20, why un?"
"Oh… no reason" 'he should be back by now'
All the sudden the door opened and Hidan walked in and looked at Kakuzu and grinned, making Kakuzu blush slightly. Hidan gave the note to the teacher telling her that he was in the nurse's office.
"Ok, Hidan take your seat, we're going over our lines in the play" The teacher said
Right when Hidan sat down he looked at the script and had wide eyes
'Oh…Shit. I-I forgot I can't act and-' Hidan thought and what Kakuzu said ran through his mind
That kiss felt so real, you should really consider going into acting
'SHIT!' Hidan panicked
When Hidan's first line came up, he glared
"Oh, I'm late, I'm late…?" Hidan said in a 'what the hell' type of voice
"Very good" The teacher said the bell rang
"Class learn your lines and memorize them and I'll see you tomorrow" she said and the class got up and left.
Hidan walked out with Kakuzu and Hidan glared at him
"What?" Kakuzu asked
"I'm still mad at you"
"For?"
"For not telling about the damn play, now I have to play the stupid rabbit"
"Heh sorry, well at least you have an easy part, I'm the cat" Kakuzu said
"Why did they pick that part for you?" Hidan asked and Kakuzu shrugged
"I don't know"
"It's because he looks like it un" Deidara said appearing behind them and Hidan chuckled slightly the stopped
"…Wait, does that mean I look like a damn rabbit with a clock!?" Hidan asked and Deidara and Kakuzu started laughing hard
"Ok come on, it wasn't that funny" Hidan said
"I have to go so I'll see you later un" Deidara left.
While Hidan and Kakuzu were walking to class, Kakuzu looked at Hidan who was smiling
"What's with you?" Kakuzu asked
"What do you mean 'Kuzu?" Hidan asked confused
"Well you're sad and depressed one moment and then you're happy and cheerful the next" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked down
"Y-yeah?"
"Hidan?"
"I just, sorry….this is all weird to me" Hidan said and Kakuzu sighed
"I know, you just had a traumatic experience, its ok" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked at him
"Kakuzu?"
"Hmm?"
"…nothing, never mind"
"Ok whatever"
The rest of class went fast and Hidan, after school, ran to Kakuzu's locker
"Come on Kakuzu" Hidan said trying to hurry Kakuzu up
"Why rush?" Kakuzu asked
"The visiting hours are ending in a few hours, hurry!"
"…gees" Kakuzu mumbled out and the two went outside and Hidan ran
"Come on 'Kuzu"
"I am, don't rush me asshole" Kakuzu said
"Sorry but, Sai…"
Kakuzu looked down for a second
"Ok fine, let's get there now"
At the hospital Hidan and Kakuzu walked in Sai's room and saw Sakura in there. Sakura turned around to see the two boys and blushed
"Oh…i-it's you two from yesterday…uh…I have other…things I have to be doing….so bye" Sakura said and left in a hurry
"What's with her?" Hidan asked and Kakuzu sighed and put a hand to his forehead
"Ugh….she's the one who saw us kiss yesterday" Kakuzu said and Hidan blushed slightly
"…..right…sorry about that" Hidan said
"Not your fault" Kakuzu said
Hidan then walked to Sai and placed his hand on the motionless boy's face and gently stroked it
" Please wake up soon" Hidan said and Kakuzu looked at him and remembered what Konan said
He was his lover. He loves him, but differently after what he did
Kakuzu sighed and minutes later Tsunade came in
"Hmm… hey boys" Tsunade said
"Hello doc" Kakuzu said
"I knew you were here. Sakura told me, but she was blushed, wonder why?"
"N-no reason" Hidan answered blushed "how is he?"
"Well we still can't tell yet" she answered
" Please make him better" Hidan said
"We will try our best, that's why we are here" She said and did some things and left. When Kakuzu was about to say something when someone ran into the room and ran to Sai and turned to glare at the two boys
"WHAT the hell did you do to my little brother!?" he asked
"… I-I…" Hidan started and formed tears and Kakuzu cut in front of him
"He didn't do anything" Kakuzu
"Shin, he's wrong" Hidan said looking down
"Hidan stop this" Kakuzu said and Shin looked at Hidan shocked
"Wait did you say Hidan. Y-you're Hidan?" Shin asked
"H-hai"
"You were Sai's boyfriend right?" Shin asked
"I was" Hidan said
"Oh…I remember that day; Sai came home scared and sad. He told me what happened" Shin said
"…" Hidan and Kakuzu looked at him shocked
"Ever since that day, he's been trying to block his feelings, but I could see the guilt and sadness eating from inside out" Shin said and Hidan looked down
"But I thought he was raised to show no emotion?" Kakuzu asked
"Yes we both were, but he doesn't have the ability to not even have emotion like me" Shin said and Hidan looked at him confused
"What do you mean?"
"He's my step-brother" Shin said and looked at Hidan
"Even I could tell Sai was hurting; everywhere we went in that town, the reminded him of you. I thought it was best to move here so he could get away from all that. But I didn't expect you to be here."
"Yeah I didn't with you guys either. My mom was reassigned here for her job. We moved here a week before you moved here, I think" Hidan said and Shin nodded and looked to Sai
"What happened? I was kinda out of town the last few days" Shin said and Hidan clanged to Kakuzu looking down and Kakuzu sighed
"Sai tried committing Suicide by jumping of the roof of our school" Kakuzu said and Shin had wide eyes
"Why?"
"It's my fault" Hidan mumbled and Kakuzu glared at him
"Would you stop it with that? For the last fucking time it wasn't your fault" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked at him and then down
"S-sorry" Hidan mumbled out
"Since you know what happened between Hidan and Sai, Hidan pushed Sai away and Sai still loves him and it got worse since Akise came here…. and it went on from there to the point Sai didn't want to live with himself so…" Kakuzu said
"What?" Shin asked shocked and looked to Hidan, who walked over to Sai's bed and sat in the chair located next to it and sighed and gently rubbed his cheek and smiled sadly
"I remember" Hidan said
"What?" Shin and Kakuzu asked confused
"I remember the time Sai asked me out" Hidan said
Past~
Sai sighed before knocking on Hidan's door with red roses, Hidan's favorite flower, in hand.
"Hold on!" Hidan said and answered the door and was shocked to see Sai
"S-Sai what are you doing here?" Hidan asked still shocked and Sai handed the roses to him with a blush on his face, looking to the side. Hidan took the roses confused
"Hidan, I don't know if you feel the same, but I love you" Sai said and Hidan blushed
"Wh-what, s-seriously?" Hidan asked
"Yeah, don't you believe me?" Sai asked looking at Hidan in the eye
"W-well it's not that, but weren't you raised to show no emotion?" Hidan asked and Sai nodded
"Yes but…" Sai said putting his hand on Hidan's cheek "It's like I can't control any emotion when you are around me" Sai finished and Hidan blushed more
"S-Sai…"
"Do you feel the same?" Sai asked a little nervous to hear the response and Hidan smiled
"Yes, yes I do" Hidan said
"Hidan…" Sai said bringing Hidan into a passionate kiss and after a minute or so Hidan broke the kiss
"Hmm… Sai" Hidan said
"hmm?"
"Thanks"
"For?"
"Loving me, I loved you for a long time, I didn't think you would love me back and to know you do. And for the flowers too, I love them" Hidan said smiling and Sai chuckled
"No problem, you're adorable" Sai said and Hidan blushed
"Saiii" Hidan whined out embarrassed and Sai laughed for the first time in his life
"Wow you laughed" Hidan said
"Yeah…I guess I did" Sai said "I promise I would never hurt you" Sai said kissing Hidan again
End~
"Hidan" Kakuzu and Shin said and Hidan kept his eyes on the coma boy
"We had good times and bad times, but no relationship is perfect" Hidan said with a said smile and Shin walked up to him and put a hand on his shoulder
"Hidan, do you still love him?" Shin asked and Kakuzu looked at them with slightly wide eyes. 'E-even he noticed…' he thought
"I-I don't know" Hidan said
"Hmm ok, I need to go, you know my phone number, so if anything happens to Sai, call me" Shin said and Hidan nodded and Shin left
Kakuzu looked at Hidan
'I think he is in love with Sai still, he'll never love me back' Kakuzu thought
Hidan looked at Kakuzu
'I know I don't love Sai anymore, I love Kakuzu, b-but he'll never love me back' Hidan thought
These two words ran through Hidan and Kakuzu's mind and the same time:
'This sucks'