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Once the three got back to the Order they rushed in, everyone seeing Ashlynn's body. They had transported her to the emergency room. Two days had passed but she had not woken up, Kanda would check up on her as would Allen would spend most of his time with her.

Kanda had his eyes closed, leaning against the wall, Ashlynn's breakdown replaying in his head. That was her dark past, he would have never guess it was something that horrible. Because of her innocence she was treated as a monster, her parents then tried to kill her only to have her innocence protect her on it's own by activating and killing her father. Something seemed to snap in her and she murdered her mother and set fire to the village.

He sighed, in Ashlynn's words: this would be some crazy fucked up shit.

According to the nurse she was fine, her legs were stitched up but she would have to use crutches for a while.

She was, however, suffering from emotional trauma, her past to be suddenly brought up like that had put a strain on her mental and of course physical health. Her innocence had spiked, reaching nearly 90%.

Ashlynn refused to have Kumoi take the innocence and put it away, Lenalee would visit with flowers every day, prying Allen to the cafeteria. Lavi was on a mission with Bookman and Krory, Miranda would check in to see if she was getting better. Kanda meditated in the dojo with Marie, he sighed 'Shiori...' he thought.

She was obviously born and grown in Japan...she had a Japanese name.

So why was she named Ashlynn?

He opened his eyes ''she's awake'' Marie said breaking the long silence ''I can hear her fighting with the nurse'' Marie said chuckling.

Kanda looked at him ''che'' he said simply.

Lavi and Bookman had gotten back with innocence ''is Yu, Marie and Ash back yet?'' he asked Johnny who sniffled ''Ashlynn is in the nurse...when she was on the mission...she had some mental breakdown and she got glass in her legs. Kanda carried her in'' he said as Lavi's green eye widened as he ran off to the nurse, having a few bumps and bruises of his own.

He ran inside the nurse's office ''Lavi?'' he heard Ashlynn ask.

She was sitting on the edge of the bed wearing a simple white dress and bandages that went up to her thighs, she had her hair up in a ponytail as she was grabbing crutches ''I told you Ashlynn use a wheelchair'' head nurse said darkly ''no'' she pouted standing up and hissed a bit in pain.

Lavi blinked twice before walking over ''i'll help her'' he said as head nurse gave him a look ''no funny business now you hear me Lavi? She needs rest. So take her to her room and go get some food for her'' she said ''thank you'' Ashlynn said quietly, Lavi watched her as she got the hang of using crutches.

''I know you're giving me a look Lavi'' she mumbled walking to her room that he held open.

Lavi and Ashlynn came into the dark room locking it.

''You said you-''

''-wouldn't die, i'm just a bit scratched up'' she said sitting on the edge of her bed.

''Damn right you are'' he said kneeling in front of her.

She looked at his green eyes and looked away ''what happened?'' he asked ''I don't...want to talk about it yet'' she said.

His gaze softened ''okay'' he nodded making her look at him, and smiled ''thank you'' she said as he leaned down ''i'm gonna kiss you so don't hit me'' he said grinning as she blushed, he held her small face in his hands and leaned over, barely touching her lips when the door slammed open, the door off the hinges.

''ASHLYNN'' Allen shouted running over ''are you okay? Why didn't you tell me you got out?'' he shouted as Lenalee and Miranda followed him through the door.

''Calm down Allen, I got out five minutes ago!'' Ashlynn cried.

''Don't ever scare me like that again okay'' he said looking down trembling.

Her blue eyes softened ''okay...i'm sorry Allen'' she said patting his hand.

They stayed like that for a bit more, until Allen's shoulders stopped trembling and he looked up, his grey eyes tinted pink ''okay'' he said rubbing his eyes with his sleeve.

''Ash can-''

''Ashlynn, a word''

They turned to see Kanda in the doorway ''what is it Kanda?'' Allen asked ''alone'' Kanda pressed, Ashlynn looked at Allen then to Kanda curiously ''is it about...'' she whispered as he nodded.

She stood up with a blank face and turned to them ''we'll be back in a bit'' she said using the crutches and walked outside the door and down the hall ''what was that about?'' Lavi asked ''no clue...go change'' Allen said shooing him off.

Lavi sighed walking outside to see Kanda and Ash in the end of the hall way.

Kanda turned to her "explain" he said simply as she looked at him "which part?" she asked "everything" he snapped as she sighed.

"My n-name is Shiori I think...I don't remember much from my childhood, only the fact that my village was scared of me because of my arm. One night some people started throwing rocks at me. I was scared and cried until I got mad...and my innocence activated. Since the word got out my parents hid me at home, I thought that they cared and they didn't want to see me cry I never thought I wasn't being able to leave the house because they were ashamed of me" she said gently leaning against the wall for support.

''One night I got hit by something hard and passed out...when I woke up I was strapped to my bed, my mother and father were crying above me, asking for forgiveness...not from me but to God, talking about what they did to deserve something like me''

She said looking up at Kanda ''you know the rest, you saw it at the church'' she said.

Kanda looked at her ''do you know how many people you killed?'' he asked ''a total of 34 people'' she said without even thinking about it.

''Do you regret it?'' he asked as she was quiet ''yes'' she said finally and silence fell upon them once again.

''When your legs are heeled you're going to train with me once again'' he said as she smiled and nodded ''thank you Kanda'' she said gently ''che'' he said walking off.

She used her crutches and went back to the room ''he fell asleep? What an idiot'' Ashlynn looking at Allen Lenalee smiled ''he's had a rough few days'' she said ''i'll stay with him'' she volunteered ''alright...thank you Lenalee'' she smiled ''no problem, Lavi looks like he wants to talk to you'' she said giggling as Ashlynn looked away ''alright'' she smiled and walked out the door closing it slowly watching as Lenalee played with Allen's hair.

Ashlynn walked over to Lavi's room and knocked, a bit later Lavi opened the door, his hair wet and sticking to his face, a towel around his waist.

''I'll come back'' Ashlynn said a bit flustered, looking anywhere but him.

''it's fine, i'm almost done, just sit on my bed'' he said opening the door as she gulped but walked in, Lavi walked back into his shower and creaked the door shut so steam could come out, she fell on the bed and dropped her crutches, her long hair fanned around her face as she stared at the ceiling staring that the tiny dots in the walls.

She flipped over and grabbed the book on his nightstand, reading it for a bit before putting it back.

She sat up and saw something in the closet, she walked over and inspected the notebook, it was thinner than the rest and well kept, she saw a notebook and grabbed it and flipped it open ''wow...'' she put the book back and flipped through the pages of his drawings, each so incredibly detailed and beautiful.

''You like it?'' she jumped when two arms slid around her waist ''those are alright, you should see my other paintings'' she heard Lavi's voice ''i'm...sorry for going through your stuff'' she said struggling to close the notebook ''I don't mind'' he murmured into her neck, his warm breath tickling her neck.

She was moved onto the bed, careful to not hurt her legs ''what happened?'' Lavi looked at Ashlynn who put her arm on his cheek, it was bruised and scratched, he took her hand and his and grinned ''just a little cut, how are your legs?'' he asked ''better'' she said nodding as he bent over still leaning above her, her heart nearly stopped when he grazed his lips against her forehead, teasing her.

He smirked as she wiggled beneath him ''Lavi...'' she whispered ''yes?'' he asked, his voice a little husky.

''Do you like me?"

''Of course I do''

''No...like me, like me'' she pushed he tensed up and paused looking down at her, she sighed.

''I should leave-''

''-yes, I do. Very much'' he cut her off.

''Do you trust me?'' he asked. She blinked ''what?'' she deadpanned ''do you trust me'' he grinned putting out his hand once more ''no'' she said softly but smiled, taking it anyway, he cracked a smile with the slightest bit of emotion in his visible eye, he pulled her close and hugged her once again grazing a kiss on her forehead, he didn't have to try considering that she was slightly taller than Allen, she slightly stiffened when he hugged her.

She closed her eyes and smiled ever so gently ''do you want to go on a date?'' he asked as she looked up ''y-you're asking me o-out?'' she choked off almost spitting out the words in shock ''yeah, that's what people do when they like each other'' Lavi teased ''okay...when?'' she said staring at the floor ''tonight...in an hour okay? Meet me outside of the Order'' Lavi said turning her around and pushing her outside his room ''go get ready okay?'' he said as she nodded and left to her room.

Her cheeks hot and her hands were sweaty as she stumbled back to her room. When she walked in she saw Lenalee still there, Lenalee looked up and smiled ''hi Ashlynn'' she whispered glancing at Allen who was still snoring.

''um...can you he-help me pick out some clothes'' Ashlynn whispered as Lenalee gave her a suspicious look, her black-teal hair was cropped on her chin as she suddenly stood up.

''You're going on a date aren't you!'' she nearly cried ''shh!'' Ashlynn put a finger on her lips ''okay, come on'' Lenalee said bouncing over to her suitcase throwing clothes everywhere ''where are you guys going?'' she asked ''i'm not sure'' Ashlynn said brushing through her long hair she turned to see Lenalee hold up clothes.

The shirt was a navy blue flowing shirt that hugged the bust and then flowed out. It had four skinny straps, black lace on the hemline and the bust line that went down to show a bit of cleavage. Lenalee's other hand held simple black shorts. Ashlynn threw it on as Lenalee went through suitcase once more ''you can wear your boots but wear these'' Lenalee gave her a pair of thigh-high dark red with black lace at the top Ashlynn took it and shuddered as this was one of the many pieces of lace clothing Cross bought her.

As Ashlynn pulled it on she looked at the clock ''twenty minutes'' she cursed as put on her boots, she sat on the edge of the bed and pulled up all her hair into a high ponytail, some strands framing her face, she looked at Lenalee who glowed ''thank you so much, when you and Allen go on a date i'll help you'' she said as Lenalee blushed and looked at Allen.

''Tell him that you like him, he likes you too. Even if he hasn't realized it yet, but I know him better than he knows himself''

Lenalee gave her a hug ''thank you Ashlynn'' she said as Ashlynn smiled ''take care of Allen okay?'' Ashlynn said as Lenalee nodded ''you know I will'' the girl said as Ashlynn grinned, a feeling of weight suddenly fell from her shoulders as she sighed.

''Your date!'' Lenalee said ''damn it, what if Allen wakes up?'' she gasped ''don't worry i'll keep him from going after you'' she promised as Ashlynn waved, grabbed her black jacket and closed the door, she was nervous, each step gained ten pounds, the ring on her middle finger seemed so heavy, before she knew it air was tickling her skin.

Was she already outside?

Damn it...

So the beautiful guest person who gave me my first review lemme answer your question!

"If I may ask I was wondering what the name of the song you had in chapter 5 is. I would love to hear it and I like how you based that mission off of black butler ;) I love that series, thank you again."

Alright so, I have no idea how long this answer is gonna be so I'll just start:

The song is called Sakura Uta, it's a song from the anime Hell Girl. Here's the english version of the song: watch?v=LfyL1QcTqMc It's beautiful and Brina Palencia sings it beautifully.

Okay, now the Black Butler. So I based off part of Ashlynn's mission on the 17-18 episodes of Black Butler. In Black Butler Ciel and Sebastian go to a church where they've had some creepy ass shit goin' on. They learn that the cult uses a strange doomsday book to reveal the sins of a person. I also based the choir girl's uniform off of the boy's choir in Black Butler. As Ciel has this vision thing where he says he'll never let go of his hatred. Thus making me think if Ashlynn somehow got confronted with her past would she even be able to let it go? I thought it was about time to show a bit of Ashlynn's past as well so I made up the innocence (:

Thank you so much for reviewing and if anyone else has a question please feel free to ask!

until later tonight!

Adieu,

Curiex.S