Hidan read the note, over and over, completely frozen in fear at what the contents of the letter said
'Hidan…
I know that your father used you as a prostitute to get money when your family ran out. Come see me after school near your locker
Akise'
Hidan shook in fear…
'M-my d-dad used me as a…...?' Hidan thought and remembered what he had forgot
'Shit' Hidan thought biting his lip in fear and ripped up the note so no one could read it especially not his boyfriend.
Hidan then had wide eyes… Kakuzu. He forgot about Kakuzu and Hidan knew what would happen if he found out
'I will never tell him… I can't… H-he'll hate me…' Hidan thought and the late bell rang
"I'm late!" Hidan said and quickly ran to his class and quickly got to his seat before the teacher realized that the teen was late. Hidan let out a sigh of relief, but zoned out during class. He was into too much thought of what had happened 3 years back when he was 13
Flashback~
"You say nothing or else" Nowaki said as his son and him were walking down the stairs to get into the kitchen to see Hidan's mother. Hidan froze and shakily let out a 'Y-yes s-sir'
When they got to the kitchen, Nowaki tapped his wife's shoulder
"Honey, me and Hidan are going to go on a fishing trip, a couple thousand miles away, for the week" Nowaki said and nudged Hidan in the ribs with his elbow
"Y-Yes we are" Hidan managed to get out and his mother looked shocked
"Are you sure you should be going? Aren't we out of money?"
"Yes we are, but a very good friend of mine is holding a competition at the lake he works at, and there is a huge cash prize for the person who catches the biggest and heaviest fish" Nowaki said and Hidan blinked at how he came up with that lie as fast as he did and knew it was believable since his mother was taking it.
"Oh really? That's cool, but how will you get there and are you sure that you could win?"
"We'll take the car, and the cash prizes are for the first place it is $50,000, second place is $30,000, and the third is $20,000"
"Wow that's amazing cash prize" She said and Hidan mentally agreed with her… WHAT exactly did his father plan? He did know the plan, but THAT amount of money….. Unbelievable
"Are you sure you could get one of those places Nowaki?" she asked and Nowaki nodded
"Not a problem, my dad showed me how to when I was a kid, and with his fishing gear I wouldn't lose" Nowaki said with a grin and his wife smiled
"Are you already packed and when did you plan to leave?" she asked and Hidan had wide eyes, she's letting them go
"Today, I've packed everything" Nowaki said and she smiled. Hidan froze….. TODAY?! He did not expect to leave so soon
"Oh, ok. You have fun you two"
Hidan faked smiled and nodded
Nowaki grabbed Hidan's arm and pulled him towards the door and into the car; Hidan's mother following to wish them both good luck with winning
"We'll be fine" Hidan's dad said
"Bye" Hidan said and Hidan's dad drove away.
"Good job boy" Nowaki said looking in the rearview mirror to see his son in the back with an evil look smirk "She believed every single word"
"Whatever…." Hidan said looking out of the window
"You better get me to 'first place'" Nowaki said and Hidan froze with tears running down his face and started sobbing; he really didn't want to be there.
"Shut your crying! Or I'll make it worse by tenfold!" Nowaki growled out making Hidan wince and nodded in fear.
"I-I'm sorry" Hidan said and Nowaki gave him a rag
"Wipe your damn tears away, you need to look presentable" he said and Hidan nodded taking the rag and wiping his eyes. The trip wasn't as long as what Nowaki said in the story… it was a few towns away, around a 30 minute drive.
Hidan's heart started racing when they stopped their summer cabin… that was isolated from the world.
"Ready whore?" Nowaki asked and Hidan winced
"D-don't call me that" Hidan said and Nowaki growled
"But, you will be, this whole week, you whore" Nowaki said and Hidan let out a shaky sigh and nodded and Nowaki stopped the care and chuckled
"Looks like your first client is here" Nowaki said and Hidan looked out of the window and clenched his teeth in fear
"You remember what I told you, whore?"
"N-not to re-resist…"
"Yes, but also act like you love every minute of it. That's how we get more customers"
"Y-yes s-sir" Hidan said as he was being forced to be a prostitute by his father
They both got out and Nowaki walked up to the man and shook his hand
"You're early, I expected you in 30 more minutes" Nowaki said and the man grinned
"I know, but I wanted to see the prostitute as soon as possible" he said chuckling and pointed to Hidan "Is that him?"
"Yes he is" Nowaki said and pushed his son towards him
"This is my son Hidan"
The man nodded and noticed the purple pink eyes
"Wow, he has very attractable eyes" the man said and Nowaki nodded
"He got them from his mother"
"Now let's see what you could do" the man said and Hidan froze "kiss me"
Hidan bit his lip on the inside and stood on his toes and kissed the man on the lips with a full blown kiss, or his father will kill him if he didn't
"D-damn you are one fucking good kisser! Let's see if your mouth can do with something else" the man said in a horny tone that made Hidan sick to his stomach but forced it away
"Yes sir, anything you like" Hidan said and they walked in the cabin to back room.
Hidan's father sat in the dining room, reading a book, satisfied with the noises coming from the back room. 'Hidan's doing well… so far'. And even though he is a huge homophobe, he didn't care if a man is fucking his son because he is getting money out of it.
After they were done the man and Hidan left the room and into the dining room
"Wow, what you told me about him was so fucking true. He is a very good fuck" the man said causing Hidan to wince, but faked smiled
"Glad I pleasured you" Hidan said and the man grinned and looked over to Nowaki
"How much do I owe you?"
"$350"
"Wow really, that's all?" the man asked giving money to Nowaki
"I'm sooo telling everyone I know"
"That'll be great; we'll be here for the whole week"
The man nodded and left and Hidan started crying
"I-I can't believe you're making me do this….."
"Shut up whore and get washed up, you're next client will be here in 2 hours" Nowaki said and Hidan nodded in fear and walked to the bathroom.
The whole week was like that, nonstop fucking with 5-6 clients a day. Nowaki's price ranges differ starting at the minimum of $350, depending on the situation. Like toys or restraints/gags, is an extra $200. And one guy actually paid $1,000 to fuck Hidan in the shower with the water running.
At the end of the week, Hidan's father made around $20,000 and left Hidan mentally scarred. After packing and getting on the road Nowaki looked at Hidan
"Wow, now I know that if I'm short of money I can use you" Nowaki said and Hidan winced. Nowaki sighed and glared at his son through the rearview mirror
"You forget this ever happened, you got it?"
"Y-yes s-sir"
But Hidan never forgot, having reoccurring nightmares about it. That didn't last long since an accident to the head left him forgetting that one incident.
End of flashback~
Hidan bit his lip remembering what had happened and had wide eyes
'A-Akise knows? How? H-he wasn't one of the people who…. Dad never told anyone….. How the fuck does he know!?' Hidan thought and knew Akise would use it to his advantage somehow. Hidan shook the thoughts out of his mind and started to pay attention to class.
After school, Hidan walked to Kakashi's office to tell him he didn't have time to talk like he said earlier today. He quickly left before his substitute teacher could say anything
'…N-now I need to talk to Akise' Hidan thought as he started walking towards the destination said on the note. As he got to the locker, Akise pinned him to the wall
"You get my note?" Akise asked and Hidan glared slightly
"Yes. How did you know?" Hidan asked and Akise laughed hard
"My father told me"
"Wh-what?" Hidan asked shocked
"He was the one who fucked you in the shower" Akise said and Hidan's heart started racing fast as Akise continued
"And out of the $1,000 my dad spent, he said you were worth every penny. That caught my attention, and planned to try you on myself" Akise said and Hidan glared
"You're messed up" Hidan said trying to get out of my his grip
"But when I did, you resisted me, but you didn't with my dad" Akise whispered in Hidan's ear and Hidan growled
"You know full well I was forced to" Hidan said and Akise chuckled darkly
"Well now… I think I have to tell everyone what a whore you were" Akise said and Hidan froze with wide eyes
"No! You can't!" Hidan yelled and Akise chuckled and nibbled Hidan's ear
"Oh but I can. Everyone, including your boy-toy, will hate you and I'll have you all to myself" Akise said sucking on Hidan's earlobe.
"…Pl-please don't" Hidan begged and saw Kakuzu punched Akise so hard he flew at least 10 ft away from them and then Hidan saw the beyond angry look of his boyfriend.
"FOR THE LAST TIME, STAY. THE .FUCK. AWAY. FROM. MY. BOYFRIEND!" Kakuzu yelled and Hidan looked at Kakuzu shocked, seeing his protective side. Hidan had seen Kakuzu's protective side before but never quite like this. Hidan smiled on the inside at how Kakuzu will always protect him. Then the words Akise said played in his mind
Everyone, including your boy-toy, will hate you
Hidan had a flash of sadness appear on his face and Kakuzu looked at him and pulled him into an embrace
"I'll always protect you Hidan, and I will love you always" Kakuzu said and Hidan returned the hug, but at the same time saw Akise look at him with a look that said 'For now' before leaving.
That look caused Hidan to wince slightly
'H-he's really going to tell…will Kakuzu hate me?' Hidan thought and had tears form and Kakuzu wiped them away and kissed him on the forehead
"It's ok Hidan, don't worry. Let's go home" Kakuzu said and Hidan just nodded still in thought about if his secret gets out, everything in his life will crumble down to noting, like friends and other things. But most importantly Kakuzu, the love of his life.
At home, Hidan was sitting on the couch starring at the blank TV screen, still in thought.
"Hidan"

"Hidan?"

"Hidan!"
Hidan snapped out of thought and looked to Kakuzu who was sitting next to him.
"Huh? What?" Hidan asked and Kakuzu sighed and hugged him
"Hidan what's wrong?"
"….nothing" Hidan said looking to the side
"Nothing huh? By now you would be playing your videogame" Kakuzu said pointing to the white videogame station, Wii. And Hidan looked to it and shrugged
"Not in the mood" Hidan said and Kakuzu looked at him
"That's the problem, you're always in the mood to play the damn thing, even when you're exhausted. I know something is wrong, please tell me" Kakuzu asked and Hidan sighed
"I told you nothing's wrong" Hidan said
"Hidan" Kakuzu said
"I told you nothing's wrong damnit!" Hidan yelled and Kakuzu had slightly wide eyes and Hidan had wide eyes realizing he yelled
"I….I'm sorry Kakuzu. Something is wrong…. But…b-but I just can't tell you" Hidan said with tears forming
"Why?" Kakuzu asked sadly thinking his boyfriend doesn't trust him.
"It's not because of trust, because I trust you completely… I just… it's bad…. So bad it…i-it could change everything" Hidan said shocking Kakuzu
"I-It's far worse th-that my father raping me…" Hidan said and Kakuzu had wide eyes. WHAT can be worse than Hidan's dad raping him? Kakuzu dropped the subject and pulled Hidan closer rubbing his side
"Don't worry Hidan. You don't have to tell me if it makes you uncomfortable" Kakuzu said and Hidan smiled bitterly
"Thanks 'Kuzu… but you and everyone at school will find out" Hidan said 'And then you will begin to hate me'
Kakuzu had wide eyes in confusion, but left it at that. Kakuzu got up and gently grabbed Hidan's hand, pulling him up
"Come on, I'll take you to your favorite restaurant" Kakuzu said and Hidan looked at him surprised
"N-no… I mean… I don't want you to waste your money" Hidan said "because—" Hidan was cut off by Kakuzu kissing him. Kakuzu pulled back
"It's to make you feel better; to me that's not wasting money. Everything I spent on you, I don't regret any of it" Kakuzu said making Hidan blush deeply
"Do you want to go?" Kakuzu asked and Hidan nodded
"If you want to…" Hidan said and Kakuzu laughed
"I was the one who offered going, so of course I want to go, you silly kid" Kakuzu said and Hidan smiled
"I'm the same age as you! And let's go~!" Hidan said grinning like a child and Kakuzu chuckled and hugged Hidan and grabbed the keys to his Honda
"Alright let's go" Kakuzu said and they left to the car to go to the restaurant Hidan loves, a five star restaurant.
At dinner, Kakuzu and Hidan talked over a few things and Hidan noticed that Kakuzu stayed away from subjects that might relate to Hidan's problem as much as possible, even if it was hurting him not knowing what's causing his lover pain. This caused Hidan to feel like melting; melting at how sweet Kakuzu was at respecting how he couldn't tell him and didn't try to push
AND Hidan thought to make it last as long as possible. He thinks it was going to be one of the last moments Kakuzu would love him and be nice and sweet, because once everyone finds out... Hidan couldn't finish the thought as Kakuzu smiled and took Hidan's hand and kissed it gently
"Come on, let's go home" Kakuzu said sweetly and Hidan blushed and nodded
At home, around bedtime, Kakuzu and Hidan were in bed. Hidan looked to Kakuzu and snuggled into his chest
"Kakuzu…"
"Hmm?"
"You know why I didn't play Super Mario Galaxy when we got home from dinner?" Hidan asked and saw Kakuzu shake his head
"Well, It was so I could spend more time with you" Hidan said blushing making Kakuzu blush as well
"I love you 'Kuzu"
"I love you too"
"..You're the one of the sweetest people I know… and so many things I can't bring to words" Hidan said and cuddled closer. Now he had, I mean HAD, to get as much time with Kakuzu before Akise decides to tell, and that could be tomorrow, in two days… sometime soon.
"I love you" Hidan said and Kakuzu looked at him and kissed him. Kakuzu couldn't help see the difference in the way Hidan was acting. He was never this lovey, well he is, but this is different.
'Hidan's acting stranger than normal… is it because of the thing that's scaring him since after school? Is he afraid that once I find out I'll break up with him? Is it THAT bad...? Whatever it is, I will never break his heart…' Kakuzu thought
"Hidan I love you always" Kakuzu said "You need some sleep to keep up with that beautiful face of yours" Kakuzu said gently caressing Hidan's cheek and Hidan blushed
"You too" Hidan said grinning making Kakuzu blush
"…I'm not beautiful…"
"Yes you are" Hidan said tracing the stitching across Kakuzu's mouth with the gentle touch of his fingers
"…I'm ugly" Kakuzu said trying not to moan from the gentle touch of his lover
"No you're not Kakuzu" Hidan said and Kakuzu shook his head
"Everyone say it's –"
"Are you STILL on about what that jerk Kiba said? Dude come on, He's a fucking prick that has no self-esteem whatsoever and picks on people to make himself feel better about his own damn pathetic life" Hidan said angrily and Kakuzu shrugged
"Even so, he was right" Kakuzu said and Hidan growled
"NO he is NOT! If someone's ugly… it's me…with everything I had been through" Hidan said mumbling the last bit out and it was Kakuzu's turn to be mad
"Hidan you're not ugly—"
"On the inside I am"
"No you're not. Remember when we walked home once and there was a hurt puppy that got hit? What did you do?"
"…T-took it to the animal hospital…"
"Yes exactly, no ugly person will go out of their way to help an animal like that"
"You will think I'm ugly when you… find out" Hidan said and Kakuzu kissed him
"Hidan, I love you, so please don't beat yourself down. Whatever it is, I'll always be with you"

"Nor, do you think you're ugly, got it?" Kakuzu said and Hidan smiled
"Only if you don't think that of yourself" Hidan mumbled and Kakuzu smiled
"…deal"
Hidan looked at Kakuzu with a confused look
"What?" Kakuzu asked
"How do we seal the deal?"
Kakuzu thought for a second "Kiss" Kakuzu said and kissed Hidan. Hidan blushed and was about to say something when a yawn engulfed the words
"Time for bed" Kakuzu said and Hidan yawned again in acceptance
"Goodnight 'Kuzu"
"Goodnight Hidan"
Both fell asleep with different thoughts in mind.
'I hope he doesn't beat himself down, with whatever is causing him to act like this' Kakuzu thought
'When Kakuzu finds out… He'll hate me, everyone will… I-I have to tell someone...' Hidan thought
The next day at school during art class, Hidan walked up to Sai, with one intention….to tell him his secret.
'He'll find out anyways, but I need help…' Hidan thought "Sai can I speak to you alone?"
"…Sure Hidan" Sai said and both left to a very vacant and quiet spot; no one could hear them
"What's on your mind?" Sai asked and Hidan sighed hesitantly
"Sai, I need to tell you this…. It's bad
"What is it?" Sai asked and saw that Hidan bit his lip
"Wh-when I was 14 my dad… he ran out of money and decided to use me as a prostitute for a week to get money…" Hidan said nervously and Sai's eyes widened
"…What?"
"It's true"
"Why didn't you tell anyone?"
"I had an accident with hitting my head on the pole at middle school, you remember right? You were there" Hidan said and Sai nodded and Hidan sighed
"Well that left me with no memories about that incident…" Hidan said
"How did you remember?"
Hidan growled
"Akise, that asshole knew and reminded me yesterday" Hidan said and Sai pulled him into a hug
"..I'm so sorry Hidan, why didn't you tell Kakuzu or—?"
"…I was afraid… he'll hate me" Hidan said
"Hidan, Kakuzu loves you with all his heart… I do and do I hate you? NO. Kakuzu will never hate you over this. It wasn't your fault; your father is beyond messed up, not you" Sai said and Hidan started crying
"L-like I said… A-Akise knows… a-and h-he's going to tell everyone at school"
"Wh-what? How did he know?"
"H-his father. His father was one of the clients" Hidan said and Sai pulled him closer as he continued to explain
"Akise said that after his father explained about me, h-he pl-planned to fuck me…" Hidan said and started sobbing and Sai let out a shuttered sighed
"Oh my god Hidan, I'm so sorry…" Sai said
"Wh-when….when Akise does tell and everyone hates me, pr-promise me you won't. I-I wouldn't be able to stand it… y-you a-and Kakuzu a-are the most important to me" Hidan said sobbing slightly
"..Hidan you know I won't, I love you, now and always. And don't worry. I promise you that Kakuzu won't hate you. If he'll hate anyone, it's the ones that caused the person he loves pain, not you Sai said soothingly
"O-Ok.." Hidan said and sighed in relief that Sai will still be his friend even if everything goes wrong.
"Hidan we should head back to class and—" Sai said and was cut off when Hidan pecked him on the lips
"Thanks for everything Sai… Let's go" Hidan said and laughed when Sai just nodded and blushed. When Sai didn't move from the spot, as Hidan did, Hidan looked back and laughed even more at the raven haired boy's frozen, like a schoolgirl gets when someone they loves notices them.
"Ok lover-boy, we need to go back" Hidan said and noticed that Sai moved this time
5 minutes after they returned into class, the announcements went off.
'ATTENTION STUDENTS, THIS IS VICE-STUDENT PRESIDENT, AKISE AND NEED ALL, ALL STUDENTS AND STAFF MEMBERS TO PLEASE REPORT TO THE AUDITORIUM FOR A VERY IMORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT. THIS IS MANDATORY, THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY' Akise said and Hidan froze and as the other's walked away Sai walked to Hidan
"Hidan?"
"…H-he's going to…"
"..How do you know?" Sai asked rubbing Hidan's back
"I-I have a feeling" Hidan said with slight fear.
"Come on we need to go meet up with the others" Sai said and Hidan nodded. Once they met their friends, Kakuzu held Hidan's hand. Hidan smiled at the gesture, but knew it might not last long…
Once everyone got into the auditorium Akise started the announcement
"Ok now everyone… I think it is right for all of you to know that there is a whore in our school" Akise said in the microphone and everyone gasped looking around the whole room
"He was a prostitute to get money"
Hidan shivered slightly in fear
"I hate people like that…" Kakuzu mumbled and Hidan grabbed his hand harder in nervousness.
"And that person's name is Hidan" Akise said showing actual proof on the screen. On the Screen were actual pictures of Hidan being fucked by other people. Akise went so far as to go to some of the clients and got a copy of their complementary photo when fucking Hidan.
Everyone gasped and looked towards Hidan as others blocked their eyes from the pictures because of innocents and or homophobia.
Hidan froze when Kakuzu's grip on his hand slowly slipped until there was no grip at all. Hidan had tears form and ran to the nearest exit, which was right next to him
'I knew I would fuck up this relationship one way or another…' Hidan thought as tears fell faster down his cheek as he ran into a bathroom.
With Kakuzu…
Kakuzu gripped his hands into fists so hard his hands were shaking. That was the reason he let go of his boyfriend's hand, so he won't hurt him.
"…Fucking jerk" Kakuzu mumbled and turned around "Hidan—" Kakuzu said but stopped when Hidan wasn't there.
Sai walked to him and sadly smiled
"He left"
"What?" Kakuzu asked shocked
"He was torn… he was afraid you would've hated him if you find out" Sai said
"He told you, when?"
"Not more than five minutes ago… he didn't do it willingly you know, his dad forced him to when he was out of money…" Sai said and Kakuzu froze in anger
"What. The. Fuck. Is. Wrong. With. That. Man?" Kakuzu asked and Sai shrugged
"Hidan forgot that happened with an accident to the head. Akise is the one who made him remember…"

"Find him. He thinks you hate him"
"But!"
"I know you still love him, please find him and talk to him" Sai said and had tears form to feel the pain Hidan is going through; so was Kakuzu
"I will you know I will" Kakuzu said and froze when hearing laughter, and turned around to see Akise behind him
"So must be hard for you to be a whore's boyfriend right?" Akise asked and Kakuzu growled angrily. Did he really just ask that? DID HE?
Kakuzu punched him in the face so hard his hand hurt bad, so bad his first thought is that he broken it
"OWW FUCK! What was that for!?" Akise yelled in pain as he tumbled backwards
"You fucking bastard! You're lucky that killing someone is against the law!" Kakuzu said pulling him close and usually Akise isn't scared of threats or angry faces, but he was scared.
" LET me say THIS ONE MORE TIME….STAY the FUCK away from my boyfriend OR I WILL kill you! THAT is a promise!" Kakuzu said and pushed Akise down and ran out of the room to find Hidan.
Minutes after searching Kakuzu heard a sob coming from a bathroom and sighed
"Hidan…" Kakuzu mumbled walking in "Hidan?"
"…G-go away" Hidan mumbled and Kakuzu followed the sound to a stall
"Hidan" Kakuzu said "Hidan its ok"
"Pl-please K-Kakuzu… I know you hate me now, I-I just wa-want to be al-alone….pl-please g-go a-away" Hidan said to the closed and locked stall door as he was sitting on the toilet seat. Kakuzu sighed and placed a hand on the door
"Hidan, I love you. And I don't expect you to come out now. But No matter what that asshole of a father, you have, done to you. I will always love you" Kakuzu said "I'll leave now and give you time, I'll be home, I'll tell Sai to bring you there" Kakuzu said and mumbled 'I love you' before leaving thinking Hidan being alone for the time being is the best for the teen
But what Kakuzu didn't know was at the exact time he said what he said, there was someone flushing the toilet. He had loud music on, and didn't even hear the announcement earlier today. But with the flushing noise, Hidan did not hear a single word Kakuzu said
"K-Kakuzu?" Hidan asked and there was no answer and Hidan sobbed harder
'H-he d-did leave….I knew that I'll mess up the best relationship I had ever been in…I just knew it'