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Words Chapter 5

Camila sat in her room that night debating whether to go talk to Johnny or not. She checked the time, 3:25 am. She was still pretty drunk since after Happy Hour they had all continued drinking and gone bar hopping. They had just gotten back from the bars about 20 minutes ago. Camila was hesitant but she decided to go to talk to Johnny, she needed closure at least. She left her room and was soon knocking on Johnny's door. "You came" he said smiling and let her in.

"Yeah but make it snappy were traveling to Philadelphia tomorrow remember" she said

"Fine look I'm sorry again that you found out about Summer the way that you did. I should have told you I know I fucked up. But you know how the wrestling world is sometimes these things just happen, partners hook up all the time it sort of just happened."

"For how long?" Camila interrupted

"What?"

"For how long were you hooking up with her?"

"We hooked up for the first time Wrestlemania weekend"

Camila turned to walk away but Johnny stopped her and stood in front of her his hands on her waist.

"Camila wait!" she pushed his hands off her

"Johnny we started hooking up 3 months before Wrestlemania. Wrestlemania was 2 months ago. That means that for 2 fucking months you were hooking and you couldn't be like oh by the way I'm fucking life size Barbie at the same time too!" Camila was seething she was so angry at him.

"I know I'm sorry I'm a dick for not telling you I wasn't thinking straight"

"Yeah you were thinking with your dick instead of your brain! I can't fucking believe you"

"Look I'm sorry me and Summer just sorta happened I didn't mean to hurt you it's just being with her is so much easier"

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" Camila asked

"You're a beautiful and amazing woman to me but others may not see it that way. The wrestling world can be tough on women like you and with a girl like Summer I won't have to worry about"

"Worry about what? Worry about being seen with a fat ass?" Camila said cutting him off. "I know what you want you want to be able to bang me without actually having to be seen with me. And that's where life size Barbie steps in. She has it all"

"Babe it's not like that" Johnny sighed

"Don't call me babe! And yes it is like that. I've been here before Johnny." Camila said feeling the tears already streaming down her face. "I've always been the dirty little secret. The fat chick the guy wants to bang without anyone finding out because he is ashamed to be seen with someone who is not a perfect 10."

"Please don't cry babe. You're perfect to me it's just people can be so vicious and I don't want you to get hurt"

"Oh trust me Johnny no one else's words can hurt me as much yours did just now"

"Camila"

Camila wiped the tears from her cheeks. "I know you think you're protecting me. That's what they all used to say. But in reality you know you would be embarrassed to be seen out with me. Look at me, I'm short, fat and am not the most social person either. Summer though, she's perfect. Tall, blonde, beautiful everyone likes her and you're like the male version of her. You two are truly perfect for each other you know I would have never fit in and you didn't want to deal with that"

"I'm sorry Camila" Johnny said with his head down he couldn't bear to look in her eyes and see the pain that he had put there.

Camila reached into her pocket and took out the amethyst necklace Johnny had given her.

"Here I want you to have this back" She said handing it to him

"I wanted to throw it out but didn't have the heart to. Such a pretty necklace shouldn't have to go to waste. Give it to someone who is truly special to you since clearly it wasn't me". Camila said then walked out of the room. Johnny looked at the necklace in his hand feeling like the biggest piece of shit in the world.