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Words Chapter 10
Camila lay in her hotel room that night hating herself for what she'd done with Johnny. She felt so weak. She'd promised herself that she wasn't going to let Johnny control her like that again and she'd done just that. She felt like such an idiot, Antonio and her weren't exclusive or anything but she still felt guilty. Camila was so lost in her thoughts she didn't even hear the knocking on her door.
"Oh shit" she got up from her bed and went to answer the door
"Hi Antonio! I wasn't expecting you here" she said letting him in.
"Really? Did you forget we had a date tonight?"
"Oh my god! I'm so sorry I completely forgot. Things were so hectic at work it must have slipped my mind"
"No worries. Is everything okay at work?"
"Yeah it's just typical social media stuff. It can get a little crazy sometimes. I feel so bad you're all dressed nice and I'm here in my pajamas"
"Hey don't worry about it" he said cupping her face and placing a light kiss on her lips. Camila felt guiltier than ever. He was being such a sweetheart while she couldn't get her tryst with Johnny out of her head. She liked Antonio she really did, but there wasn't that crazy spark she had with Johnny. With Johnny things were passionate and unpredictable, with Antonio it felt safe, nice but not very exciting, and maybe that's what she needed.
"We can stay in, maybe get some room service and watch a movie" he suggested
"Uhm okay, that sounds good"
After the pair had ordered and eaten room service they sat on the bed watching The Avengers. A passion for superhero movies was one of the many things they had in common. Antonio grabbed the remote and paused the movie.
"Camila I have to talk to you. There's been something I've been meaning to ask you"
"Uhm okay" she said nervously shifting herself so that she was facing him. "What's up?"
"Look I don't know who it was that's screwed you over. I can tell by how guarded you are that you've been hurt, but I like you. I really do and if you give me the chance, I don't know, maybe I can be the one to help you forget about whoever this guy is"
Camila was stunned with silence. Now she felt even worse.
"This is not the ideal way I wanted to do this but Camila I would be the luckiest man if you accepted to be my girlfriend"
Camila opened her mouth to speak but no words came out. She didn't know what to say. On the one hand Antonio was a great guy and she'd be stupid to say no but on the other hand Johnny was etched so deeply in her heart and mind and she just didn't want to do that to Antonio.
"I'm sorry. I know it's soon. Look you don't have to answer now. Whatever you decide I'll respect" Antonio said kissing her on the cheek before exiting the room. Camila lay in bed more confused than ever.
The next night after the Smackdown taping in Topeka, Kansas Camila still wasn't sure what she was going to do about Antonio. She decided to go on a walk at a nearby park to hopefully gain some clarity. It was nice and cool outside, perfect weather for a walk around the park. She came upon a swing set and immediately ran over to it. She loved swing sets, they always calmed her down. Camila was giddily swinging back and forth, her long two toned hair flowing in the wind when she felt a hand pushing her higher. Fear crept up on Camila she stopped and jumped off immediately. She rolled her eyes when she saw Johnny grinning at her.
"Dude what the fuck you almost gave me a heart attack"
"Sorry I couldn't help but give you a little scare" he said laughing
"Well it's not funny asshole"
"What are you doing out here anyways"
"Couldn't sleep"
"Yeah me neither. Hey I know something we can do that'll wear both of us out" Johnny snickered walking towards her.
"Don't get any closer!" Camila said putting distance between them. Johnny looked confused.
"What's wrong? I thought we had fun yesterday?"
"That was a big mistake. We shouldn't have done that"
"I don't regret it"
"Well I do okay! I promised myself I wouldn't let you get to me like that again and I failed"
"Camila…" Johnny started but Camila cut him off
"Look I can't do this. I am not going to be your dirty little secret. Not again" Camila could feel the tears start to well up in her eyes but she was fighting them back, she did not want him to see her cry.
"But I don't want to lose you" Johnny said looking down at the floor
"Johnny you lost me a long time ago. I fucked up yesterday but it's not happening again" Camila said walking away
"Babe no please don't go we can work this out!" Johnny yelled walking towards her. This caused Camila to stop and turn around facing Johnny.
"Work what out! We have nothing! We never had anything!" Camila was furious now.
"Don't say that"
"It's true though! I was just a good fuck to you. Nothing else"
"That's not true and you know that! I…I…" Johnny stammered.
"You what?" she asked.
Johnny sighed and looked down at the floor.
"You can't even tell me how you feel. You can't even say it. You never could and I know you never will."
"I don't know what you want me to say"
"I don't want you to say anything anymore. I want you to leave me alone. Antonio asked to be his girlfriend and I'm going to say yes. I want nothing to do with you anymore"
Johnny's head shot up pain shining in his eyes. Camila wanted to feel bad for him but he brought this on himself.
"Babe please"
"Look Johnny, Antonio is a good guy. He's sweet and he tells me how he feels about me something that I know you will never do. Why would I waste my time pining after you when I can be with a guy like him?"
"You're right Camila. Why waste your time with a piece of shit like me when you can be with the perfect little Antonio" he said mockingly.
"You're kidding me right? You're acting all defensive and "hurt" now when you started all this. You left me for life size Barbie Johnny. You made me feel like the most disgusting person in the world because I could never compete with her. She's Cinderella and I'm the ugly step sister. I almost broke my recovery to start throwing up again" Camila heard her voice crack and she could barely contain her tears but she was not about to let Johnny play the victim in this situation.
"Bet you didn't know that huh? You know nothing about me because I was just a body for you to fuck. So stop prentending. I cared too much about you and it bit me in the ass. Not anymore though. If I see you I will act cordial but other than that stay the hell away from me. For good this time" Camila said before walking away.
Camila made it back to the hotel but didn't want to be alone. She knocked on Matt's door tears already streaming down her face.
"Oh my god boo what's wrong? Come in"
The second Matt closed the door Camila broke down and told him everything that had happened with Johhny from the very beginning to what happened just now.
"Wow like holy shit. I can't even believe my ears. Johnny? Wow. How did you keep all that in boo. You should have told me" he said caressing her hair while her head rested on his lap.
"I don't know I guess I was embarrassed to tell you" she said sitting up
"Everyone has their shit together. AJ is with Dolph, Kaitlyn is happy with Sheamus and you started dating Eddie the camera guy and I just didn't wanna rain on anyone's parade with my clusterfuck of a life."
"Oh sweetie I always have time to listen to you. You can have that too you know?"
"Have what?"
"Happiness and a good stable relationship; Antonio is offering you that sweetie. He's a nice guy sometimes it takes a new person for you to get over an old one"
"I know you're right. I should go talk to him"
"Yes you should! Forget about Johnny. You deserve better"
"Thanks boo. Love you" Camila said hugging her best friend
"Love you too"
Camila went to her room to wash her face, put on light make up and changed into a new blouse and leggings before making her way to Antonio's room.
She knocked on his door and heard some shuffling before he opened the door. A smile lit up his face when he saw her.
"Hi Camila! Come in" He said closing the door behind them as she walked in.
"I thought about what you said and I would love to be your girlfriend"
Antonio smiled and walked over to her crashing his lips down on hers.
More music that inspires me to write this story if you guys wanna check it out!
A Fine Frenzy- Near To You
Trey Songz- Heart Attack
Hinder- Lips of an Angel
Natalia Kills- Love is a Suicide
Lana Del Rey- Gods & Monsters
Adele- Set Fire to the Rain
Usher- Climax
Amy Winehouse- Love Is A Losing Game
Bruno Mars- When I Was Your Man