Buffy is sitting a the table with her friends chatting about their love lives and school. They were all having fun laughing except Buffy who seem to withdraw out the conversation by someone across the room. Willow looked over and noticed her friends distraction.

"Yo, Buff, anybody home?"

"Just come in, Wills." Buffy replied not taking her eyes away.

Willow was getting impatient and no succeeding getting her best friends attention decided to see what or rather who she was staring at.

What she saw 'was' distracting every woman with a pulse in the Bronze was staring at him. But it was obvious the blue eyed blonde hair pretty boy was definitely into her friend. Willow had a feeling it was mutual.

"What are you guys staring at? You do know that that's rude, right?" Said a very antsy Anya.

"Buffy, don't you think it would be better if you walked up to him instead of him and talk to him-" Willow was cut off by Cordy's bluntness.

"Yea instead of eye fucking him. Cause he's totally into you." Cordelia finished.

That last remark was enough to pull Buffy her goggle eyed crush off the sexy guy and onto her friends.

"I wasn't eye fucking him. And why do you have to say it so loud." Buffy said annoyed.

"Buffy, its true." Willow agreed.

Buffy knew it was true giving her chances, she would blow his brains out. This guy look dateable. But there lies the problem, Buffy Didn't Date. This could be a new found opportunity. For the first time she didn't want to fuck him, she wanted to get to know him.

"Should I go over there?"

"All those bitches salivating over a tight ass like that you don't have a chance." Cordy says matter-of-factly.

"Or he could always come to you," Anya says as she spots him making his way over to the table.

Chptr 2

When Spike spotted the golden goddess across the room he could take his eyes off her. The way she laughed and swung her hair was being looked at like lamb in a lions den, his attention was of Her.

"Yo, your looking at that chick like she's going to disappear, man" laughed Gunn.

"Oh, she will if I walked up to her " says a cocky Riley.

"Don' you fuckin' dare" Spike said not daring to look away.

He takes a swig of his beer and at that moment the golden goddess looks his way. Their they sat staring as if they couldn't stand. Spike felt as if he could see himself in her hazel eyes. And at that point the knew he had to go to her. When the connection was severed he downed his beer as courage.

"Her' I go wish me bloody luck."

With that he walked away with his leather trench coat following. With every step his heart was pounding and the shorter the distance the louder it got until he reached the table full of beautiful girls.

" 'Ello, ladies."

"Hi, I'm Anya," she rushed to speak, "We think your hot especially my friend, Buffy. Take her. We have boyfriends."

Buffy's eyes went big and Willow scowled her for not acknowledging Tara.

"Girlfriend."

"Well, that's what I meant."

"Well, that works out perfect." Spike says staring at his goddess without shame.

Buffy finds his staring to tense and starts to play with her drink which make Spike look at all their drinks.

"Can a fellow get you ladies ah drink?" he offered.

"Sex on the beach." Says Anya whose mind just so happened to be on sex since he walk up.

"Cosmo," said annoyed Cordelia.

"Water, can't really drink the hard stuff. School an all," willow said a little paranoid.

"An' you, love?"

Chapter 3 White and British

"White Russian," says Buffy testing the waters

Spike arches his scared eyebrow which made Buffy twist in her seat.

"That might be a problem love," he said as he walk towards the bar.

Buffy turn to Anya while the other to snickers to themselves.

"Thanks and he problem thinks I want to fuck him."

"Well don't you."

"That's not the point . I thought Xander was teaching how to speak when spoken to."

"Oh, come on, Buff, lay off. He so wasn't paying any attention to her or us. Anya was just helping out ."defended Willow.

"Then why does it feel more like throwing me to the wolves." said Buffy.

Cordelia sees that the subject of the conversation was coming back and decided it was best to leave. Anya could never keep quiet and that only made for an angrier Buffy.

"Hey, how about we leave you to your seducing. We'll be on the dance floor." she said getting up from her seat.

Willow and Anya followed right behind. At the moment Spike made his appearance setting the drinks down.

"Here, your White British. And…" he looked around and notice the girls gone, "others drink."

"They went to dance. Uhm I don't think I order that."

"Didn't you?" he says sitting in Willow's seat, which is close to hers.

"It was a Russian."

"See I thought you rather have British Blonde. like myself, love"

Spike places his arm around her chair to close in the space between them. Buffy notices this and finds it amusing even though she already made up her mind to sleep with him. Considering he was the hottest guy in here tonight.

"Your right I would" she says seductively.

Buffy began to trace her fingers around her glass. Spike was checking out her profile and decided she looked even more beautiful up close. With his unoccupied arm he reached out with his hand and turn her face so she was looking at him. Their eyes pierce one an other.

"Your fucking gorgeous. But you know that don't you love? You've probably known your whole life. Did your pops tell you every time he gave you a necklace, love"

Spike moves his hand down her neck to trace her necklace.

"Are you a daddy's girl or a mommy's?" he says as he places a piece of her golden hair behind her ear.," You probably use your looks to get whatever you want, don' yo, love?"

"Fuck. You." Buffy says pulling her face away from her his hand. " And you don't ."

Buffy gets up from the table and walks outside. She pulls out a pack of cigarette out of her purse and lights herself one. She couldn't believe the whole 180 the conversation went. Who the fuck did he think he was, a gift from God, he wishes.

Spike downs his shot and looks across the room at his friends who were giving him a questioning look. He just shrugged it off and went to find her. This is the game he love to play 'Love Me/ Hate Me' he just hope he was playing it with the right girl. He grow up with chick like her the beautifully spoiled bitches who thought everyone was to bow down and kiss their toes. Sometimes England and America weren't so different.

Walking outside Spike notices his future shag was talking it up with a guy. This made his blood boil. Spike stomped over to them.

"Ello, love. Mind telling a bloke who this is?"

Buffy rolled her eyes and continued smoking making sure to blow smoke into his face. The guy turn to Spike and laughed then ignored him.

"Ey, you? What's your name?" Spike asked

"Fuck off." the guys says getting annoyed with the blonde.

"Strange name. I've got a new one for ya."

Before Buffy could say anything Spike punched the boy in the nose making the boy fall onto the floor.

"Fucked up."

"Stop! What the fuck?" Buffy says trying to push Spike off the guy which didn't help.

"What, pet? Don't like bad boys?" stopping turning to her.

"No just don't like you." she says stepping up to him and slapped him. "Asshole you cant go around punching people."

Spike shoved her into a near by wall. Then fighting ensued. It was more of Buffy hitting him and shoving him off and Spike blocking her blows until her finally grabbed her arms and pinned them on top of her head. He moved his face close enough to feel her heavy breathing.

"Get off me" says a heavy breathing Buffy.

"You don't want me to you like it too much."

Spike looked into her eyes ready to kiss her but he wasn't going to not without her permission.

"Tell me you don't want it love and I'll never mess with you again."

It didn't take long for the spoiled brat to take want she wanted . It was an easy task she's been doing it her whole life. So she went for it and the British lover boy fell into her embrace. The guy that was once on the ground was now up and ready for round two. Nobody was going to still his girl.

Chapter 4 Snapped

The guy walks over to the kissing couple and gives Spike a good shove which lead to Spike accidentally biting Buffy's lip and Buffy biting Spike's tongue.

"Fuck." Buffy says testing her lip to see if its bleeding.

"What the bleeding hell?"

Spike turns around and notices it was the guy he punched out.

"Hey, that's my chick your tonguing , tea bag."

Spike looked at Buffy, who was red in the face from their make out session, then turn back to him. Just as he did the guy throws a punch across his cheek.

"Spike!" Buffy yelled trying to get him attention before the blow landed.

Spike was not only livid but this guy was messing up his flow with his chick.

"Not so tough now are you British g-"

He didn't get to get another word out because Spike began landing blows after blows as if he just snapped. Every blow he was landing on the guy was like photo snaps in Spike's mind looking at himself in a fetal position. Spike had the guy on the ground punching him in the face as the guy tries to protect himself . Buffy ran over to Spike to get him off the boy before he killed him.

"Spike, come on." she says pulling Spike to stand.

And he did. He didn't look at Buffy afraid of what he might see in her eyes so he kept looking at the bloody boy groaning. Buffy noticed Spike looking at the guy and tried to get his attention by shaking his arm.

"Hey, Spike look at me. Look at me! It's ok."

Spike look at her and was surprised he didn't see disgust in her eyes or fear.

"Hey, let's get out of here before somebody sees us" Buffy said walking them to her Camaro.

Spike didn't say nothing during the ride which was making Buffy nervous considering he had a lot to say in the Bronze. She pulled up to a gate and press buttons in a keypad.

"My parents aren't home so we'll hang her."

Buffy walked into the front door with Spike behind her. She walked into the kitchen.

"Sit down. I'm going to go get some stuff to clean you up."

As Buffy left, he took a seat at the island in the middle of the kitchen. Spike sat there trying to figure out what happened. He knew he got punched but afterward everything went blank. He felt as if he were watching himself getting beat once again by the man he called father.

Buffy went into a close bathroom to collect the first aid kit. Her lip was still hurting from that blissful kiss and from Spike being shoved, she couldn't blame Spike for wilding out on Parker, he could be an asshole, before and after she slept with him. She knew something had change after Spike almost beat Parker to death and she wasn't sure what. But right know she was ready to sleep with Spike seeing him angry did something else to her.

Buffy walked into the kitchen and noticed Spike at the sink washing his hands off.

"Was I taking to long?"

"No. Don' like blood much."

"Here, let me help."

Buffy finished washing his hands and putting antibacterial on his cuts on his knuckles. Then she tended to his face cleaning it.

"Thanks, love. You didn't have to. I can be an ass."

"Your not lying. But…" as she puts the last band aid on his cheek, " what a nice ass you have, so you could just give me an I.O.U." Buffy finished seductively licking her lips.

Spike moved in to kiss her but paused "Does this count as a IOU ?"

"One of a long list, baby."

Spike moved in the rest of the way and kissed her.

Chapter 5 Everything else Functions

NC-17

The blonde couple found themselves in Buffy's bed room on the bed making out. Neither remembering how they got there jus glad that that they did. Spike was sitting on the bed as Buffy was straddling his his legs. As the kiss began to get more intense Buffy started to subconsciously grinding her hips into his package making him hard. Spike hands began to run along he thighs to her waist then he his hands traveled under her shirt to caress her back. Buffy hands caressed his neck to his cheeks which made Spike pull away from their kiss and hiss in pain.

"Ouch, love."

"Sorry. Maybe this is to soon. Your like that game Operations."

Spike can see her eyes glazing over with lust and knew he couldn't stop even if he wanted to.

"Oi, I may have cuts here and there but everything is functional, pet. And I'll show you."

Buffy laughed as Spike laid her on the bed and began to kiss her neck making here giggles turned into moans. Spike pulled her dress up and off to the floor exposing her breast, He took them into his mouth sucking one and massaging the other. Buffy reached for his shirt and pull it over his head which broke the connection to her body for a second.

"How bad did you want me when I shoved you to the wall?"

"Shut up and fuck me." Buffy says unbutton his pants and undoing his zipper.

"Oh, love. Your not in control tonight." Spike says as he grabs her wrist from his pants and once again pinned . Her struggle was amusing him and turning him on. Spike situated herself between her lags and began grinding their sexes together. The jeans was rubbing her clit thru her jeans making Buffy moan.

"Oh, God." She moan out loud.

Spike placed his mouth close to her ear and began to whisper "Now, be a good girl and keep your hands her so we both can be completely naked. You want that love?"

Buffy nodded. Never in her life has she ever allowed a guy to put her in a submissive position. This guy she barely knew was changing her in was she didn't even know yet. And the way he toss her around turn her on . She watched him as he stood up in front of her and began removing him pants. When they handed on the floor she couldn't believe what she was looking at she never seen one that size before. Spike noticed her gawking at his ego and felt the need to tease so he began to stroke himself in front of her. It was making him even hard looking at her body.

"What, love? Never seen one so big?"

Buffy shook her head no and watching him masturbate impulses her to rub her legs together making her ache. She felt the need to take off her undergarment to she reach down but before she touch Spike spoke.

"Oh, no. love patients and I'll give you whatever you want."

Spike got on his needs in front of her and began to kiss her right thigh then her left until he reached the apex wear her panties were. He began tracing his finger around the waist of her panties and began pulling them down revealing his reward.

"Now if you be a good little girl and keep your hands were they're suppose to be you'll get your prezzy. But if you don't I'll tie them up."

With that he took his first lick of her lips tem another only this time he touched her clit which made Buffy's hip lunge forward. He then took his thumb and began circling her clit while tonguing her opening. This way driving the golden goddess crazy , she could remember a time when someone licked her so good. Buffy was having a hard time remembering to keep her hand up so she grabbed the comfort. But that was until his tongue found his way into her walls, making her moan out loud and grab his hair. She was beginning to get that tingle feeling and it was coming fast.

"Oh, God. Please don't stop. "

Spike knew she would be able to keep her hand where he wanted them but that made for great sex in his book. Also how can he deny her hand tugging on his hair. It was making him want to come and not only that, the way her vagina walls were quaking made him want to pound her. He quickly removed his thumb from her clit and replaces two finger where his tongue and started fingering her curving them so he hit a nerve every time. Buffy body began to convulse and move above he and begin to kiss her .

"Come for me, love."

"God, I'm coming. Aahhhhhhhh"

Spike held her until her body calmed and removed his finger and put them in his mouth .Buffy looked at him amazed.

"Hmmm. You taste so good, pet."

"Fuck. That was good."

"You liked it, huh."

Spike looked at her wondering how long they were going to last. Hoping tonight wont be the first and only time together. He had a great feeling about her and it scared him Buffy was thinking the same thing. Thogh they both would never admit it. They owned each other now.

Buffy started to caress his back down to his firm butt. And squeeze it.

"Found something you like."

"Oh, yea. And there's something you haven't given me yet."

"I would but I sorta didn' bring protection, love."

" Oh, well." Buffy had to think if she trusted him enough to grant him this privilege. " I never do this I just feel like I can trust you. So I'm on the pill if you want to. You know still.."

"You sure love I've always used condoms.."

"I trust you."

Spike kisses her . She made him feel like he's never before important. After tonight he decided what ever it takes he's was going to find her again after tonight.

"You ready."

Buffy nodded and Spike placed is himself at her entrance and push in making both of them moan. He notice that hers was a little louder so stilled his movement until she adjusted. Buffy's hand was clenching his arms as he began so slowly stroke and grind. Spike watch her face expression change and knew she was in pleasure and not pain. Not many girls that hand sex with him could adjust to him package.

Buffy never felt this much pleasure in her life no man on earth she slept with made her feel this good. She was hitting every spot she didn't have to tell him how. He was almost perfect. Until he decided to change positions on her. He lifted her legs and put them on his shoulder. This positions she couldn't handle and knew it because he was smiling at the sounds she was making.

"Feels good don' it ,love? Come on. Come for me. Imma make you come so hard."

And she was coming hard . Her walls were collapsing around Spike penis making him come along with her for the ride.

"OH, SPIKE!"

"!"

Spike pulled himself out and collapsed beside Buffy. They both looked at the ceiling.

"Want a cigarette." Buffy asked Spike.

"Sure, love."

Chapter 6 School

Buffy sitting at her desk, during her first day of school, thinking back to the night she slept with Spike. She hadn't seen him since and she didn't know why she was having feelings of missing him. She never missed anybody. She grew up with people leaving her, why should he be any different. She hadn't spoken to her friends about her escapade with the British blonde, which also was not like her.

Willow stood up when the bell ring and Buffy didn't move she was so in her own thoughts. Willow shoved her lightly on her shoulder to get her attention , Buffy looked at her.

"Yeah, Will. Where's everyone."

"The bell kinda rung. Are you ok?"

"Of cause, why would you ask that dumb question? Not everybody noses stay in books."

Buffy said as she collected her bag and Willow shrugged, they began to walk out the class to the lockers across them. Buffy leaned against some lockers as Willow opened hers and began switching her books out.

Willow starts talking about her girlfriends upcoming birthday and was going on about not knowing what to get her. So she asked a distracted Buffy for suggestion but didn't get a response. So she slammed her locker and her friends jumped giving her a nasty look.

"What the hell? You didn't have to slam your locker just to shut it."

"I didn't mean to. Oh, wait I did."

"Get your mother those strange sage thingy, she walks around the house with. You know she loves the herbal shit."

"I would if it was my mom's birthday I was talking about. It's Tara's" said the red head as they found a seat in the cafeteria.

" Oh, well. I know one thing that wont cost a thing and would be exciting for both of you" Buffy said winking.

" I don't know, Buff. I don't think we're ready for that yet. I want it to mean something when we do it." Willow said not thinking about what effect her words might have on the blonde considering her promiscuous nature.

Buffy shrugged her shoulders as her mind went back to Spike, which it did a lot of the past four days since school started. As Buffy was trying to come up with plans of looking for him without looking desperate her friends hand waving in her face began to agitate her.

"Your gonna have to stop doing that it getting freaking annoying, Will."

"What's going on with you lately? Ever since school started you've been in another dimension."

" Nothing."

"Right."

Willow knew Buffy since middle school, so she knew pushing Buffy for answers for weird behavior was only going to make her keep it in. So she decided to ask her about the night at the Bronze when she left with the sexy British guy.

"So, what happened with that guy at the Bronze Saturday? Did ya'll hook up?"

"You mean before or after he beat the shit out of Parker.?"

"Oh! That's what happened to Parker. He said her was mugged."

Buffy chuckled at Parker's attempt to ease his ego.

"He was being such in as last night her deserved it. Anyhow, we fucked. That's it"

"You did?" Willow asked excitedly.

"You fucked who?" came the raspy voice behind Buffy

Chapter Cousin Faith

Buffy turned around to find her cousin looking at her with her criminating smile. She was surprised to see her especially since she got kicked out for getting caught with coke during locker checks. Then tossed into juvie. At one point they were considered two of a kind, but more different than alike. Buffy was had the knowledge to leave illegal substances at home.

"What blondie, surprised to see me?" asked cousin Faith.

"I am." Willow said nonchantly.

Willow never cared for Faith, ever since she's arrived her best friend has gotten worst. She knew her friend slept around but she always came too school and never did drugs. That was post-Faith. Now Buffy was a total changed person.

"No." Buffy said uncertain, " What are you doing here?"

Faith laughed . She loved her cousin even more now then when they where kids. Ms. Goody Two Shoes turned into a girl who rolled with the punches sometimes literally.

"Visiting, b." Faith said flashing her name tag.

"Wow, they let you back on the property. Who did you have to do to get that privilege?" say the sassy red head.

"Wouldn't you like to know, bookworm."

Just then Anya and Cordelia walks up to the table. Cordy looked annoyed when she saw Faith, she didn't care for her. Anya looked amazed knowing there was a good story behind it.

"Who let the j.d. in the building?:" says Cordy.

"Nice to see you too Cruella."