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Urahara had provided them both gigai's and power masking devices so they would remain undetected, knowing that if anyone were to suspect them alive it would throw everything into more chaos to find Renji or Starrk fraternizing with the enemy. The wheels in his supremely clever and intelligent brain were already working with how to keep the two men together as long as possible and the next course of action. He remembered when he had first fallen in love with that damned cat she devil woman, the clan not wanting her to be with him and then he was exiled from soul society. Yet, she believed him and in time his story was proving true; she had given up everything to be with him, her position, power and for all intensive purposes her clan name. Yes, he understood that in a single moment your heart can turn your life upside down and you will never be the same. Shoo'ing the two men into the bedroom he told them to go talk while he and the two captains sat down to tea, assuring them he had put a soundproof barrier in place so there was no need to hold back, and with a snap of his fan the blonde turned on his clogged heel and left the two men standing there.

Renji let out a nervous chuckle as he looked at the stoic brunette, Starrks emotions were not as easily displayed as his and he had no way of knowing what he was thinking. Scratching the back of his neck he walked over to sit next to the other man on the futon.

"We sure have made a fine mess of things ne?" He stated, gingerly reaching out and touching the brunette's arm.

"Do you feel this is a mess?" Starrk replied very calmly, noticing the jolt of electricity he felt at the shinigami's gentle touch.

"Yes and no, we certainly are running a risk. I don't feel WE are a mess, just the situation."

"I understand" Starrk said, sounding slightly exhausted "an espada and a shinigami. It's dangerous for both of us if more people find out. Your friends are sympathetic it appears, however the quieter the better."

Renji nodded in agreement "I know they are trying to buy us time, to be together; but-"

"Return to our respective worlds is imminent?" Starrk raised a delicate eyebrow "I know this Renji and I readily accept that we are on borrowed time so why" he brought his face closer to his lovers "are we sitting here chatting when we both know what we really want to do?"

That was all it took for Renji to lose control, fisting the brunettes shaggy locks in his hand he pulled him down on top of him as he crashed their mouths together. Starrk languidly moved his lips against Renji's slowing down his fiery lover's pace, wanting to savor each moment of their interaction. He felt Renji moan into his mouth as the red heads spicy sweet scent hit his sensitive nose, pulling the slightly taller man closer Starrk let his hands wander down the expanse of the broad chest to trace around his waist and flow toward his low back finally resting on the man's perfectly sculpted rear. Pressing his hips into Renji's he felt the growing bulge in his lover's pants and lightly ground against it with his own eliciting a throaty wanton moan from the redhead spitfire. Smirking against the kiss he was rather pleased with himself until he felt a jolt of pleasure shoot through him and noticed he was being cupped and manhandled in all the right ways by the younger man.

"Two can play at this Starrk Coyote" he said huskily as he gently rubbed him through his hakama.

"Renji Abarai, you are as unpredictable in bed as you are in battle" he smiled as he saw the man's eyes light up and a blush spread over his cheeks. He reached out a calloused hand and angled Renji's face so he was looking into his eyes.

"Truly Renji you are more beautiful than anything I have ever seen. The untamed wildness about you, the raw, rough edge that protects everyone the heart holds dear." He let out a soft sigh "the determination you have in you, the honesty of your actions and words. Yet you have a gentle stillness of your very soul, as you are at peace because you only walk the path you believe in. I doubt there is another being more incredible than you; I would sacrifice my very being to be in your arms and still cannot believe you have accepted me." He kissed Renji's lips gently and pulling back saw the crimson eyes glimmering with what threatened to be tears. He didn't have time to ask if his lover was alright or what he was thinking because he was suddenly swept into an overwhelming embrace as Renji maneuvered them so that he was straddling Starrk.

Looking down into the brunette's eyes that were full of emotion Renji knew of only one way to respond, the way he always responded; with action. The words had moved him and he wanted to show the brunette that he too felt the same, he tangled the coarse brown hair in his hand loosely and pulled the man's head to the side exposing his throat. Starrk grunted in protest but was quickly silenced when Renji began to kiss and nip at his beautifully angled jaw line, trailing it to his goatee then working his way straight down, lightly licking his adam's apple before gently assaulting an earlobe. As his tongue laved and teeth nipped Renji was undoing the cumbersome clothing, finally he moved the robe aside and untied the obi, making quick work of the hakama he studied his lover amidst the pile of clothes. Starrk was magnificent and Renji greedily drank in the sight of the normally stoic man naked on the pile of black and white clothing, his eyes more hooded than normal to the point they almost looked closed as he panted softly with lust, his brown hair in slight disarray and his skin glistening with a slight sheen of perspiration. He grinned wolfishly as his eager eyes raked down his physique, his chest was not as broad as Renji's but just as muscular with the taunt pectoral and abdominal muscles standing out in contrast to his tanned skin, his arms were lithe yet all muscle as they clutched on to Renji's hips for purchase. His torso tapered slightly to his waist and right below his navel a small trail of brunette hair appeared, Renji moved off him to lightly kiss his navel and slowly follow the trail. His hands went to Starrks hipbones where he saw the wonderfully defined V leading downward to the ultimate prize, as he slowly kissed lower and lower he felt Starrk's erection brushing against him, finally he pulled back readying himself. Laying a kiss right on top of the brunette's slit he ran his tongue down the hardened length, Starrk gasped in surprise and his hands shot to Renji's hair as he desperately tried to control himself when the red head took his whole length in with one gulp.

Starrk was sure he was in heaven, or something close to it. No one had ever done this before it was always wham bam thank you ma'am or sir, depending. He had wanted to take his time but this, this was beyond what he had expected from the other man, he heard a string of moans and sighs unbidden slipping from between his lips as he felt the warmth of the other man's mouth enclose him. He buried his hands in the red silken tresses as he rolled his hips into the waiting mouth, groaning softly he was barely aware he was calling his lover's name as he felt an exquisite vibration against him and the firm press of a tongue just under the tip of his cock. No one had ever worshipped his body quite like this, he felt Renji's rough hand slid up to worry a nipple as the other one gently caressed his balls all the while the red heads eyes gazed up at his hooded ones; he could see the lust and desire shining from the crimson orbs as Renji hollowed his cheeks and sucked until he could stand it no more. Starrk wasn't one that easily lost control however the loving assault was more than he could take, giving in to his feral side he fisted the red locks and bucked his hips into the man's mouth driving his length further down Renji's throat.

Renji bore the abuse of his mouth knowing full well what was going on as Starrk raced toward completion. He pinched the nipple harder and not so gently squeezed the sac he held in his other hand, sucking harder than he previously had he swirled his tongue around the sensitive head that was dripping with pre cum. Starrk continued to buck into his mouth forcing his length down Renji's throat, and he was sure the brunette was trying to touch his stomach with his dick, he lightly hummed around it trying to drive him over the edge. It worked and with a particularly vicious thrust he felt spurts of hot liquid hit the back of his throat, trying not to gag on it he immediately swallowed the salty fluid down. Spurt after spurt Starrk emptied into his mouth and he continued to suck and swallow his seed until he was flaccid. He looked up, the brunette was a sweaty, flushed mess on the futon, grinning he knew he had accomplished what he wanted to. He got up and snaked his way up his lover's body trailing kisses along the way until he reached his mouth, Starrk readily turned toward him kissing him gently and wrapped his arms around his strong shoulders.

"Renji" his voice was quiet "arigato, no one has done that for me." Renji's eyes went wide, that explained a lot.

"No one?" He was puzzled he knew arrancars had sex but…

"We do not show affection in the manner you do, it was…nice." He said a blush coloring the bridge of his nose and Renji nuzzled him with affection.

"I'll do it again then" he said kissing the tip of the slightly bumped nose, then kissing his forehead. Starrk sighed happily turning into his lovers arms Renji chuckled "don't get comfortable Coyote, I'm not done with you yet" he murmured into the man's ear and felt a start of surprise in Starrk, he laughed as he began to pepper the brunette's neck with light kisses. Luckily for Renji Urahara was a pervert who had sex mostly any and everywhere and his lover Yourichi was not much better, those two were exhibitionists to their very core; in this case it worked out in his favor as he searched the bedside table for a bottle of oil, lube, lotion, hell anything. He was rewarded with a small unopened vial; did he put that there on purpose? He shook his head and popped the top giving his brunette Adonis gentle nips along his bicep as he coated his fingers, Starrk was watching him closely but not stopping him and as Renji began to prepare him he watched attentively for any sign of discomfort.

Starrk wasn't sure what the red head was doing but when he pulled out a bottle of lube he got the picture, or at least sort of. He had never had sex with a man but had heard from that nasty kitty Grimmjow how it was done and had unfortunately walked in on Nnoi rutting with him one time, so he had a pretty disturbing introduction to it. He knew Renji intended to do that with him and while he wanted to he was also worried, setting his jaw so the other man couldn't sense his apprehension he watched as Renji coated his fingers with the glistening substance and nipped at his bicep slowly making his way lower yet again. Starrk felt a pressure at his entrance and a warmth enter him as one of Renji's calloused digits breached his virginity, he went stiff for a moment, his lover sensing this dropped soft kisses on his inner thighs and used his free hand to cup his ass and gently massage it. He let out the breath he'd been holding and when he did felt a second finger join the first, he felt as Renji began to scissor his fingers, loosening him for no doubt what was next. It wasn't uncomfortable really just very different and unusual. His eyes went wide as he felt a jolt of pleasure go though him and his hips moved on their own accord, shocked he looked down at Renji who had a wicked look on his face and he moved his finger again and Starrk's hips rolled against his hand. Letting out a string of curses and a low moan he let his head drop back as his feral lover prepared to mount him like a bitch, something the primera never would normally allow but he was feeling things he had never felt before and right now dominance was the furthest thing from his mind. He felt Renji's fingers leave him and whined with the empty feeling he now had, he heard a small chuckle and felt a gentle press against him as he was stretched yet again by something MUCH bigger, and wiggling his hips he demanded his lover enter him. Renji refused, giving him time to grow accustomed to his size while raining down kisses on his face and nipping at his neck while his hands roamed over the expanse of his body, a loving distraction as once Renji felt him relax he completed his entry in one quick thrust. Crying out in a sudden sharp pain it quickly faded as he was pulled into a head spinning demanding kiss from his red headed Casanova, moaning against the demanding mouth he surrendered his very being to Renji, his body moved on its own accord as he rolled his hips into Renji who began moving inside him. At first he didn't feel anything then he bent his knees and Renji looped them over his tattooed arms as he began to thrust slowly in and out, and that's when he felt it. His vision blurred, his stomach became warm and a rather effeminate cry embarrassingly fell from his lips. Renji's eyes lit up and he thrust in again and again each time earning a low whine from Starrk as he felt his dick start to grow hard yet again and his whole body began tingling.

Renji didn't think he'd ever seen anything so beautiful in his life; this man was his if only for a little while. The fucking primera espada was bottoming for him, allowing him, trusting him this much; he felt like his heart was on fire. He knew Starrk could have easily thrown him off and taken him savagely but had allowed him to love him, to make love to him. As a result the man beneath him was now panting raggedly in pleasure, low whines and moans similar to a woman's wrenching from his throat, sweat slicked hair that was sticking to his forehead and his cock which had become hard again brushing against his stomach, swollen and red with the need to release. He moved the man's legs to his shoulders and placed his hands on the futon, dipping his head down he captured the brunette's kiss swollen lips with his own and sucking gently on the bottom lip he kept up his rhythm wanting to drive Starrk over the edge. He didn't have to wait long as he felt the brunette's arms wind around his neck and pull him in closer, he felt the body beneath him shudder with what he knew was impending release; picking up the pace slightly he intensified his kisses and almost lost it when Starrk moaned his name into his mouth. He felt the slim hips beneath him buck wildly and erratically, he just held still and let Starrk roll and buck against him, taking what he needed to reach his climax and he did. Clawing at Renji's back he essentially rode him from beneath him as he impaled himself over and over again on the red heads cock, the bright red curls meshing with the dark brown, glistening with the sweat of their lovemaking, as their groins smashed into each other over and over again. The sight made Renji harder and as he heard Starrk scream out and felt his orgasm splatter on his chest, the walls clamped around him and he thrust violently twice into his lover as he saw white and shuddered with his rather forceful release. Moaning he propped himself up on his elbows above the brunette who was smiling rather dreamily. He moved his hand to the back of his head.

"What are you doing?" Starrk asked confused as to why Renji was checking his head.

"Just making sure I didn't shoot a hole in your head, that was…" He trailed off giving his lover a soft kiss.

Starrk looked up at him "I've never done that, I've always had women. I didn't know it could be like that" he admitted.

"Never?" Renji's voice was soft he wasn't surprised Starrk hadn't bottomed but to have never been with a man, and he let Renji have him. He pulled the man into his arms and nuzzled his shoulder breathing in his minty scent.

"No, I always used Harribel or her fraccion, there was never a man I liked well enough to go to bed with" he sighed and Renji felt a kiss fall on the crown of his head.

"Thank you Starrk, for giving me that gift" he told the shaggy haired man. He thought this is the second time someone has entrusted me with such a thing, but this is different. This feels different, as if I've found the other half of my soul.

"Because you have" intoned a woman's voice.

"Zabimaru..what?!"

Urahara, Juushiro and Shunui had just sat down to tea and were discussing what to do about the current situation when a rather loud moan punctuated by a cry of "RENJI" filled their ears. Juushiro sprayed tea all over Urahara and turned bright red; Shunsui smiled lazily and turned accusing eyes on Urahara.

"You never put up a sound barrier did you? You old pervert."

Fanning himself Urahara tittered "now now what would the fun of that be?"

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