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After word had gotten out of Aizen's defeat the next few days had passed by in a blur with Renji and Starrk soaking up each other's attention and frankly not paying much mind to anything else other than eating and feeding their voracious sexual appetites. Starrk, who knew nothing of the human world, was very interested in learning from Renji about it and as such when Karakura town was restored the two men frequently went out in their gigai, Renji finding it quite cute how the simplest things were fascinating to the powerful espada. Starrk had told him that while some of the espada's loyalty to Aizen was due to his zanpaktou's power there was also a certain amount of mental manipulation that had taken place and in his case simply a void that needed to be filled; which he was ashamed to admit was why he had followed the man blindly. They had spoken of it one night shortly after the war had ended.
The rain fell hard against the roof as the two men exhausted after their lovemaking snuggled down in the bed. Starrk seemed distant and Renji was unsure of why as his lover had been anything but since their fateful meeting, Starrk was absentmindedly stroking his hair, the red mane he had grown to love when Renji spoke softly, barely audible above the pounding of the rain over Urahara's roof.
"What is it Starrk?" Startled out of his reverie the brunette chuckled softly at his flame haired lover's question. Renji turned his face up to his, twisting slightly in his arms as he looked up at Starrk to see him smiling down affectionately. Pressing his lips to Renji's forehead he let out a small sigh.
"It's just, I've never known such peace" Renji snorted and he smiled fondly "I know it's hard to believe that during and following a war I could be feeling this but it's true. I met you" his arms tightened around Renji "and you accepted me despite everything, and for the first time I feel that I truly have a friend, someone who understands me." Renji's brows furrowed slightly as he nuzzled against Starrks chest
"Didn't you have friends? The other espada? Aizen?"
Starrk shook his head, shaggy brown locks swinging "the other espada all had their reasons for being there. Most of us just went about our duties, Lilynette and I kept to ourselves but we did love to spar with Grimmjow on occasion and Harribel's company while not pleasant wasn't unwelcome, at best we tolerated each other. Aizen" he said with disdain "used all of us for his own end. He preyed on our weaknesses and made us into his soldiers, we thought we were fighting for an ideal but instead imagine our surprise when he was defeated and his hold on us disappeared and we fully realized what we had been doing." He paused, sighing "I watched him kill Harribel, one of us when she was no longer deemed useful to him, would he have killed me too if I had proved the same? No, I am not a tool to be used neither is Lilynette, we are one soul split into two because we so desired a friend." His voice took on a tone of strange conviction and softness as he spoke "we lived together in Hueco Mundo in the desert, searching for more like us. Wherever we went hollows died because of our strength, they couldn't withstand us, Aizen found us one night surrounded by mountains of dead hollows and told us he knew of others like us; friends. We wanted friends but what we found was a gathering of strong beings, but no friends. No one truly desired to know us, to speak to us or spend time with us other than sparring, being the primera we were shunned and envied for our power."
Renji nodded in understanding, at first Ichigo had been shunned but then gradually accepted he could believe Starrk had experienced the same tenfold and without the happy ending, and the espada had been under Aizen's shikai to be soldiers so he could see why Starrk, who enjoyed sleeping sex and eating would be shunned as he did not like fighting. Yet, despite that he was the strongest which would make that a bone of contention for the others, especially the more bloodthirsty ones. He snuggled deeper in his lover's arms as Starrk continued.
"So once again Lilynette and I were alone yet surrounded by others. Then we came here to fight, I thought if we fought and one maybe things would change for us but watching the others get defeated and Aizen not even flinching as his soldiers fell and then killing one of his own" he shook his head "was unacceptable. Then I saw you, the instant I did I felt a pull, a desire to know you; it was perhaps lust but more than that. When we started to fight I knew I couldn't really kill you, I wanted you to live, your wildness and ferocity spoke to me. Underneath it all I knew neither of us wanted to fight each other but were destined to and I wanted to change our destiny into something other than blood and death for when I looked into your eyes I knew you had already seen enough of this war." He dropped a light kiss on the crown of Renji's head.
"So you saw in me what you knew in yourself?" Starrk nodded, and Renji smiled "is this what you hoped to turn it into?" He heard a throaty laugh from above him and grinned at the instant change in the man, everyone else saw a stoic man but only Renji knew he displayed the full range of emotions behind closed doors. Renji alone had the privilege of seeing him display all rage of emotions from happiness, to sadness, and to pleasure as he panted during lovemaking, and his gentle kind affection he only bestowed on the red head.
"In a way yes" he mused "you have always been alone in your feelings to some degree, I saw in you a need to express something feral and wild; something you feel you need permission to let out. Except you don't need permission, a being as free and wild as yourself doesn't need anyone's blessing, you know what is right in your heart and you follow it; don't let others dictate what you do. We both have experienced too much loneliness and we recognized a true companion when we saw it, at best I was hoping for simple respect but this" he smiled broadly "no matter how short lived was beyond my wildest imagining."
Renji twisted from his grasp and sat up; smiling wolfishly he captured the man's lips with his own in a searing kiss brimming with passion. When Renji spoke again his voice was husky and thick with desire
"then, let me show you that we are no longer alone, and let me" his voice dropped to a low whisper "show you what's in my heart."
They had made love then, fiercely, passionately, gently and tenderly for Renji displayed his love for the other man through his actions. The fierceness of their battle when he realized he had the desire to possess the other man body and soul, as he thrust into the lithe muscular body beneath him his passion as he let moan after throaty moan roll from his mouth, his gentleness as he touched Starrk with reverence and care, tenderness as when they both came he had captured the other man's lips with his cupping his cheek with his hand and simply conveyed his love in a kiss.
Which had brought them where they were now, having just indulged in some lunch and tea with Urahara and Juushiro the two men had retired, leaving the two powerful shinigami to deal with Lilynette who insisted the old men spar with her, instead Juushiro insisted he could not fight a child and gave her candy; Jinta however was more than willing to take on the challenge. As the two fought Starrk and Renji could hear the crashes and banging of destruction along with Urahara's singsong voice reminding them if they break it they buy it.
Snuggling down deeper into Starrks embrace Renji's hand wandered over his tight abdomen, he breathed in his lover's heady scent that smelled of winter and leaning down latched his mouth onto a pert nipple, hearing a moan from Starrk he suckled harder. Starrks hand wandered down his lower back as he cupped Renji's ass and squeezed, he nibbled the abused nipple gently and pulled his head back to look at Starrk. While Renji was usually dominant in bed he suddenly felt the urge to be taken by this man, he wanted to know what it would feel like to have Starrk make love to him; his eyes flickered electric for an instant and he smiled. Dipping his head back down he moved to the other nipple slowly positioning his lover underneath him who simply smiled up at him lazily with lust gleaming in his eyes, Renji gently rained kisses down on him, his forehead, eyelids, nose and finally captured his mouth while his hands began to move the cumbersome clothing out of the way. Starrk sighed and moaned as his mouth was being invaded in the sweetest way, Renji's hands running up and down the expanse of his body, his mouth slowly moving lower and lower until Renji took the tip of Starrks hard manhood in his mouth, running his tongue across the slit he felt the familiar tang of salty fluid he had become so accustomed to, hollowing his cheeks he began to suck him gently. Starrk rolled his hips into Renji's mouth as he felt his feisty lover take him, groaning in pleasure he fisted the beautiful red hair that belonged to the head currently bobbing up and down on him and he felt himself grow rock hard, to his surprise Renji released him with a soft pop and climbed on the bed beside him.
"I want you to take me" he said seductively, excitement sparking from his deep auburn eyes, Starrk was startled, he had not been expecting this and moreover didn't know how, the last thing he wanted to do was hurt the man he had come to love.
"Show me" he said as stoically as possible, his eyes giving away his nervousness in spite of himself. Renji nodded and reached for the bottle of lube, coating Starrks fingers with it he guided him to his puckered pink entrance; as they lay side by side he cautiously inserted one finger and was surprised at the tight warmth that encompassed him. Renji's face contorted slightly and then relaxed, he knew his lover was used to being on top and had never been penetrated before he could see that this strong shinigami was definitely not submissive; and the knowledge that he was about to take him made his dick quiver in anticipation. Slowly he introduced another finger and felt the sphincter stretch against him, scissoring his fingers like he had felt Renji do the muscle relaxed but his lover still looked uncomfortable, spreading out his fingers he began searching for what he knew Renji always seemed to hit inside him, and within a few minutes he was rewarded when Renji arched his back with a cry and his semi flaccid penis began to engorge with blood. He kissed him as he continued to massage his prostate, his own dick growing harder as he laid next to his lover and watched him writhe under his ministrations, his red hair fanned out across his pillow and a light sheen of sweat coating his brow; auburn eyes darkened with desire and lips swollen from kissing. He knew they needed release and he used the lube to wet his length as his lover watched him with hooded eyes, capturing the flame haired shinigami's lips in a gentle kiss he positioned himself over him murmuring in his ear how much the man turned him on, how wild and beautiful he was, Renji moaned and wrapped his legs around his waist, he wanted his sensitive brunette lover inside of him and wanted it now, chuckling Starrk captured his lips in his own and thought that his was a lover he never wanted to tame.
Slow and gently he pushed against the virgin entrance, the head of his cock easing gently in as he saw the consternation on Renji's face, he remembered what that had felt like for him and gently soothed him with a peppering of kisses across his neck and loving nips on his earlobe, as he eased in he felt the muscle gradually grow used to him and relaxing just enough so the man was more comfortable. Stilling once he was fully sheathed in the warmth of the strong body beneath him he reared back so he could get a better view of Renji and placed a hand on the broad chest. His lover was panting slightly now, his mouth open showing two sharp canines, sweat glistening on his body as his chest rose and fell in a rapid rhythm; his eyes darkened and hooded locked with his while his lips curled into a smile that he knew was only given to him. Renji placed his hand on top of Starrks that was half holding Starrk up and half pinning Renji down.
"Fuck's sake Starrk, move already" he demanded in a tone that was anything but demanding. And move he did, slowly at first then quicker as Renji's low moans became howls of pleasure and Starrk took extra care to hit the sweet spot of his lover over and over as he had done so many times for him. Renji looked up at his lover the man reared back was a breathtaking sight, his wavy brown hair was dampened with sweat, his mouth open breathing heavy while he thrust in and out, his hand still firmly on Renji's chest while the other held onto his hip, his grey blue eyes had deepened in color and out of them shone an emotion he had only imagined someone feeling toward him. Moaning as his prostate was struck again and again the wave of pleasure grew and as he felt himself nearing climax he pulled the man closer with his legs and locked eyes with him, a low feral moan emanated from his throat as he rocked his hips into Starrks, his eyes closed and mouth gasping for air Renji felt the pleasure coil deep inside him and then release in spurts onto their stomachs never breaking eye contact as he rode out his orgasm; he heard Starrk cry out and felt a warmth shoot inside of him in spurts as the man rode out his own release. Dropping down onto his elbows Starrk looked down into hazy eyes as he kissed his lover, nuzzling him gently he withdrew and pulled the red head into his arms dropping kisses all on his head and face, he heard Renji grunt and then saw a small smile break onto his face; but before either of them could say anything they heard a small choked noise from the doorway.
"You're…you're fucking and ESPADA?!" All Starrk saw was a flash of orange hair disappear, Renji moaned and got up grimacing at the unexpected pain in his back side and chased after the man, in nothing but a bed sheet.