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Butler-

Butler looked me straight in the eye. D'arvit. "How do you know that word." His loud booming voice. "I do not know what you are talking about." I decided to lie.

"Yes, you do. Butler could snap your neck in one movement. If you don't want that to happen, I suggest you speak." Artemis nodded and I smiled. "Yes, of course he will. And then my secret will die with me." I gave him a vampire smile that I was born with.

"Fine. I will be right back." Artemis stood up and was almost to the door when I said. "Really, Mud boy?" I really wanted to freak him out, but nothing I did would. I was mad, a feeling I was used to.

He quickened his pace and reached the door. "Don't let her out. She may walk around, but do not let her on my computer. And don't let her hurt herself."

Artemis walked out of the room. I instantly dashed to the corner, bringing my knees to my chest. I put my head down so I didn't have to look at anyone. I put in my head phones I had found in my pocket. It was playing Bring Me To Life.

I was thinking about how I got here and how I was going to get out. Maybe it was a dream. But if it was, it felt really real.

I didn't even realize I was singing softly. 'How can you see into my eyes like open doors?' I sighed and closed my mouth when I realized it.

How can I get out? I couldn't think because there was something else on my mind. One thought that I had never thought before. Can I kill myself? It was such a horrible world! I mentally screamed at myself to shut up. I am so weird! I hate it! Why can't I be someone else?!

Someone normal? What can I do? I feel numb! I started to panic. My head shot up and I scraped my nails against my skin, making a long slash.

I sighed as I felt the pain swell up and the blood drip down my arm. Juliet and Butler rushed to me and held my arms. Juliet started working on the bandages.

I pulled my ear phones out and actually looked one of them in the eyes. "Why are you putting that stuff on my arm?" I asked, even though I knew what it was. "Because you're bleeding!

You need to stop this. You're hurting yourself!" Juliet finished and sat by me. Butler was staring at me. "I don't care if I hurt myself or not. We are all going to die at some point, so why does it matter If I do?" I rolled my eyes.

"Because! I –uh…" Juliet trailed off and I muttered cowpog. "I would rather die than live." I lied. "WHAT!" Juliet thought I was going to commit suicide. "No, I am not going to kill myself, it was just a statement.

You just don't know how it is to be me." I sighed and put my head down. "Then what is it like?" Juliet asked. "For a thirteen year old, you are pretty small." Juliet tapped her chin. "Wait, you think I am a teen? I am only ten."

I coughed. My voice was so quiet, I could barely hear it. "You're only ten!" Juliet's eyes bulged. Everyone's like that when they find out that I am Emo and stuff like that. It's always" But she's only ten!" and I am like, I was born like this.

It's always my age. I heard someone walk in the room. I put my ear buds back in. I just wanted to be left alone. But of course I was forced to put my head up because someone kept tapping my shoulders. I saw some girl that looked like…..Holly?

I guess. She fit the description. "Hello, Captain Short." I gave her my dead stare that made anyone think I was dead. She gasped and pulled up her visor. "How do you know my name?" she had put on the Mesmer. "I read the Artemis Fowl Books by Eion Colfer." I said quietly.

"Have you got that Foaly?" Holly stood up. Something happened and next thing I know I am being carried. "Where are we going?" I asked. "Haven." Someone said and everything went black

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