Disclaimer: I do not own The Sisters Grimm or Whistle by Flo Rida
Recap:
I finally calmed thinking of this memory and walked back into the house, not shutting to door so I could listen to the calming waves and breath the salty air as I drift into a peaceful sleep, but quickly it turns to nightmares.
The Past's Not Always in the Past Chapter 5
Sabrina's POV
"I hate you so much you caused us so much pain and suffering, do you even love us! Because I know I don't love you!" Mom yells
"Yes! Yes! I love you how could I not! I'm sorry about what ever I did just forgive me! Please!" I cry with tears streaming down my face.
"Never, you brought Daphne up horribly you could have done so much better! But no, now she is dead!" Dad screams. Suddenly Daphne's little bloody body is in front of me, cold and lifeless.
"Daphne! Daphne! Wake up!" I break down in heart wrenching sobs "I tried my best, I am so so sorry Daph, so sorry," I try to explain
"No! You barley tried at all! You lied about everything! Now Daphne is dead! D-e-a-d! And it's all you fault!" Mom Screeches breaking down in sobs herself.
"I hope you are happy you self-centered little brat!" Dad explodes
"No! I always put Daphne first! I tried my best! I didn't mean for this to happen!"
"Sabrina! Sabrina!" Daphne yells, wait I thought she was dead.
"Sabrina!" I wake up. I am breathing heavy and covered in my own sweat and tears. My throat hurts and feels scratchy, I must have been screaming, Good thing we are in the beach house because I must have been screaming loud to wake up Daphne. Daphne is on top of me looking at me with wide eyes.
I curl up in to a ball and start sobbing again, this is bad I am getting weaker, I am crying very often now a days. I finally stop crying.
"What was your dream about?" Daphne asks
"Could we not talk about it?" I question
"Sure," she answers. "Well, I'm going to go eat breakfast."
"Alright," I look at the clock, it's nine. "I'm gonna do my work out then take a shower then be down for lunch. Okay?" I inquire.
"Sounds good." Daphne answers then leaves.
I sigh and look at Cudi, "What am I going to do?" I ask, completely rhetorical, it's not like I expect him to answer, but even if he did that wouldn't be the weirdest thing that has ever happened me. Cudi jumps up on the bed and then puts his front paws on my legs and licks my face.
I start thinking about my dream, and my parents. I already know Daphne loves me for who I am and was a little sad when I hid myself from everyone, but she understood why. Why wouldn't my parents and the rest of my family love me for who I am, and there is little chance my past can hurt them, I wonder why I was fussing about it before.
So I came to my decision. I am going to be who I was and am. Myself. A sensitive, crazy, jerk face.
So I leave to start the transformation, when I go down stairs man are they going to be in for a surprise.
I change in to one of the many bathing suit (full suit) in the beach house closet, it's the closest thing I can get to a leotard then I walk out of the beach house, out of the bathroom, and into the gymnastic room. The room is as about as big as a large factory, the whole floor is covered with mats, there are many ropes and rings, to do midair stuff, two balance beams, one set of uneven bars, floor, vault, a huge sound system with surround sound, there is big open arch-way into the trampoline room incase I want to try something on the trampoline first and a wall of mirrors. Also my favorite parts, one enormous foam pit and a huge rock wall that goes all the way up the wall.
To warm up I do a very simple back bend and walk over.
Then it starts. I crank the music from my iPod (which I plugged in), Whistle by Flo Rida blasts out of the speakers I start jumping around dancing doing flips, I do a back hand spring on the floor, then do the vault, then dance over to the balance beams singing "You just put your lips together and you come real close!". I start rapping and cracking up at myself even though I think I did pretty well. I get on the beam and do two cartwheels then do another backbend and walkover then flip off and then the song changes and I turn off the music and take a breather. I can't believe I can still do all that after all this time; it's been so long.
I leave the room grab a water from the kitchen, and finish it in one gulp. Then I head straight to the bathroom, without a second thought to what my family will do when the see my hair. I take the red and black hair die out from under the sink and start my work, I've done this so many times that even though I forgot what to do, my hands didn't.
Sorry short I know, I had a busy week.