This Chapter is just about the next 4 days for Gwen. (going to be compared with Remmy's)

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Chapter 10: Gwen's Next Four Days

It's been four days and Lily still won't speak to me. Hell, I'm not speaking to her either but this is weird. It's weird because we've been partners in almost everything since 1st year. It's weird because Lily and I always make up. It's weird because I should feel sorry but I don't.

It probably has something to do with the fact that she now sits with Malcolm on the Ravenclaw table; holding his hand and laughing and hugging and pecking each other's cheeks. Every time they touch Dorcas practically winces. It's hard to watch.

They were about to kiss in potions yesterday when Dorcas gripped my arm tightly. I rolled my eyes at how dramatic she was steadily getting but inside I was trying to think of what to do. I did the only logical thing that any smart thinking person would do:

I tipped our cauldron over.

It fell on the floor with a loud thwack and the neutral goo went all over the floor beside Lily and Malcolm. The loud bang stopped them kissing and Lily glowered at me. I smiled sickly-sweetly back.

Dorcas didn't want to take sides but with her inability to be around Lily and Malcolm she's at my shoulder more than ever. Marlene was shocked when she heard.

'You had a fight?' She said when she saw how I and lily were blanching each other in the dorm.

I nodded.

She rolled her eyes, 'What was it about?'

'Everything' I huffed.

'Ah. Well, I give it a week. In the meantime I'm sitting with Jordan- I'm not taking sides in whatever this is.'

And so she did that. She and Jordan were as strong as ever, he brought her flowers a couple of days ago. How he got them into school was a mystery but they now sat on her bedside table all pretty and proud. Roses, it was romantic.

Remus was avoiding me too. I'm sure he was; Dorcas said that I was just going crazy but it was the little things like how he always had a pre-set excuse to not go to the library with me or a reason why he suddenly has to go at the end of class and doesn't want to walk with me anymore.

I'm starting to miss him, Every time I try to catch up with him in the corridor he turns the corner and just disappears, the corridor Remus-less. I don't know how he's doing it or why, I just know that he is.

I tried to gain the courage to sit with him at lunch but he's always sat in the middle of Sirius and James with peter opposite him like they're guarding him. When I walk past they all glare at me viscously except Remus who just looks at his food like he doesn't want to look at me at all which is much worse. What was happening?

Maybe James blames me for being the reason why Lily is over there with Malcolm? I could understand that. But what about the others?

Did Remus blame me too?, was I responsible for keeping his best friend and lily apart?

It had all started in hogsmeade in Gonko's. When he said we'd go another time. That was the first excuse he made and he'd done that because of something Sirius' look said. The secrets were killing me.

Dorcas was my partner for most things now that Lily hated me, Malcolm being hers.

It was great and a good laugh but It wasn't the same though, especially since Dorcas was flinching and pretending she wasn't just staring at Lily and Malcolm all lesson. I don't know how she can not hate Lily when she's sitting is Dorceey's crush's lap. I asked Dorcas about it after she spent all of potions trying to eavesdrop on what they were saying as they sat in front of us.

About a thousand emotions crossed her face before she whispered (so they wouldn't accidently hear):

'No, I don't. I think Lily likes him as well and she didn't know that I like him.'

I looked at her in amazement; she really was kind-hearted and sweet. I wondered how she wasn't a Hufflepuff she was so loyal. But I wasn't. I looked at lily as she turned to James who was just as on edge as Dorcas was before she turned back to Malcolm her face a little guilty. I had glared at her back for the rest of the lesson.

I was lonelier than ever since most of the time Dorcas wanted to be alone in the dorm, not that she would say it, and Marlene was with Jordon. Remus avoiding me and Lily hating me.

I had to keep busy a lot because I was starting to miss them, I was starting to want to hear about the stupid stuff James has done. I was starting to miss seeing Remus smile and frown at the same time and when he would help me focus when I couldn't concentrate on my work.

Most of the time I just read. The book I bought from the bookshop at Hogsmeade was actually really weird, it was called, 'The most terrifying Monsters to walk the wizarding world' by Andreth Mickried. There was a chapter per monster, I was on Dementors. It gave me chills reading it.

Literally, there was a magical square on one of the pages that if you pressed your finger to you would feel how you would if a Dementor was in your presence. It was horrible. I only had my finger on it for 10 seconds and I swore never again.

I liked the book. It freaked me out but I couldn't stop reading it.

What's more I still don't have a date to the Winter ball yet and no-one has asked me at all.

I miss my best friend, Lily.

I miss my- what was he? friend/study partner that puts up with me, Remus. Remmypoo.

Wow , I hope she sorts this out, I'm getting lonely just talking about how she is never with anyone. She's getting a little anxious isn't she?

Confused, alone, annoyed= perfect recipe for bitterness. At least she has that book to read to pass the time; the monster book.

Next Chapter is Remus' view of these four days.

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