Within Touch Yet Out Of Bounds
Chapter Eighteen - Eighteen Bottles
Justice pressed Alex into the mattress putting some of her weight on his chest to keep him their. Alex gasped at the sudden weight however, Justice took this as a advantage as shoved her slim tongue into his wet mouth. She could taste the tinge of coffee mixed with nicotine, and something else. Something specifically Alex. It was just too much to process, Alex couldn't help but let his instincts take over as he returned the favor and kissed the woman back. Much to Justice's approval as she moaned sweetly.
Alex found the women to be very controlling over the situation, she wanted to control every aspect of it, like where his hands were going. But he wasn't going to be bossed around
Making sure Justice guard was down, he quickly attacked and turned the young woman over on her back. Bringing himself with her. The kiss broke for a second before be resealed.
Justice just stared for a while, focusing on the mans shifting eye's. Why were they so shifty at the moment? What was he thinking? She could see the slight pang of fear in his expression but she didn't know why it was there. Before she knew it the warmth of his body left her as he pilled away.
"I'm done playing." He growled, sounding rather angry. Although Justice felt like the anger was mostly directed at himself than her. Alex got off the bed, making sure not to glance back at her.
To say she was confused was an understatement she was baffled.
Alex clenched his fist to stop himself from causing a scene. How could he of been so stupid to let her control him again.
He didn't know what kind of game she was playing, but he had at least been thinking when she had been flirting at school and before, that she might have actually like him. But looking into her face just then he could see she only wanted one thing off him. If he wanted that he would have picked someone up in a bar, not someone that he was starting to develop a friendship and trust with.
"Are you gonna keep rejecting the fact you want this?" The girl spoke with a hint of frustration.
"This?" Alex said in disgust. The girl thought he was an idiot, thought she could play him, he was an idiot for developing such feelings towards her. "This, is never what i wanted." He may be more observant than most people but if someone didn't realize something was up they were an idiot.
Justice smirked. The type of smirk which spelled trouble. "What do you want?" She purred and she got off the bed. With snake movements she got behind Alex tense body, "Do you want me all to yourself?"
"Enough Justice, what game are you trying to play with me?" Alex's voice became intense, a sudden electricity was in the air.
The girl laughed bitterly and waved her finger, "Games are for children."
"Bullshit. You're trying to play me, I'm not an idiot."
Justice again laughed and played with the buttons on her shirt, "Let's play then."
"I don't think so, you can have the bed to yourself tonight. And if you feel like playing a game, grab solitaire." Alex sneered, watching Justice's face drop to a scowl at his tone and sarcasm.
"Your shitty attitude is such a turn off." Justice turned and went to go back on the bed, she turned her head slightly and saw that Alex was still stood there, "You can leave."
"Do you want me to kick you out?" Alex spoke seriously edging in the room. "You may be a guest right now, but you are not fucking ordering me around in my own home."
Justice raised a brow at the rotten behavior and manner. She had never been spoken in this way. It took her a moment to answer, "I''m about to get change so I was asking you to leave because obviously you don't want to stay."
"Whatever, lame excuse for your lack of respect." Alex commented, and with that left the room closing the door behind him. Justice almost threw something at the door in her silent rage, but realized nothing was in this room to throw. Who did he think he was!? And how the fuck did he figure her out so quickly! She could have played that act for days, and juiced him for what he's worth.
Justice scowled while she sat on the bed and pulled out her pack of cigarettes. Lighting one up, she instantly relaxed. Maybe...just maybe it was time to start Plan B.
Sat upon his new lovers bed, Law grew bored of waiting for Kid to return from the bathroom. It had only been a few minutes since the deed had been done. And within those few mere minutes, Law begun to feel a shadow of regret. To say, he wasn't one to regret something he'd done in the bedroom. He'd had slept with many and he learnt not to let his emotions run wild. However, Kid and him had a different relationship than those other men. Law was committed to be with Kid. He liked him and he knew this feeling would probably never happen again. The shadow of regret was the plain, simple, obvious fact of Kid's sexuality. As said by many, Kid is straight. And a straight man can't just easily fall for another man. Although, it was not impossible. He knew that from his own parents. But Law feared that Kid would one day just turn around and claim he was straight and tell Law that this was just him 'testing the waters'. If you can guess, it had happened plenty of time to Law. Although, he did not want a relationship with those men, he did feel a bit used to be told he was just a 'experiment'. Yet, because he wanted to have something with Kid then he would be letting his 'walls' down or letting his 'mask' fall. And once you've done that, you are vulnerable.
Sitting up, Law changed the subject and eyed the end table up for a second. He was curious on what Kid had hidden away. It was a cheap wood with a metal handle. It had one draw on the top and the bottom was a gap filled with clothing. Reaching out, the slim man opened it and revealed something he wished he didn't see.
It was wrapper, after wrapper, of used condoms. Law nearly growled at his discovery. It was his own fault for searching but he didn't expect to see this. It just stated that Kid had had sex with women. And that angered Law. Yes, he knew it was true but to find evidenced just made his heart clench. About to close the draw, he saw something lacy hidden in the far right corner. Curiosity got the better of him as he pulled it out. Only to drop it on the floor when realizing what it was.
A thong. A woman's thong. It was black and had red laces. It was see though and very small. Law frowned at his discovery. The woman must of meant something to Kid if he kept her underwear in his draw. Fucking dick. Law slammed the draw closed and sat back on the bed. His head hitting the pillow. Breathing in and out, he tried to cool down. This wasn't a big deal. It was normal. Just normal. Kid had past lovers and so did Law. No need to get angry...no need to get jealous- Wait.
Law's eyes narrowed when he saw a magazine laying on the floor. Quickly he stood and took the magazine in his hand. He hadn't realized it before but he wished he had. It was one of those dirty magazines of nude women. Law nearly felt repulsed by having it in his hands. Tempted to see what it contained and why Kid had it, he flicked to a random page and froze. It was a woman laying on the bed with her head swung back, one hand on her breast and the over...you can guess. Law wanted to rip the magazine up. To rip away the pretty little bitches heads off.
Sitting back on the bed, Law looked at more of the pages. He wasn't one bit turned on by the very...erotic poses the women did. Actually, he felt kind of sick to think women would optional pose nude and touch themselves for dirty pervs to...Law was just getting angrier. Slowly pushing himself over the edge. He tried to tell himself that it was normal but fucking hell, Kid was painfully shoving it in Law's face that he was straight. The raven-head was just waiting for a naked woman to fall out the closet.
The door opened and Kid entered grinning happily, he closed the door behind him and walked further into the room, "I'm back Law."
Taking no notice, Law continued to flick though the magazine unimpressed, "Is this what men find so attractive." He was mostly saying it to himself but Kid had heard.
The grin slightly fell and Kid sat side of Law on the bed and saw what the man was looking at. He gawked and pulled the magazine out of Law's hands and threw it, "Why the hell are you looking at that?"
"It was on the floor so I picked it up." Law said truthfully and crossed his arms. "It degrading to see women so fake."
Kid sighed and laid back on the bed. He had hoped to watch a movie and go to bed. Just Law seemed to be in a pissy mood over something and he wanted to know why, "Come on, I'd still buy it even if the women had small tits." Maybe that wasn't the right thing to say but Kid had a opinion and he said it. Much to Law's dislike.
"So you'd still release over them?"
Thinking for a moment, Kid nodded, "Yeah, probably."
"And what about a man?" Law asked carefully as he turned slightly to look back on Kid. Whom had his arms crossed behind his head with his eyes closed.
"Well i don't really know, I've never bought one of those magazines before. Alex has fucking shit loads though i swear he's going to turn full on gay." Kid tried to change the subject, feeling like Law was trying to get something out of him.
Law shuffled slightly and grew a bit of distance between him and Kid on the bed, "So...what do you like the most about a woman?"
"Well, ermm, obviously their boobs." Kid admitted again.
Law frowned and clenched the bed sheets around him. He could feel his blood running cold from the response. He breathed in. And then out. And with worried eyes, he turned to Kid and asked, "So what do you like about...men?" He was directing the question towards himself. Asking Kid what did he like about him.
Kid took some time to think."Ermm... I couldn't tell you, I haven't really looked at men."
Gulping, Law turned away and stood. He couldn't do this. He just wanted to get out, "I should go."
"What?" Kid said shocked as he jumped up off the bed, "Why?"
Law kept his eyes to the ground as he walked closer to the door. Bitterly, Law growled, "You'd rather prefer to be in the company of some big-breasted woman than myself."
Confused, Kid closed stopped Law, "I don't understand, where is this coming from?"
Shaking the mans arm off him Law snarled and pushed Kid back, "I don't know, maybe the draw full of fucking condom wrappers and the fucking thong on your drawers!" Law knew he should keep his voice down and control what he was saying but at this moment in time he didn't care. He just didn't fucking give a shit. He didn't like it. He didn't like liking Kid this much. He didn't like how he was getting jealous. Stupid emotions were driving him mad!
"Law what the fuck, they are from ages ago. Why do you even care!" Kid barked back. What the hell was Law going on about? He was so confused. Yet so worried at the same time. Had he done something to upset Law?
Law very sarcastically answered, "You know what. I shouldn't care. I shouldn't care that some fucking whores underwear is in your draw or the fact you have empty condom wrappers - just fucking showing that you've had sex with women. Or that you have dirty magazine of nude women. Or that you don't even like anything about me and you'd rather stare at tits. Let me just sit here and be a good little boy. And pretend that I don't care!" He finally breathed in, his eyebrow dangerously point down and making him look more than pissed off.
"Law you shouldn't care about silly shit like that. It was from before I ever met you. If you want to know the truth, I haven't once had sex since I met you. I haven't even thought of a women since I met you. You've been on my mind since. And before you asked me about men in general not what I liked about you, cause they'd be a fucking list!" After Kid's outburst, he grew speechless. He saw the hurt buried in Law's eyes and he just couldn't speak. He wanted to yell. He wanted to scream. He wanted to plead for Law's forgiveness.
A silence expanded into the room as either man couldn't bare to look at each other. Kid wanted to say something but he just couldn't. Something was pulling him back. Like his throat was being squished. Law sighed loudly and Kid's eyes jumped towards him. Their was another silence of exchanged looks before Kid sighed as well, "I'll give you some space." He muttered and left the room. Leaving Law to fall down on the bed guilty.
Alex was sat on the sofa flickering though the channels in a rage. The rage was more directed at Justice than the actual TV. But still, nothing was on. He saw his brother exit the bedroom and quickly shut the television off. The look in his brothers eyes frightened him slightly. Kid fell on the sofa and caged his fingers around his face, "Why am I fucking this up!"
Looking at his hopeless brother, Alex gently rubbed the man's back, "Hey, hey. What's happened?"
"I don't know...I came back from the bathroom and Law just started to freak out. He kept claiming I would rather be with a woman than him." Kid answered and grabbed a fist full of his own hair. He wanted to scream and break something. He was just so frustrated and his heart wouldn't stop beating, "He's so...he so...agh, I shouldn't like him this much. It's driving me fucking insane."
"You've got it bad Kid. Seriously. If you like Law that much just walk in their, strip down naked and fuck him." Alex joked but with a glare of fury from his older twin, he coughed awkwardly, "Sorry, that was uncalled for."
Kid huffed a agreement.
"Don't act like that...by the way...I walked past your room a while ago and well..."
Kid blushed, "You didn't-"
"The boys got talent." Alex joked, "Just kidding, I heard you er- reach your peak - and I got freaked out and ran away. You should put a sign on your door saying 'No entry, bros getting sucked off by some very hot man'."
"Hmm...anyway, why are you out here?" Kid asked, remembering that Alex and Justice had gone off in the bedroom early this evening.
"Because she's sleeping in there." Alex said with venom. Kid naked brows flinched as he gave Alex a look, "I know she's messing with my head and I refuse to let it happen."
"Let me guess, she offered sex and said no...what type of man are you?" Kid chuckled.
Alex frowned, "The type who wants friendship."
"Good luck with that little brother."
A comfortable silence drifted in before Kid broke it, "I should check on Law..." The redhead stood and begun to walk to his room.
"Go lover boy." Alex mocked and relaxed back on the sofa, "I guess I'm sleeping alone tonight."
The older man gulped when he saw Kid enter the bedroom. The redhead saw the man laying in the bed attempting to look like he was sleeping. "I know your awake. Let's talk Law. What's wrong? Why are you acting so weird? Is it because of what happened? You didn't have to suck me off-"
"No Kid. I wanted to. It's not that, it's not you." Law defended, "I can't help but think this isn't going to work...that one day you realize your straight and I'll have to go running back to daddy dearest, like I always do."
Nearly face palming, Kid shook his head and sat on the bed next to the other man. "Law, you are missing something very obvious here. Or your just being a turd and think I'm lying to you when I said I don't care that your're a guy. Because believe me, I serious don't care. I let you fucking suck me off for Christ sake."
"You say that now but in a couple of years you'll just pass me off as the 'gay experience'" Law tried to make Kid see sense. Although it made no sense at all.
"How do you know that? Hmm? How about instead of telling me that it's going to be that way and putting yourself down, you give me, us, a bloody chance. I want to be with you Law." Kid pulled Law close to him, enclosing the man between his arms also the bed. "I really like you."
"You don't understand. People like me don't deserve people like you..." Law said as he closed his eyes as he pressed his ear against Kid's beating heart.
Kid chuckled and kissed the tip of Law's forehead, "People like you need people like me. We can be idiots together, just let me help you out okay? Your not alone."
A bit breathless, Law whispered, "Why are you doing this to me?"
"Doing what?" Kid said dumbly.
Law snuggled like a kitten, "Your driving me crazy, I feel like I'm going to explode."
"I don't know, but I had that exact same feeling. When i saw you with that other guy I felt like someone was crushing my chest, that sounded ridiculous but all I wanted to do was crush that bastards face for even looking at you." Kid admitted as he kissed Law's neck.
"I'm sorry."
"It's alright. As long as your here, I don't care." Kid whispered and begun to draw small sooth circles into Law's back. Soon, Law grew tried and slightly drifted to sleep. Kid tucked the man into the bed and joined him.
A/n - Will the shits the fan in the next chapter ;) Or will it? Thanks for all your support, you are awesome!