Not Ruined

Well heyy guys! I know it's been forever, but I really have missed writing and I'm hoping you guys don't hate me for leaving you hanging for almost 2 months. I've had a blast in Nashville and wound up going to Indianapolis and Louisville. And now for some reason it won't let me log into FanFiction so I don't know when this will be posted. But umm well here ya go and I'm sorry if things get confusing, just let me know if they do. I've just got so much I want to put in this chapter it's hard to organize it. But please review!

Where we left of...

Eddie: "Therefore I owe you for bringing me the love of my life! I know I can never truly repay you, but here's a step in the right direction. And I here you had a job interview with Stew Cornell?"

Mel: "Oh yeah, I need a video to submit for that."

Eddie: "Well, here you go, An Eddie Duran and Loren, soon to be Duran, Tate exclusive!"

Mel: "Oh my gosh! Thank you so much Eddie! This is incredible!"

Ian: "Hey now don't go giving him all the credit, I thought up this idea!"

Mel: "You're right," I said as I kissed Ian on the cheek, "Thanks!"

Loren: "Awhhh!"

Mel: "Oh Lo, don't even get started! You know I can do it right back to you."

Loren: "Go ahead," I said before I walked up to Eddie, put my hands on his face and pulled him into a passionate kiss. As I pulled away Mel hadn't made a noise, "Excuse me…"

Tomorrow…

Loren: When I looked over to figure out why Mel hadn't made a noise at me yet, what I seen was just completely shocking! I knew Mel and Ian were becoming a thing, but I didn't expect them to be this full force so quickly, it-it reminds me of Eddie and I. And how we are still all over each other and how everyone says at some point we will make it out of the "puppy dog" stage, but I really don't think we will. "Umm, guys? I know you guys are like new lovers n' stuff but I just wanna say bye."

Mel: Pulling away from Ian, breathing heavily, "Uhhh, sorry Lo. I guess we will see you all tomorrow?"

Eddie: "Yeah, we will catch up with you guys sometime tomorrow."

Ian: "Sounds good mate!"

Loren: "Bye guys! Love ya!" I said as we all exchanged hugs. Mel and Ian remained at the park and Eddie and I left in the limo.

More faith…

Eddie: "You know something Lo?" I said breaking the silence in the limo.

Loren: "No, what?"

Eddie: "I really have enjoyed all the times I've spent with you…"

Loren: "But?" I said getting worried.

Eddie:"But well I thought by now you would have more faith in yourself."

Loren: "What do you mean?"

Eddie: "Every time I do something special for you, it's like you don't expect anyone to do the things I've done for you.

Loren: "Honestly Eddie, I'm starting to get used to it, but I've never pictured anyone doing the things you do for me."

Eddie: "Babe, I love you! I will do anything for you, whether you want me to or not."

Loren: "I know that. There's only one thing I ask of you…"

Eddie: "What's that?"

Loren: "To always be there for me?"

Eddie: "Lo, you know I will be! Remember, always and forever." I said leaning in to kiss Loren.

So happy…

Mel: Ian and I headed back to the hotel room after a few hours of filming and taking photos. On the way back to the hotel we had some good talks and well were just getting to know each other. I also added him on Twitter and tagged him in even more photos and Tweets. I really enjoyed spending time with him; he just made me so happy.

Ian: Mel and I are getting along great, but sleeping in a hotel room scares me. I don't wanna mess anything up! This girl, she's really changing me. I don't know how to explain it, it's crazy! I feel like, well I don't know what I feel like, this is just impossible to explain. But in this limo ride I just wanna kiss her. Cause every time I kiss this girl it feels like my very first kiss, even though I've had multiple kisses with her and other girls. Hers' are just so special. But I know I shouldn't try and kiss her again, I need to just let things go. As Mel remains on Twitter I need to text my best mate. "Umm hey mate. I know you just left but, I've been thinking and we need to talk, for real this time! I wanna tell you some things and of course, I wanna know about what happened when you disappeared, man! I think we all deserve to know." And with that we had arrived at our hotel.

No points…

Eddie: After pulling away, the limo was silent yet again. It was like for the first time we didn't have anything to say, because I knew Loren wanted to know what happened while I was gone and I wanted to know what happened with her while I was gone, but neither one of us wanted to ruin the mood. "Hey, Lo guess what?!" I sounded a bit like overly excited to talk to Loren now that I had something to say.

Loren: "Huh? Yeah? What?"

Eddie: "I told you, you wouldn't get nervous out there so I get some points for finally being right!"

Loren: Laughing, "I knew all along I wouldn't, once I got out there I just wanted to hear you say it so you get no points."

Eddie: "Oh, Lo come on. The score is Loren-infinity to me like 7, let me get this one?"

Loren: "Nah, I think I'll pass on that one rock star." I said laughing at Eddie's desperate attempt to get some points.

Eddie: "Pwease, pwease, pwease babe?"

Loren: "Talking like your 5, no matter how cute and adorable, isn't going to get you anywhere." I replied still laughing.

Eddie: "So you're gonna say no to a five year old?"

Loren: "Sometimes they just have to be told no."

Eddie: "Fine," I said accepting defeat.

Loren: "Now I'm hoping you're done being five, because five year olds don't get to do this *kiss on the neck* or this *kiss on the lips* or any other thing else tonight." I whispered seductively as my hands went up and down Eddie's body.

Eddie: Clearing my throat and sounding mature, "Hmmm, sounds very good Ms. Tate."

Loren: "Another part of maturing is telling me things…"

Eddie: "Okay?"

Loren: "Did you really cry at MK and almost cry at the concert today?"

Eddie: Damn, I thought she forgot. "Honestly Lo, at MK I did. I had missed you so much and seeing you up on stage singing my song and do so well just made me cry. I can't believe I have someone as amazing as you!"

Loren: "Wow, I didn't think me singing your song would do that to you. I won't sing it anymore if you don't…"

Eddie: "No, no, no babe you are perfectly fine singing the song. It just means so much to hear you sing it, even after people didn't like it when I sung it."

Loren: "Like I said it's a very beautiful and heartfelt song." I said kissing him on the cheek.

Fine…

Tony/Driver: "Mr. Duran we've arrived at the hotel."

Eddie: "Thanks Tony, but I told you…"

Loren: "Call you Eddie, he knows!" I said laughing.

Tony/ Driver: Laughing along with Ms. Tate, "Sorry sir it just sounds so weird calling you Eddie, it's unprofessional."

Eddie: Giving in and laughing, "Fine." "Let's go Lo, the nights not over." I said as Tony opened the door for us and we walked to the elevator.

Talk now…

Eddie: As we walked into the hotel room in a complete silence I realized the mood of well everything was gone. I didn't wanna ruin this night by bringing up things that had happened while I was gone, but honestly I didn't know what else to say. Maybe this wouldn't ruin the night; maybe it would just make it better. "Lo, I know it's late and all but do you wanna talk?"

Loren: "I don't wanna ruin the mood though."

Eddie: "Ruin what mood? We've been silent since we left Pops spot."

Loren: "I'm sorry I just don't know what to say."

Eddie: "Me either…"

Loren: "I guess we can talk about this then, but you first ;)" I said in a joking but serious way.

Eddie: "I'll go tomorrow, mines gonna be longer and sadder and I just wanna know what you did." I said begging.

Loren: "Uhhh fine. Well I mean the last time I seen you everything was so perfect."

Eddie: "Trust me I know."

Loren: "Then next, I think was when I found out about that fake text."

Eddie: "Yeah, I was with Lily Park talking about Chloe when she got the text and showed me. I knew you didn't and wouldn't send something like that."

Loren: I smiled and continued. "So then I called you and no answer and that's when I started to get worried." Eddie's facial expression changed to a more focused kind of sad look. "Mel kept telling me not to worry that you were just busy and would call me later. But I went home and still nothing. Max was at my house and he and Mom I guess were having their own little date but I ruined that when I asked if he knew where you were. He left to go call you and check on the club. I told my mom about the text and she swore that you would know I didn't send it." He smiled again. "Umm then that's when Max called my mom and he had found Tyler banging on his door to find you and Chloe…"

Eddie: "Wait, if Tyler was at the door?"

Loren: "Yeah, Tyler told Max and so did Grace, that Tyler was sitting down stairs talking to Grace and Dylan Boyd."

Eddie: "Well wait, when I left Chloe in Pops apartment I never seen Dylan, just Tyler. Tyler and I got in a fight and he told me Chloe was playing me. She had said that she sent the text spoof when she was drunk, but she was more worried about what Lily talked to me about because she had seen us at Rumor. And then I told her that it had to do with my Mom and then I can't really remember but we started arguing and that's when she said Tyler was driving the car. That's why I fought Tyler. But he must have still been worried about Chloe even though she lied to me about him." Things were starting to make sense now.

Loren: "Wow, uhh but then when Max told mom that Chloe was pushed I was so worried. Mel had come over and I told her and I knew you didn't do it, but you know Mel she starts thinking. Adam was over too and Mel started saying that in her crime shows usually the second body is found at the same place the first one is. Adam tried to tell me she was just making things up but I was so worried about you and I tried to leave and everyone said I wasn't allowed too. And umm then the next day I had school and that was terrible. I had a dream that night…"

Eddie: "About?"

Loren: "Well I like woke up and heard a guitar. I walked into my living room and you were just sitting there playing music and smiling. I tried to hug you put the guitar was in the way so I took it and went to move it when I turned around you were gone. Umm and then at school people were asking about you and I turned away from them and there you were again and as I walked closer I bumped into someone and you were gone again. So I guess it wasn't a dream really I was just seeing you everywhere."

Eddie: "The same thing happened to me! Like I was in the shed where Lia and Jeremy had me and I had just seen a magazine with you in it and then I fell asleep. I "woke" up and there you were brushing my hair back with your fingers and I was so happy because I knew you would find me and then you disappeared."

Loren: "It was like seeing you made me so happy but then sad again because you weren't really there. But it also gave me more and more hope that you were alive. Around this time is where Max found out about your car I'm guessing. I was so terrified then, but I knew, I knew in my heart there was no way that you were gone. It couldn't be true because I would've felt more pain than what I did."

Eddie: "Well I'm glad you knew I wasn't gone. All I thought about was getting home to you!"

Loren: "Everyone just kept telling me you were gone though and this is when I decided on the concert. I finally gave in and believed everyone."

Eddie: "Yeah, you went on Lily Park."

Loren: "How'd you know?"

Eddie: "I seen it on TV after I begged them to get me one or take me home."

Loren: "Well before that the recording studio was terrible. I just couldn't sing any songs knowing you were gone, but Jake talked to me and told me to sing to you just like you were there, and just how I did at the contest." He smiled. "Oh yeah and before my interview and stuff is when my mom and Max went to Ojai to find you, I begged to go and they wouldn't let me. I started staying at your place to be closer to you then. That's when I wrote "I'm Alive" and "you" showed up then too." I said smiling. "Okay then the interview and I had asked Max if I could do the interview at your place because I didn't feel right doing it there. He said if it made me more comfortable to be around your things then I should do it there. And Mel said it was kind of exploitative of you, and I really hope you don't think it was and…"

Eddie: "Don't worry. I'm glad you did it at my place. How do you think I knew where you were?"

Loren: "What do you mean?"

Eddie: "Well you see when I made it to L.A. with Lia I sent her to go get me clothes. She didn't know you were there and honestly I hoped that she would've run into you…"

Loren: "Oh my gosh! I thought it was you and that I missed you! I was so mad at myself!"

Eddie: Laughing, "Well it wasn't me, but I wish it would've been."

Loren: Kissing him and then continuing, "Around this time is when we found out that it wasn't you in the car. I was so happy I cried. I hugged Max and my mom and I just wanted to go find you, but again they wouldn't let me." I said showing a sad face but was also kind of sarcastic. "Then I made the worst mistake, I seen Chloe at Rumor and tried to talk her into just telling the truth and that's when she told me that she would do whatever she could to make sure I didn't get you back because I stole her life."

Eddie: "It wasn't a mistake. I talked to Chloe too. I had driven to Fresno and she and Tyler were together and I asked her to just tell the truth and she said she would if I broke up with you. I just looked at her and then said to her "You will never know what love is." Loren looked at me with this crocked smile like it was funny but still really mean. "Why that face?"

Loren: "I would never expect that to come out of your mouth."

Eddie: "But what you don't understand is when someone messes with the person I love and keeps me from them I can get pretty mean." I said and then leaned in and kissed her. She smiled.

Loren: "I love you."

Eddie: "I love you too. Now continue." I said smiling.

Loren: "Well that leads up to the day of my concert. You're Dad just told me to stop worrying about you and just enjoy my night. And a little while before the concert that's when my dad showed up." Eddie just looked pissed when I said this. "Don't be mad your Dad had our back. Trent approached my mom first and then I walked in the room and just went off and Max tried to kick him about but my Mom wouldn't let him. Apparently she told him she wanted Trent to see everything he missed out on."

Eddie: "I don't understand why he keeps showing up now all the sudden?"

Loren: "Honestly me either."

To be continued….of course. I'm back guys I promise! I can't wait to get reviews on this and post a new chapter! So please please please review! It means so much to me and again if anyone would like to sing the song I wrote in "Three Surprises p3" just message me and or add me on Twitter and DM me. Yes I'm on twitter now..follow me jorddd14.

M.L. #14 Jordan G.