I am soooo sorry it's taken me so long to update....I've had so much going on...I was on suicide watch last weekend and am still down but thankfully have a great set of friends who have been keeping me occupied..... I hope this chapter isn't too bad. I'll try and update sooner....once again I am so sorry.....let me know what you think
Abby had a really hard night. She woke up several times from nightmares where she was cutting again and she'd go to deep. She had a hard time telling people the truth about it. Though it had been a few years since her last cut she was still struggling with not doing it everyday. It had been her support for a long time and she still wasn't sure how she was surviving. Anytime she had a bad day she'd go home and hold a razor in her hand but knew she couldn't cut. Ziva was there for her and always seemed to know when she was having a bad day. Ziva would usually take Abby home make her take a hot bath and sit with her for the night on the couch. Some times they would watch a movie or tv, listen to music and sometimes they would just lie there. Most of the time Abby would cry and Ziva would just kiss her head. Since the twins came into her life she was doing better and would hold them when she was down. Now with Sam in their life, she knew she had to keep doing what she was doing. If she started to cut again then that would not set a good example for her. Abby also didn't want anymore scars for her wedding. She was already severely self conscience about it and didn't want to add any more scars to that.
Abby got dressed and ready for work. Ziva was already ready when Abby woke up. She had made coffee and breakfast for all three of them. When Abby went into the living room Sam was on the couch reading. Abby kissed Ziva then sat next to Sam
"So Sam, how'd you sleep last night?"
"Not too bad. Only woke up once. Had a nightmare that I was back with my mom and she was drunk and……" She trailed off at that not wanting to recall that part of her nightmare. Abby gave her a hug and assured her that it was over. Today Ziva and Abby decided to bring the twins to work with them. Sam was going to come along because she didn't want to be alone. Ziva loaded the twins in the car and Abby helped Sam to the car. The ride there was smooth and they got there in a decent amount of time. This time Abby got the twins out and Ziva was helping Sam to the office. Ziva had an extra chair already and Sam was going to spend the day with her. Abby was going to take the twins but knew that with everyone in love with the twins she probably wouldn't be getting much work done. Gibbs and Jen walked into the bullpen and saw them they hugged Sam and talked to her for a bit before heading down to Abby's lab. When they got there Gibbs picked up Kate and Jen picked up Mark. The twins smiled at them. With Abby's permission Gibbs took Kate to his desk and Jen took Mark to her office. The daycare was almost finished. All they needed now was a final inspection then it would be open.
As soon as Gibbs sat down Tony was by his side. He held his arms out for Kate. Gibbs gave him a look then handed him Kate. Tony stood there with her in his arms. After a few minuets Gibbs took her back then told Tony to get back to work. Ziva was working on paperwork and Sam and on the computer. Abby would come up every so often to check on Gibbs then visit Jen. Jen was in her office on the floor with Mark. At the moment she didn't have any meetings set up so she was enjoying her time with Mark. She loved the time she spent with the twins. She especially loved it when both she and Gibbs had the twins. She loved to see how Gibbs acted with them wondered why he hadn't settled down and had kids. She knew that he had already had a wife and kid and they'd both been murdered but wondered why he didn't do it again. He was a great man and great with kid. Just like the kind of she'd want to be the father of her kids.