THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEX. It does not have any crutial info in it so you don't have to read if you don;t want to..... I hope this isn't too bad....it is my first time writing a mature chapter..... feedback would be great and motivating,(hint, hint ;) )
Ziva and Abby picked up Sam and the twins and the end of the day. Abby gave Sam a big hug and had eaten lunch with her. They had talked about what was going on and if she should take some time to recover, physically at least. Sam showed Abby her arms and the fresh cuts. Abby didn't want to admit it but seeing the cuts on Sam's arms brought back emotions from when she cut. She missed it dearly but couldn't slip up. They brought everyone home and Sam ate dinner and went to bed almost immediately. They had no problem getting the twins to sleep. Ziva and Abby were cleaning up and Ziva could tell something was wrong with Abby. She put down the dish she was washing and walked up behind Abby she wrapped her arms around her and kissed her neck.
"What's wrong sweetheart?" Abby tried hard not to start crying and shook her head. Ziva turned her around. " Abby, you are usually yapping away. You have barely spoken a word since we got home. Talk to me. Please" Abby looked down.
" Ok you wanna know what's wrong with me? The damn urges. I want to give into them so badly lately. But I can't, for you, for the twins. For Sam. I'm scared that I'm going to mess up and it will be worse than last time. " Ziva looked at Abby and did what she knew would make Abby relax a little. She kissed Abby hard on the lips. She felt Abby relax a little.
" Baby. You are one of the strongest people I know. If you slip up you slip up. I understand it's something that happens and it doesn't make you any weaker. I will still love you . No, I am not saying it's ok for you to hurt yourself but if the urges become too much I will understand."
" Thank you Ziva, but I can't." Ziva kissed her again and this time Abby kissed her back. They started to have a heavy make out session when Ziva pulled back gasping for breath.
"Let's take this into the bedroom." Abby smiled and they continued to kiss while making their way to the bedroom. Once they got in there and closed the door things got much more heated. Abby pushed her hand up Ziva's shirt to her waiting breast. As soon as Abby's hand touched it, Ziva's nipple became hard. Ziva moaned and leaned into her touch. Abby took her hand away to take Ziva's shirt off. She slowly led Ziva to the bed and pushed her down. Abby took her shirt off quickly before bringing her mouth to Ziva's waiting nipple. Ziva gasped and wrapped her hands around Abby's head. Abby smiled and used her tongue to play with Ziva's nipple. Ziva was trying her hardest not to making any loud noises but, damn her fiancé was good knowing how to make her squirm. After Ziva told her to 'stop making her wait so damn long or she'll just finish it herself' Abby slowly started to kiss her way down Ziva's stomach. When she reached her jeans she kissed Ziva while unbuttoning and unzipping them. Instead of taking the jeans off, Abby slowly slid her hand down them and under her thong. When she reached Ziva's silky curls Ziva moaned rather loudly into Abby's mouth. Abby couldn't help but smile. She began to tease Ziva's clit. Ziva ground her hips into her hand and begged her to stop teasing. Abby smiled and brought her mouth once again to Ziva's nipple. She brought her fingers to Ziva's entrance and slowly slid one finger in. Ziva jumped and had to bite her lip to keep from screaming. Abby slid in a second finger and returned to Ziva's lips. She knew it was the only way she would be able to keep Ziva from screaming when she came. Ziva started to hump Abby's hand as she came closer to the climax. Abby could feel her muscles clenching around her fingers as she pumped them in and out. Ziva, had expected, screamed into Abby's mouth as she came. Abby continued to kiss her and kept her fingers in Ziva as she came down from her climax. Abby slid her fingers out and wrapped her arms around Ziva as she recovered from her powerful climax.
After Ziva recovered she turned and started to kiss Abby. She played with Abby's already hard nipple with her fingers. Abby moaned into Ziva's mouth. Ziva replaced her fingers with her mouth. She used her fingers to take Abby's pants as well as her own. Once she successfully got them off she used her fingers to play with Abby's clit. Abby hissed and clawed at Ziva's back. Ziva laughed as she kissed her way down Abby's smooth stomach. Ziva's mouth found Abby's clit and began sucking on it. Abby arched at the contact and started to moan. Ziva continued to play with Abby's clit in her mouth as she added a finger into Abby. This brought Abby to the very edge.
"Oh god Ziva don't stop. Yes, Yes, yes ZIVA!!!!" Abby nearly screamed Ziva's name as she came. Ziva smiled and kept a finger in her fiancé but brought her lips to Abby's. She kissed Abby as she came down from her climax. When she finally did Ziva removed her finger and wrapped her arms protectively around Abby as she fell asleep. Within a few moments Ziva joined her in a deep slumber.
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