A/N: This is a -Man story, Female Allen story! No sure parings yet, can always write who you think should be pared up.

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"Is This How It Ends?"

The cold night breeze felt good against her flushed face, she sighed and stared out to the vast sea in front of her, it was beautiful; the dark night sky was filled with brightly shining stars, the fill moon hung low over the water newly risen.

A sigh ghosted fast her lips while she starred down and the dark water below her. Dark thoughts entered her mind unwillingly.

"What am I supposed to do" the words ghosted past her lips in a low whisper, unanswered. The tears started to roll down her face without her noticing it 'I can't take this anymore' she screamed inside of her mind. She took a deep breath and stood up on shaky legs, taking a steps closer to the edge of the ravine, she looked down and swallowed hard trying to get rid of the lump that had formed in her throat.

"Allena!" a voice suddenly shouted from behind making her to almost loose her balance. She turned around, smiled.

"Lavi" she greeted the red haired bookman who stood wide eyed staring at her.

"What are you doing!" he yelled taking a step forward "get away from there, now" he said with a determined voice.

Allena simply smiled back and shook her head "no" she said in a monotone voce "I can't take this anymore" she said her voice cracking "I've had enough"

"What are you-" the bookman started but was interrupted by Allena shaking her head once more.

"Don't pretend like you don't know" she said starring into his one visible eye "it only hurts more if you do" she smiled "I know what they all say, yes I know" she said starring at the red head in front of her, she saw his eye narrow, and for a second she could have sworn she saw sorrow in his green eye, she could however not be sure, because it had disappeared the next.

"It'll blow over soon, it is all just a simple misunderstanding, I'm sure they-" he was once again interrupted by the petty white haired girl standing in front of him.

"No." she shook her head to emphasis "no, this won't just blow over, it's not that simple" she sighed and starred up at the towering building behind her "they're right" she whispered under her breath, Lavi however heard her and coked his head.

"What do you mean?" he asked taking another step forward.

"Don't" Allena said taking a step backwards, closer to the edge "stay where you are" she warned him making Lavi freeze.

"Don't be stupid!" he yelled making Allena flinch.

"I'm not.." she whispered.

"You're not?" he asked rising and eyebrow "then what is this?" he asked raising his arms "is what you're doing not stupid?" he asked his voice taking one a sharp edge.

"You don't know" she almost sobbed out between clenched teeth "you wouldn't understand" she whispered the last part more to herself than to anyone else.

"Don't know what?" Lavi asked bitterly, he had been unable to hear everything she had said.

"Anything!" she growled her anger rising by the second "You don't understand anything, no one does, that just it, no one understands me, what I'm going through, and therefore no one can help me" she sobbed tears once again rolling down her cheeks.

"Allena" Lavi said drawing out her name, he moved to take a step closer but stopped when he saw her take another step closer to the edge her eyes staring at her warningly.

"No one understands you?" another voice broke in sounding amused "oh, how wrong you are" the voice chuckled.

"Who's there?!" the read haired bookman shouted twisting and turning trying to spot the intruder while at the same time reaching down to grab a hold of his innocence "show yourself!" he shouted.

"Oh, I'm not hiding" the voice owner of the voice replied in an amused voice "your just looking the wrong way, bookman" the voice sang out in a singsong voice.

Both Lavi and Allena turned their faces to where the voice were coming from, both of they're eyes widened at what they saw.

"You!" Allena gasped unconsciously taking another step backwards, her hand unconsciously wandered up to her left arm, fingers trailing along the shoulder "Tyki Mikk" she spat out between clenched teeth.

Tyki simply chuckled again starring down at the white haired exorcist below "nice to see you again, shojo" he said giving her a toothy grin, which almost seemed to split his face.

"Noah!" Lavi growled glaring up at Tyki who were standing in mid air "What do you want Noah!" Lavi asked spitting out the question.

"Nothing you can give me, bookman" Tyki said starring down at the red haired teenager in amusement before once again turning his haze to the white haired girl who was staring up at him in what looked like fright.

"Poor, poor Allena" Tyki shook his head "no one to rely on, no one who understands you" he sighed "what a cruel world"

Allena stood there frozen, her eyes still locked on the Noah, what he had said had hit her hard. No one, not a single soul understood, she was alone with no one to lean on for support.

She began to quiver, her eyes closing shut trying to keep the tears from falling 'I can't, it's too hard' she said taking another step backwards, one more step and it would end, just one more!

"No one" Tyki repeated again "except" he said holding up a finger "me, no. us, the Noah, we have all gone through what you are right now, we all understand what you're feeling, we can help you" he said walking down using his power to walk in mid air.

"Take my hand and I'll take you home" he said holding out his hand for her "were you belong, where you'll be accepted"

The words were sweet, they really were, but she knew that everything came with a prize, it always had, it always would.

"Don't listen to him!" Lavi shouted raising his hammer to strike at the Noah.

"Don't interfere" Tyki said raising his other hand towards the red haired teen summoning his tease to distract the boy.

"Well, shojo?" Tyki asked turning back to the white haired girl.

She looked at him, then looked at his hand and looked back at him again, she seemed to debate whether to take his hand or not. He smiled encouraging at her. She smiled back.

What happened next shocked him. No, frightened him, he though his heart stopped, he starred at the white haired girl his smile still plastered on his face as she took the last step backwards and fell down the steep ravine towards the water. In the background he could dimly hear the young bookman callout after her, but he did not care, he did the first thing that came to him, jumped after the rapidly falling girl.

He pressed his arms against his sides to increase his speed, closer… just a little closer. He reached out his hands trying to grab hold of the girl who were just below him.

"Allena!" he shouted trying to get her to open her eyes. No use. "crap!" he cursed as the both of them hit the cold water below.

The shock of the impact made him temporarily stunned and gasping for air "Allena!" he called out desperately searching for the white haired girl. The sound of someone coughing caught his attention; he turned around just in time to see her sinking below the water.

"Allena!" he yelled swimming towards the small figure. He dove underneath the crashing waves and grasped the small girl in his arms pulling her into his embrace. "Allena!" he called out to her "hey, can you hear me? Common!" he shock her trying to wake her.

"Allena!" the bookman's voice suddenly reached his ears as the red head using his hammer flew towards them.

Tyki starred at the rapidly approaching figure of the young bookman before reaching a decision "let's go home" he said to the unconscious girl in his arms before a door appeared before them.

"Let her go!" Lavi's voice shouted angrily, which only made Tyki's smile grow larger.

"No" he said looking down at the small girl and stroked her hair "You'll never get to hurt her again" he called out to the bookman as the door closed.

To Be Continued?

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A/N: had a weird dream last night, which inspired this little story, don't know if I should continue it or just leave it as a oneshot, what do you think?

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