Title: Learn To Love Again

Rating: T - Maybe M in later chapters

Fandom: Glee

Pairing: Brittana and other minor pairings

Chapter: 6

Word Count: 2k

Disclaimer: I do not own glee or the characters from glee that I use in this story.

Summary: It's not possible for a girl to get pregnant by another girl, right? But what happens when Brittany gets Santana pregnant and thinks that she was cheated on, leaving both Santana and her child? Will Santana be able to bring up a child on her own, with no help? Will she be able to somehow convince Brittany that she didn't cheat and to come back to her?

A/N:

Spencer007 - Camila will warm up to her after a little while of spending time with her.

AilynOfficial18 - Brittany won't take care of Cams, but she will meet her soon.

xannaxmurderx - She will make it obvious in this chapter.

chuckleshan - Glad that you warmed up to Brittany a little bit :)

brittana-is-wanky21 - Up in this chapter!

Glee4ever123 - That is a cute idea. I'll make sure to include that into a later chapter, thank you.

Julz - The picture will definitely be apart of Camila finding out about Brittany.

Z87da - She will let Brittany know how hard it has been, but she won't snap at her.

kutee - You will find out in this chapter and yes they are together.

Finally a new chapter, I am so sorry for the long wait...

"So where is Camila?" Brittany asks me shyly as she hands me over one of the coffee cups in her hand. I take it and smile thankfully at her once I take a sip out of it. Just how I like it. Instead of going to the coffee shop like we did the other day, we decided to take a walk around central park.

Not like a romantic walk or anything.

At least not yet anyway.

It is 12 now, so that means I have an hour until I have to pick up Camila from Ally's house. Since Camila and Megan made another scene this morning when I went to drop her off before going to my meeting, Ally just told me to leave Camila with her and pick her up afterwards.

"She is at a friend's house" I smile as the word friend falls from my lips. Honestly, I thought that Camila was going to hate Megan at first and would be so afraid to open up to her just like she is with every other new person that she meets. But I am so glad that she finally has found somebody to be happy with other than me and my friends because now she can finally be like a kid with Megan.

Brittany giggles at my dopey smile before clearing her throat and looking me straight in the eyes. "I went to the doctors" my eyes widen at her words because I really wasn't expecting her to say something like that. "No it's nothing bad San, at least I think that it isn't" she quickly reassures me when she sees how wide my eyes have gotten. "I had a couple of tests done" she motions down to her vagina and I gulp, adverting my eyes from hers.

"And? What did the results come back as? Will we ever know how it happened?" I ask her shyly, wanting to know if she actually found out how she managed to get me pregnant in the first place. My parents couldn't tell by the tests that I took, but maybe the doctors found something in Brittany since she was the one that knocked me up and not the other way around.

"Yeah, apparently, I have sperm or something" Brittany casually tells me and my eyes widen. Sure, I knew that it could be that she has sperm and that is what got me pregnant, but I still had my doubts. "I asked them how come you didn't get pregnant before then since we started having sex at 16 but they told me that they didn't know why" she continues and I nod my head, trying to process everything that she has just told me.

How is it possible for a girl to have sperm?

Don't you have to have a dick to be able to have sperm?

"Does anybody else know?" I ask Brittany softly and she just shakes her head no. "Are you going to tell your parents?" she hesitates slightly before nodding her head and looking down to the ground. I know that she feels bad, so maybe this is the right time to ask her?

I know that I could end up regretting this decision, but from the time that I have spent with Brittany recently, I know that she wants to be a good mother to Camila from now on.

"Look Brittany, I need to speak to you about something, but I need you to listen very closely" I warn her and she glances back up to me, her bright blue eyes twinkling as they lock with mine. She really is still as beautiful as she was five years ago. "In two days, I have to take a one week long trip to England with work. I've thought really hard about this and I'm asking if you would like to come along with us?"

Brittany's face lights up and I swear that I have never seen her as excited as she looks right now. It's cute actually. "We can spend time together; me, you and Camila and then when I have my shoots, you could have alone time with her. You know, catch up and get to know her?" Brittany lets out a small squeal and tackles me to the floor in a massive bear hug. She lands on top of me and our giggles stop as our eyes meet.

It is good to see that sparkle back in her eyes and a smile on her face because since I bumped into her here in New York, she has hardly smiled and her eyes were so dull.

"Are you for real? I can meet our daughter?" I nod my head and tears start to fall from her eyes. "Thank you so much, Santana. I promise you that you are making the right decision here and I will not let you down. Anytime you need me or Camila needs me, I will be there. From now on until forever" she speaks and and my heart warms at her sweet words.

"Okay, how about that walk you promised?"

-2 HOURS LATER-

"Camila, come here" I ask my daughter who is sat opposite me and pat the space next to me. Camila furrows her eyebrows cutely but comes to sit down next to me anyway. My heart is pounding so loudly in my chest right now and I know that what I am about to tell Camila will change everything.

But she needs to know.

She needs to know about Brittany, about her other mother.

"What mommy?" Camila brings her thumb to her mouth and I roll my eyes because no matter how hard I try, she will not stop sucking on her thumb. She has been doing it since she was a baby.

Deciding to ignore the lump in my stomach, I clear my throat and take my daughters hands in mine. "Do you remember when I told you that you had a mama instead of a daddy?" I ask her carefully, not really knowing how exactly to tell her about Brittany. She just nods her head and I feel a small weight being lifted off of my shoulders knowing that I don't have to explain that to her all over again.

"Well, do you remember this girl from Auntie Quinn's cafe?" I hand the photograph of Brittany and I that was on my bedside table over to Camila. She studies it for a moment before nodding her head, but I can see the confusion that is still in her eyes. "Baby, she is your mama" what I didn't expect is for Camila to burst into tears and to leap into my arms, sobbing into my neck.

Obviously, my motherly instincts immediately kick in and I am quick to wrap my arms around me, cooing quietly into her ear. "Mila, shhh baby girl" why is she crying? Oh my God, I thought that she would be happy about knowing who her other mother is. Shit, what the hell am I supposed to do now? "Why are you crying Cams?" I ask her softly whilst rubbing her back soothingly.

Camila sniffs and lifts her head to look at me. "Why did she go? Why did my mama leave us? Does she not love me? Am I not good enough for her?" my heart shatters into a million pieces at her words and tears begin to form in my eyes because what am I supposed to reply saying?

"No, baby. Your mama loves you so much, I promise you" I reassure her quietly, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead to try and calm her down. "She was just having a hard time when she found found out that you were going to be born and she had to go and spend some time with her family. But I know that you are definitely more than enough for her, for anybody in fact. You know why that is? Because you are beautiful and perfect" Camila finally smiles.

She really is so fucking adorable with her little dimples that show whenever she smiles. "You really think so?" I nod my head. "Do I get to meet her?" I nod my head again and she lets out a squeal that is identical to the one that Brittany made earlier today.

"You totally get to meet her. Do you know that I told you we will be taking a trip to England with mommy's work? Mama will be coming with us" Camila grins widely and snuggles into me. I know that she is super excited to meet with Brittany, probably just as excited as Brittany is to meet her.

But, I am just worried about what will happen when the time actually comes. Camila has bad anxiety which will most likely cause her to not warm up to Brittany straight away or to be comfortable around her as soon as I introduce them.

I really want Camila to get along with Brittany just like she gets along with Lexi, Quinn, Rachel and Kurt. I want her to love Brittany and to find things to bond over, like their dancing. Oh, that reminds me; I really need to speak to Brittany about if her dance studio does ballet lessons.

Now though, I just want to cuddle with my baby and not have to worry about anything else until tomorrow because I know that it is going to be a long day.

A/N: Okay, first of all, I am super sorry for the longer wait for this chapter and that this chapter is really short compared to all of the other ones. It is just sort of a filler before Brittany and Camila finally meet each other.

So when Camila and Brittany finally meet, what do you want to see happen? Do you want Camila to instantly like her or to not like her at first? Do you want Alexis to be there and for Camila to cling to her so that Brittany gets jealous? I'm leaning towards the Alexis idea more, but let me know anyway.

Also, tell me what you think about the Brittana and Camtana interaction in this chapter and what you would like to see happen in the future. And, what do you want the three of them to do whilst they are in England? Don't forget that Alexis will also be going to England.

Who wants to see a jealous Brittany? ;)