Title: Learn To Love Again
Rating: T - Maybe M in later chapters
Fandom: Glee
Pairing: Brittana and other minor pairings
Chapter: 8
Word Count: 2.1k
Disclaimer: I do not own glee or the characters from glee that I use in this story.
Summary: It's not possible for a girl to get pregnant by another girl, right? But what happens when Brittany gets Santana pregnant and thinks that she was cheated on, leaving both Santana and her child? Will Santana be able to bring up a child on her own, with no help? Will she be able to somehow convince Brittany that she didn't cheat and to come back to her?
A/N:
xannaxmurderx - Camila does like San more than Britt, don't worry.
Brittanafaberry - Oh my God, that means so much to me and thank you for your concern.
Spencer007 - Not at the restaurant but they will tell Camila that story some time.
jrzygurl89 - Quinn, Kurt and Rachel coming up in this chapter.
Santittany was ALWAYS on - Thank you so much for this, your words honestly means so much to me.
missnewvillage - Thank you so much.
Thank you all for your kind words, I seriously love you all so much.
"You did what?" Quinn, Rachel and Kurt all screech in unison and I cringe because Camila is sleeping in my arms, but obviously starts to stir since the other three don't have any idea on how to stay quiet. I send them all a glare and even though I can see the anger in their eyes, they still manage to look apologetic for waking up Camila.
Camila rubs her eyes as she let's out a small yawn, lifting her head from my chest and looks around the room with a confused frown. "Where's mama?" She asks me quietly, tears welling up in her eyes and I wrap my arms tighter around her, ignoring the scoffs coming from my best friend's mouths.
They don't really have a say in the fact that I let Brittany meet Camila and come into her life because it has nothing to do with them. Camila is my daughter, not theirs. She is my responsibility and it is up to me weather she meet her other mother or not.
I felt it in my heart though that it was at the right time for Camila to meet Brittany and to be honest, I didn't want Brittany to miss out on any more of Camila's childhood. She deserves to know our daughter and to be in her life, and it isn't fair for me to keep them both apart.
Yes, I know that what Brittany did was terrible and I still haven't forgiven her fully just yet, but I know that she truly is sorry for leaving me.
"She had to go to her house to get ready for our trip tomorrow" I say to her softly, brushing away the strands of hair that have fallen in front of her eyes. "But she told me to tell you that she will give you extra special dance lessons when we are away" Camila's face instantly lights up and she let's out a squeal of excitement.
I smile at her, feeling a warm feeling in the bottom of my stomach from seeing her get so happy. I'm glad that she has Brittany's love of dance because that is one of the main reasons why I fell in love with her. The way that she feels the music and can dance along to anything.
Also, this is going to be such a good way for Camila and Brittany to bond with each other. "Auntie Rachie, you gots to meet my mama" Camila bursts out once she notices Rachel across the room from us. I send Rachel a warning look as to not say anything wrong otherwise I would go all Lima heights on her. She seems to understand because she forces a smile at my daughter. "She is all kinds of amazing and she dances too!"
I can see Rachel fighting the urge to roll her eyes, my death stare stopping her. "Baby, can you go and get your clothes from your bedroom?" You see, because Camila stays here quite often, Kurt re-designed my old bedroom here into a bedroom for Camila. Once my daughter is out of the room, I sharply turn around to face the other three people.
They may be my best friends, but they can annoy me so much sometimes. "I know that you all don't like Brittany, but you should know that I waited until she could prove she wouldn't leave again. She did that and I know it may seem idiotic to you, but I couldn't keep them apart. Camila deserves to know who Brittany is" I shout-whisper to them, not wanting Camila to come in and hear the conversation.
"She hurt you, San. She practically crushed you and we were the ones that were there for you, to save you from hiding away for the rest of your life" Kurt says and I can see the disgust in his eyes as he speaks about Brittany and the way that she left me. "I'm sorry, Santana but I can't even look at her without replaying the time she left me in my head" he says and I just shake my head at him, feeling tears start to well up in my eyes.
I look over to Quinn and then to Rachel and they just shrug their shoulders, but I can see they agree with Kurt. I thought that they were the people that forgave others and accepted them no matter what, even if they have previously made mistakes? I guess their not the people I thought they were.
"Come on, Cams. We need to go" I yell through the house, standing up from the couch as Camila comes plodding into the room with her bag over her back and a grin spread across her face. "Lets go" taking her hand in mine, I quickly lead her out of the house before she can say anything to the others that cause us to stay here longer than we need to.
After a car ride back to our house filled with Camila talking non stop about how much she is going to miss Megan when we are in England, it is late so I quickly change Camila into her night clothes and put her into her bed. I guess that I should start packing for the trip since it is tomorrow and I haven't done as much as get out the suitcases, well I have packed Camila's things but not my own.
Shit, Alexis still has my suitcases from her trip to India last month. Reaching for my phone that is on my nightstand, I send a text to my best friend.
To: Alexis
Bitch get your ass here with my suitcases. I needz to pack.
From: Santana
I sent the message with a chuckle because I have probably just woke her up. Whatever, she was going to come over tomorrow morning anyway so she might as well just stay over here because I know that she would of ended up causing us to be late anyway.
My phone buzzes after a couple of seconds, signalling that I have a new message.
From: Alexis
Fuck you slut, I was sleeping. I'm coming now but you better have me some food.
I burst out laughing, but then quickly try to control it because I remember that Camila is sleeping in the room next to me and I can't wake her up otherwise she will be all moody tomorrow. Trust me, you do not want a moody Camila. It is worse than a sad Brittany and that is bad.
Soon enough, I hear footsteps coming towards my bedroom and I don't have to move because I know that it is only Alexis. She always just lets herself into my house since she does have her own spare set of keys for this place.
"You fucking suck ass, do you know that?" Alexis groans as soon as she comes into my view, throwing the two suitcases down onto my bed as she does so. I just roll my eyes and stick my tongue out at her. "How did the meeting with Mama B?" she asks me and starts to help me when I begin to pack my clothes into the suitcases she just brought back for me.
"Actually, it was good. Better than I thought it would be" I say to her honestly, not being able to stop the small smile that finds its way to my face. "Camila hid behind me at first but then once I reassured her that she was okay and told her that Brittany loved to dance, Camila was sold" Alexis laughs at this and sits down on the bed, not really bothering to help me pack anymore.
Wow, she is such a good help. "Dude, that is totes your child. Hooked by mama B from the first time" she teases me and I playfully slap her over her head. "Ouch, you know that you have some fucking meat hands. For some skinny ass girl, you are strong" she complains, rubbing the spot that I just hit with an over-dramatic pout on her face. I swear if she wasn't as good as a model as she is, I would suggest that she becomes an actress.
She is such a drama queen, like worse than Rachel. My smile wipes from my face immediately as I start to think of what just happened with Quinn, Rachel and Kurt. I know they are just trying to protect me, but I just don't understand why they can't accept my choice and be there for me when I need them.
"What happened babe?" Alexis asks me, clearly noticing my change in mood and I just sigh because she is going to end up calling the three of them up and yelling at them.
"Promise me that you will stay calm?" she hesitantly nods her head. "Kurt, Rach and Quinn said they don't support my decision in letting Camila meet Brittany" I say and her eyes widen at my words. "I didn't know what to say to them so I just got Camila and walked out of there" Alexis tightens her fists at her side, so I sit on her lap to stop her from moving and going crazy on their asses for this.
"It isn't their choice though, they should support you. You deserve to make your own decisions and not be brought down because of them" Alexis says and I just nod my head in agreement because she is speaking the truth. "Are you okay though Stan?" I chuckle at the nickname she gave me.
She always knows how to cheer me up when I need it. "Yeah, I'm fine. I know that it was for the best to introduce them to each other and I'm not turning on that just because they don't agree with my choice" I say and kiss her cheek thankfully.
I'm so glad that I have a friend like Alexis, I really have no idea what I would do without her sometimes.
Especially now that Brittany is back in my life.
I know that she is going to help me with this and help me if things end up wrong. Which they hopefully don't. Even though I am still so in love with Brittany, I can't let that ruin my daughters chance in getting to know her mother properly because I have no idea if Brittany still feels the same.
Maybe this trip to England is exactly what we all need.
A/N: Okay, since I am starting to feel slightly better now, I decided to write some more for you guys. I hope this chapter was okay and some Quinn/Rachel/Kurt for you. They will be back soon, don't worry. Them not approving of Santana's decision happened for a reason which you will find out later on in the story. I will also try my best to have the next chapter uploaded as soon as possible.
What do you all want to see happen whilst they are in England? Maybe some Brittana loving? yay or nay? Let me know what you all want and I will try my best to make it all happen.