Title: Learn To Love Again

Rating: T - Maybe M in later chapters

Fandom: Glee

Pairing: Brittana and other minor pairings

Chapter: 9

Word Count: 2K

Disclaimer: I do not own glee or the characters from glee that I use in this story.

Summary: It's not possible for a girl to get pregnant by another girl, right? But what happens when Brittany gets Santana pregnant and thinks that she was cheated on, leaving both Santana and her child? Will Santana be able to bring up a child on her own, with no help? Will she be able to somehow convince Brittany that she didn't cheat and to come back to her?

A/N:

Chuckleshan - definitely Brittana playfulness before sexy times.

Santanalover16 - I'm in love with her too lol.

Julz - aw, thank you. Sweet lady kisses coming up in England.

jrzygurl89 - maybe they won't have to go back to separate houses? ;)

Z87da - Oh she will freak out on her.

"Mommy, can I go answer the door?" Camila comes bouncing into my room, interrupting the argument I am having with Alexis about what movie we should go and see once we arrive in England later tonight. Usually I don't allow Camila to answer the front door by herself because it could literally be anybody, but I know that it would only be Brittany right now since it is so early in the morning.

I nod my head at her and she runs out of the room before I can say anything else, leaving Lex and I alone once again. "Iron man 3" I smirk and quickly run away from her so that she can't reply with her suggestion on what we should see. Her footsteps are close behind me and I speed up so she can't catch me. When I reach the living room, I smile when I see Camila silently showing Brittany the pictures of her and I that are placed along the shelf. The silence is soon broken though when Lex finally reaches the room and tackles me to the floor, causing both Brittany and Camila to jump in surprise and turn their heads towards us.

Alexis smugly laughs above me thinking that she has won, but I quickly flip us over. "Neither of you are choosing because I am and mommy leave Auntie Lex alone!" Lex and I both start laughing at Camila as she stomps over to the two of us, pulling me off of the other girl. Our arguments always end up ending like this; Camila winning even when she isn't even involved in the argument in the first place. But my daughter is just so cute that we can't disagree with her and just let her win the argument.

"Okay you can choose kid" Lex huffs dramatically, folding her arms over her chest like a big child causing Camila to giggle quietly. "But who is this that you haven't yet introduced me too?" Camila gasps excitedly like she is just remembering that Brittany is still here.

I look over to my ex and see that she is biting her lip, something that she does when she is either confused or turned on. Probably confused because I doubt that she would be turned on right now. "This is my mama, mama this is my auntie Lex" Camila introduces the two of them and I can see Brittany's eyes flicker to me before she let's them land on Alexis.

In that one look I could see the hurt she sent me, the confusion but also the jealousy which makes my stomach turn slightly. I don't know weather I am glad that Brittany is jealous of Alexis for some reason because that must mean that she still has some sort of feelings for me, or if I am mad. She has no right to be jealous or hurt because we aren't together any longer, we aren't a couple. "Hi, I've heard much about you" Alexis wiggles her eyebrows towards Brittany and my mouth drops open in shock as I quickly put my hand over her mouth. She is seriously so embarrassing. Alexis bites my hand and I pull it away in pain, sending her a glare when she smirks at me.

"Hey, I wish I could say the same" Brittany replies and I laugh when Alexis pouts towards me. "So munchkin how about you help me put all of the luggage into the cab outside that is patiently waiting for us?" She asks Camila who grins and begins to help Brittany take mine, Camila's and Alexis' suitcases into the cab outside.

Once she is out of sight, I turn to Alexis and punch her in the arm. "You little tit, why did you do that?" She just laughs whilst walks away from me outside to where the two others are waiting and I roll my eyes, following behind her. I lock the door to my home and climb in the cab with the others.

"It is really cool for you to invite me here, San. I appreciate it a lot" Brittany speaks to me for the first time and my heart swells up in my chest because of how she is looking at me with her sparkling ocean blue eyes. "Plus, now Camila gets private dance lessons from none other than the best New York has ever seen" Brittany winks at Camila and taps her small button nose.

Camila bounces up and down on her chair between us excitedly. "Can mommy learn too? She is old now so she can't remember" I gasp at Camila's words as Brittany and Alexis burst out laughing. "What? You are old, right mommy?" Camila scrunches her nose up in confusion as to why Brittany and Alexis are laughing at her.

"Cams, I am not old!" I exclaim and she nods her head in denial as she let's her eyes scan my body up and down. "Your mama is older than me" I tell her and her eyes widen in shock, "just because you can't dance any longer doesn't mean that you are old. I'm only 22 baby" I remind her with a giggle.

"Yeah, but mommy I am 4 so you are really old to me" she answers and I sigh, deciding to end the conversation because I know that she won't stop talking about it until I give in since she is so stubborn; one of her qualities that she obviously took from me. "Auntie Lex has to go to her mommy's house though so she can't stay with us" Camila pouts and Alexis just shrugs her shoulders at her apologetically.

"I wish I could stay, boo. But I've got to go see her so she can give me all those chocolates for you that you like" Alexis explains to her softly and to be honest, no matter how much I love Alexis, I am glad that she won't be staying in the same place as me. This means that the three of us can spend time together; alone. We can actually spend time together as a family for the first time and I know that this will make me trust Brittany even more once I see her interact with Camila. I know that they are going to have a special bond already.

Camila seems to accept the answer because she turns back to Brittany. "We can go bowling and to ride on the London Eye" Camila starts to list of everything that she wants to do whilst we are in England. After about ten minutes of listening to Camila talk non-stop, we arrive at the airport and I pay for the cab as the others unload all of the luggage.

My eyes widen though once I see that we have an hour until our plane leaves for England, "come on girls."

5 Hours Later

Once we had said our goodbyes to Alexis, the three of us made our way to our hotel suite. "Cams, I really need you to calm down honey because you're really going to end up hurting yourself" I say to my daughter when she starts to run up and down the empty hallways with her suitcase trailing closely behind her. Camila slows down and starts to walk beside Brittany and I. I share a look of amusement with Brittany because we both know that she is going to keep us on our feet for the whole time we are in England. "Here we are" I open up the room with the card and once I step inside and see the two beds, my heart drops into my stomach.

Brittany looks at me with a frown as Camila throws herself onto the single bed while I sit on the double one. "We are going to have to share a bed" I tell her quietly and I can see her eyes darken. Trust me, I don't want to share a bed with Brittany because I am still so in love with her and I don't think that I can handle it, but Camila needs to sleep on her own. "Camila can't sleep with anybody because of her anxiety" I explain and she visibly gulps whilst slowly nodding her head and coming to sit beside me, "are you okay with sharing a bed?"

She turns to me and smiles. "Santana, I know that we aren't together anymore but that doesn't mean that we can't share a bed. Plus we kind of don't have a choice even if I wasn't okay with it; Camila comes first" Brittany says and our heads turn towards Camila who is bouncing on the bed. "Camila, baby don't do that because you can fall and hurt yourself" Camila stops and jumps off of the bed, plodding over towards the two of us.

"Mama, how come you left?" my eyes widen and my heart stops at Camila's sudden words and the curiosity in them. That is the one question that I never wanted to hear come out of our daughters mouth because I really do not know what to say to her. Camila scrambles to sit on my lap, but faces Brittany. All the color has drained from the blondes face and I can see the fear and regret beginning to pool in her eyes already.

She clears her throat and briefly looks to me before looking back at our daughter. "When you was inside of mommy, I was scared. I didn't believe that you were real because what happened was something very magical" Brittany tries to explain and I know that she is struggling with what to say. "I didn't know what to do, so I did a very silly thing and left you and your mommy" tears form in her eyes when Camila sinks further into my body.

"Do you not love me? Do you not love mommy?" Camila whimpers, trying to move away from Brittany who has tears now streaming down her cheeks because of the sound of devastation in our daughters voice. Camila is looking expectantly at Brittany, patiently waiting for her to answer the question she asked her.

"Camila, I love you so much. I love you more than everything in this entire world and even though I haven't been there for you so far, I will be here with you from now on" Brittany speaks softly, trying desperately to reassure Camila that she does in fact love her. "I will be here with you forever now, Camila and I will never ever leave you or your mommy again" Camila doesn't show any signs over movements, but she speaks up once again.

"But do you love mommy?"

A/N: So what is Brittany going to say to that? Any suggestions on what you want her to say or what you want to happen with them whilst they are in England? No Brittana loving yet, but there will be some soon during the England trip don't worry. Will they be able to control themselves when they are in bed? Let me know what you all think of this chapter and I will try to upload the next chapter as soon as I can!