Hello, i think you people didn't like my story much, it is dramatic and boring i think, And i agree with that :) i look at it in optimistic way. I will develop myself with every story and get better and better SHANNAROOO!

Sakura:Why you-?! It is my replic! :P

Polen: You are not supposed to remember it!Forget it!

Sakura:Anoo... We are not in the story yet?...

Polen:Ummm, yeah... Whatever. Will you do it, please, Sakura-Chan? ^_^l

Sakura:Sure! ^_^Sakura no Polen doesn't own Naruto.

Polen:if i did, everything would be perfect! :(

In the last chapter: There were two ends were, in my oinion.

She could turn in to a perfect dool and stay pretty till the world ends...

Or the world would suck up her beauty and innocence...That would end her.

I hoped for the first yet i already knew what her choice would be...

Sakura's P.O.V

The others left us alone. 'Maybe he is going to tell me the rules?'

"Okay, Sakura-san, you already know enough but since you have forgatten them we will have to remind them to you. And develop for the best."He held out a kind of list to me and continued "You will have bukijutsu (weaponary), chacra control, poisonary and healing, genjutsu (illissaonary techniques) ,taijutsu(body techniques), ninjutsu(ninja techniques) , ninja basics, fuinjutsu (sealing techniques) after these classes one week lasting lessons, 2 months later, you will take an exam to be a formal Akatsuki."he said in a formal, seriois tone leaving no room to resist.

Then he kind of smirked "if you manage then, i, myself will give you juinjutsu (cursed seal techniques) , senjutsu (sage techniques), kinjutsu (forbidden techniques), dojutsu (eye techniques). But ifyou manage and may i remind you my men have no mercy."

I felt the need of gulp but i stopped it. And nodded. I looked at the list -program thing and noticed that the classes were starting in 4 days.

I thinked the things were over. But i was wrong. The leader sighed and talked in a softer voice afyer both he and Konan tapped their rings.

'' I really missed you. We couldn't find you for 12 years, it was hard... We found you 6 years ago and got you just back..."he kinda looked awkward telling these words "Please don't leave again, OK?" sayin i was confused is and understatement.

Konan, mom, told me Nagato was my father,but now, the Leader of the gang, a.k.a. Pein was talking me as if he was my dad..

He possibly saw my confused look, so i didn't need to voice it.

"As Konan said before, it is complicated. This body belongs to our, former team mate, he died to protect us. His name was Yahiko. Then me, atleast my soul entered to his body. My name is Nagato. I didn't want us to be called neither Nagato nor Yahiko so i named us Pein."

'So you were wrong with the piercing and eye theory.'

'W-hat, who are you? '

Oh, Sakura i am you! I am you innerself'

'Inner? Hmm, do you remember anything?'

'Dont be stupid, how can i remember anything something? I am you , you dumb!"

Hey!Who do you call dumb?!'

'i cant see any dumb except you in there, in your mind?! '

'Didnt you say that you are me and i am you then you are dumb too *:P* '

'... Nice come back, but i think you should look at your daddy. He is staring at you.'

As i noticed it i looked back at him. Both my 'dad' and 'mom' were lookingat me.

'Say something!'

''Umm.. I dont know what to say... I am sorry but i just act the 'we are happy family again'. Addition to not remembering anything and not being sure of what to feel, i learned so much things, let me absove them. I am sorry..."

Konan looked appearently sad but hided it behind her eyes. The leader's stoic face remained same. With a curt nod he said, more like ordered. "Don't tell my real personality to anyone... I may be your father but... I am still your Leader."

"Hai, Leader -sama."i nodded. He turned around to leave but stopped his movement before exitting. Without turning"Konan, take her to room, never leave her alone with someone you dont trust, give her from your and Karin's clothing you will buy her new clothes on Sunday. "And he left with that.

I was taken aback by his sudden change of demonour. He was kind of soft the moment yet he was all strict and commanding in a second.

Without another word, after Leader, we left the room. İ was a little sore from lying still. I healed some of the worsts and get out with my thin silk night gown that camto my knees and obviously too big for me.

We climbed the stairs and saw Deidara. Konan left me with him, after giving him 'the look' wich Deidara rolled his eyes.

We walked in a really disturbing silence. "Umm...Hi?" i mentally cursed myself, not finding anything better to start and sounding like questioning.

My answer was a grunt.

'How warm...'

'Agreed! He is the hottest thing in that coridor!'

'Do you even know what sarcasm is? '

'Do you even know what sexy is? '

'Kami!'Now i was blushing

'i'm sure you are still virgin, if you were like this in the past too.' she made an unlady sound. I was blushin like hell!

"You ok, yeah?" my fight with inner was cut by Deidara. I noticed that i was as red as tomato right then.

"uh?! Y-Yeah i am!" i said hurriedly.

"So you dont remember anything, yeah? It must be bad." He asked suspiciously. Way too suspicious to bear. The look he sent towards me was the kind you give to the person that stealed your last cookie.

"What is it with you people?! Was i a bad person? What did i do to you for all of you to hate me?"

'Why?'

"Look... Our gang and... You didnt get well. We fought... It is not that we hate you. We don't even really know you... But... That was what we used to do."He loomed awkward with telling these. He looked as if he didn't know what to say.

"So... Will you be my first freind here? Would you like to get know to me, or new me?..." i said it without thinking. Noticing what i said i stealed a look at him, he looked lost again, not knowing how to react.

"umm, i-its okay!You don't have to! I said it without thinking forget what i said..."I closed my eyes, waved my hands in front of me with a fake smile. Inside of me something twisted.

My action was stopped by strong, firm and warm fingers grabbing my wrist.i opened my eyes to see Deidara's black ninja t-shirt. He had got rid from his cloak. I looked at his face.

He had a warm, understanding smile on his face. His blue eye was looking down at me. "It is okay, yeah. It must really be hard. Waking up and seeing a bunch of maniac, looking at you as of you are a zoo animal, yeah"

I closed the two step between us and hugged him around his waist. He stayed stunned for a moment then slowly embraced me. I squeked him slightly and mumbled "thank you so much!" in to his chest. When i stepped back i saw a hint of pink on his cheek.

I giggled and he playfully glared at me. He opened the door we stood next to and said ''Ladies first" while slightly bending down like an English gentelman, winking at me. I giggled again and said "Thanks, my Lord."he fallowed me in. I memorized that his door was the colour of his eye. While there were other coloured doors.

The room inside was decorated with tones of blue and grey. A simple bed with a baby blue blanket and grey pillow. His curtains were dirty white and walls were baby blue. He had dark wooden work table and a comfy looking chair. A black, probably leather, couch was there. Fround was covered with a cerulean carpet shoving the grey stone of the gound. His wardorape was blue too. Probably most of his clothing was so too.

"So what do you guys call yourself?" i asked anlayzing the room. "Akatsuki."

"like dawn?" he nodded. "What do you guys do?" he gave me an apolotic look"Can't say. It is secret, yeah. Ask leader or Konan, i doubt they would tell you, yeah. Yet you can still try." he shrugged.

I gave him a suspicious look yet he shrugged again, messaging me to change the topic. I did so too, not wanting to lose my new found hardly claimed friend.

We sat down the couch there was a silence again yet it was away from being awkward. I was glad that i finally had a friend. He seemed freindly, at least more than some of them.

"Leader said 2 months and 4 days later i will get a test to join. In that time passing i will be taking lessons from you. It looks like you are my kinjutsu-Ninjutsu (A/N:i dont know what is his bomb technique is, his hands are kinjutsu's result but doing it is ninjutsu, choose one) teacher. What will i learn there? " i asked and stated. He thinked a way to explain it better.

"Kinjutsu and Ninjutsu means forbidden technique and Ninja techniques, yeah. More than a lesson or technique... I see it as Art yeah. To me: art is an Explosion! "He was smirking like a mad man, the glint in his eye all but happy and amazed. This expression was rather scary but something inside it was so warm. He throw his arms to air as he said 'bang' but something else cought my eyes, not his smirk, at least not the one on his face.

His hands were copying his smirk. I was shocked. Was that even possible?

'hmmm... I wonder what they are doing... Can you imagine what kinds of wonders can be done with them?!' her mouth was hang open and drools were dripping down mixing in the ground with her flowing nose from her nose, i blushed mentally and tried to push the visible redness back.

Deidara noticed my look on his hands and took them down instantly. His crazy warm smirk died down and a sheepish forced smile took the place.

"umm, yeah. You see... They help me with my art. They infuse-"but he was cutted by me. I pulled his hand slowly analyzing them and trying to understand how they could exist.

There were mouths in his hands.

What...the...hell?!

I reached toward onof the mouths that was grinning still. But his mouth opened and licked my hand. Saying i was shocked was nothing. I stoled a glance to Deidara and noticed he was looking at me expectantly too. He was scared that i was going to reject him. But what i did made his eye go wide.

I giggled. But i felt that i should question his reason to lick me.

'No you should want more, may be alittle intimate?' inner said in a a whore-ish, sweet voice. I again fhought back a blush and asked my real question.

"Why aryou licking me?" I was trying to sound serious but my gighles were not helping though. But his tongue was tickling me. He took his hands back and his lips on his hands continued smirking.

"It is not in my hand yeah- " he wanted to continue but i cut him giggling yet again."But they are!" (AN:I am sorry but i had to do this XD ) he didn't understand what i meant, a cute expression taking its place, only to make me laugh.

He then glared at me but he was smirking and looked more comfortable since i was not mad."As i was saying, i cant help it, yeah. It is as if they havtheir own mind. They sometimes copy me yet they sometimes do the things that i didnt meant to."he explained.

"like you want tl do it in the deep down, but you forbidded to yourself?" i said quickly.

"Yeah, you kinda say that. "he answered without thinking but when he realized what he said his eyes widened and i was smirking trying to hold back my laughter.

"So you wanted to lick me?"I asked again knowing that he is now fully aware what he said, his cheek was flushed.

"N-No-o, yeah!"he answered still embrassed."Decide what you say no or yeah?" I said this time giggling more and more."I said no, yeah!" This time i was not able to hold it in anymore.

I was laughing senslessly as he was glaring at me, but then he started to chuckle and finally laugh. That was when Kaa-san antered.

She looked surprised but she was glad that i was happy and she smiled softly."I see you have found your first friend here, Sakura. Nice choice. Heis the warmest one here, i think."She softly looked at Deidara who seemed to be taken a back. But glad. I smiled.

She turned back at me"If you are ready, lets go."i nodden and turned towards Deidara and said" Bye for how Deidara-san! Thank you very much again."He smiled at me brightly and waved.

She took me a little further, but we were in the same floor with Deidara. I was glad we were in the same floor.

My door was red a copy of all the doors in the base. Floor was soft pink inlay, a decorative green fluffy carpet was there. A king sized bed within red and green bedclothes. Dusty pink curtains. Red garderobe was there. Green night stands on both sides of the bed. A work table. Dusty gink again. A mirror and all.

"I had preapared that room for you when... We found out that you were alive. I hope you will like it. You can change anything if you want to."I looked at her and smiled comfortingly. "No it is perfect. Thanks... Kaa-san." i doubted but she looked happy with me saying it. More than happy she was. As i realised her look i was... Happy i said it.

Her eyes were blurry, she took a step forward, slowly. As if trying to not scare me. But i ran and hugged her thightly. Tears slipped down from both of us. I cried for her, for forgetting everything and feeling regretted and everything. She cried from happiness, from finding what was lost and loved. We soothed eachother, it didnt las long, appearantly it was short.

There were no place in Akatsuki for weakness. You could get it the moment you stepped in. The aura, the orders, stoic and emotionless men, rude and cruel words. I knew that i hadn't seen anything yet but i know it now.

She pulled away and wiped her face clean. "If you need anything my room is opposite."i nodded and wiped myself too. "are there any training grounds?"i wanted to try some. "Yeah. In the first floor. All contains scrools,weapons and first aid kit."i nodded and she left.

I changed into ninja pants, fishnet long sleeved shirt and a red v neck sleeveless shirt. My hair was longer than the picture, near my belly. I left it open. As i went down to the first floor i entered to the first one. It was empty to my relief.

I went towards scrools and read one to one. Observing. There were countless scrools. Medical ones, genjutsu, ninjutsu, ckakra control, wars, agreements, terms, clans. I read and read. Some time later i lifted my head to the sound.

"Oi!Pinky! Whatcha doing there, in the corner?" the thick and gruff voice of kisame asked."I am reading, what about you, overgrown tuna?"he answered a little raged, probably because of the nickname, i grinned. "To train of course!Now get out brat, so we can train."

I glared at the blue man "As you see, i came here first."He was ready to answer mewhen Itachi interrupted in."Would it bother you if we trained here?" he was polite and equal. "ok for me. Teach your pet to be polite, please. I admire your work. You taught him to talk and act as a human but he lacks in manners. They are important too."I said more to Kisame than Itachi.

"You and me, midget. Now. Choose your weapon. No jutsu."

Well, you see, my will is dying every minute. Writing a comment woulndt kill you, would it? :(

Writing this chapter took my one day and i could post it the fallowing day but... seeing no one was reading it actually...i didnt post it. If no one will read or rewiev in the coming tree chapter i think i will finish it.

I thank to the ones who read and leave a rewiev. Really.