Polen:Omg!Thank you very much guys!you can't know how happy i am! :') Really, i may sound exaggarating. But i am just writing down what i feel. You are lucky you didn't see my victory dances and that foolish smirks :D

Oh and speaking if foolish...

Hey Sasuke! ^_^

Sasuke:*Grunts*

Polen:Hey, come on! How many times do i have to say you to use real words in there? -_-

Sasuke:Whatever. Here is the disclaimer: Sakura no Polen doesn't own Naruto.

Polen:You are no fun, Sasuke :(

If i did everything would be perfect! :(

In the last chapter:He dragged me to Hidan and Kakuzu. The ones i am most uncomfotable. And left me alone with the pair, disappering back in the hallway. I smiled uneasily under their, bored, irritated and strange stares.

Sakura's P.O.V.

I gulped and smiled again "S-So, what should i do with this?"Kakuzu shrugged and Hidan looked a little troubled "We don't give the fuck, bitchy. Its up to your ass. If you scratch the shit, you are with us!If not, ...well ask the Biggest Asshole-sama (A/N:Pein). But haven't done the fuck before?Then, to do it you gatta win against one shitless Akatsuki, Want me? "He said with a wink and sadistic smirk. I rolled my eyes.

I was about to answer when Kisame decided to do it for me." Kitten there have done it beated me only a few hours ago." his significal smirk on his face. You could notice the proud yet sad marks here and i was distracted by others' wide eyes. I was as pink as my hair now.

Then again when i was about to open my mouth a voice cut in "You beat up Kisame, un? " It looks like Deidara was on the doorway when he heard and he was the first one to recover. After his words, if possible, i got redder.

"N-no!Not really, he was going easy on me!Thats all" i said"Not that much candy cotton. You were amazing. Itachi was there too and even he appreciated it!"After these words, their eyes were nearly popping out. Oh my!Now i look like a tomato.

Hidan then wrapped my waist with his muscular arm and sat me on his lap"Woaw!Bitchy there is more than i saw on you."He said mockingly yet all serious at the same time. He was admiring me. I pushed him a little, and he easily let me go. I walked towards Deidara's side. The four had big smirks on thair handsome faces.

"Hey!Stop that!" i said while sitting between two fish like men. "Stop what, pinky? " "Embrassing me! I huffed. Three men laughed at me and Suigetsu barged in "Oi!I want to have a fight with you too. That shark is nothing but old, but me. " He earned a smack to head by the said old shark. They started arguing animatedly, and i slightly laughed at them.

I got up to leave, but then a question popped. 'to where? hmm, i think i am getting hungry, better to kitchen' oups. Where was it? "Umm, when will we eat?" i asked to Deidara. He shrugged "Whenever we get hungry, yeah." he answered. I quirked a brow. "Why?Why aren't you cooking?"

"No, Sakura-san. We are ninja, not cooks. "Kakuzu's muffled voice replied.

I tought for a minute and then answered cheerfully."What about me?I think i could cook!" they looked happy especially Suigetsu. He got up and hugged me bear-hug."Oh my!Hurry! I haven't eaten anything cooked for ages!"He said pulling me all cheerfully. I giggled at him. "Ok ok!Slow down!i am coming.

I radared the kitchen and found out we needed a good shopping. With these stuffs i decided to do onigiri, tomato soup and some green tea. Nothing much, but we needed supplies.

I started with soup under Suigetsu's curious, boyish look. He looked like a little kid watching his mom cook. "Would you mind lending an hand?" i asked him softly. He jerked his head up from the table. "really?I mean really really? I haven't cooked ever before" he looked nervous. "It's ok. Can you take the rice from there? Good. Take that big bowl and put 6 glasses of rice in there. "He did and looked at me for approval. When i nodded he started to relax."now wash it up till the powder a few more times, see it is not that hard, right?"I smiled solwly at him as i poured down glasses of water. "put it in the rice .Cook the kind of meat you want. Chicken, fish, veal or roe?" He gulped down a huge glass of water before answering. "roe" "Let's fry it. Yeah that oil is enough."While he was troubled with them i stirred the soup one last time before leaving it to boil.

And preapared the green tea. When done we shaped the onigiri's.

While Sakura was preparing the table Suigetsu collected everyone. All entered with different expression. Shocked ones and exciteds, some were bored and stoics could be seen. Not to forget the wilds.

Deidara, Hidan,Suigetsu and Kisame ate like wild animals.

Kakuzu, Karin, Konan, Juugo and İ ate normally

Sasori and Zetsu looked awkward.

Itachi and Leader were very well mannered.

And finally Sasuke...he was not eating at all.

As i was going to ask what was wrong Karin took my place. "Oh my!What is wrong Sasuke-kun?!Are you feeling sick?I am sure she couldn't heal you properly"A glare towards me. She was clinging into Sasuke's right arm with unneccesary wide impossibly behind her glasses.

She looked funny. She was a desperate fangirl.

"Tomato is my favorite."He murmured quietly. Karin squeled the newest info she got. "It tastes like Mother's, She...used to do it often"Itachi informed us. Both brothers had heaviness around them. Sadness. Not you could see it. They were both staring softly at the soup.

" you don't want to eat, please don't and sorry for your loss and my bad choice."I boved them apoloticly. I felt terrible if my actions. Then the bith started eating the soup with soft features.

I noticed Itachi's glance at his brother. I smiled to myself.

They were a family. Whole Akatsuki, even if they didn't want to notice.

You know siblings right, these who fight constantly, ready to kill eachother for any minutes but when someone does any of them, anything they are the lions.

I smiled softly at them while eating but my peaceful thoughts were broken by the nuisance of the Jashinist. "Hey Pinky!The hell will we eat now?This shit is not enough for even Tobi!"I sighed slowly and took everyones empty plates and brought the pile of onigiri "Suigetsu made these!He came to help me. "I was smiling at him then did we hear the sipitting voices. Both Hidan and Kisame were making gagging sounds and spitting down the floor.

I smacked their heads"WHAT THE HELL?!Do you want to kill the living shit out us or something?!That dickless can't even cook a shit!Thanks to the Jashin-sama i am immortal, so that no bitches like you can fuck with me."While he was on the rants, Kisame was drying his tongue with the end of his shirt. Both me and Suigetsu were glaring the pair. But anyone could see the killing intent on Suigetsu.

Nobody was moving, waiting for my next movement. I leaned down and took one onigiri and munched on it. As i swalloved everyone was watching me with vary eyes. "Verry delicious!See, nothing is wrong with his cooking."I gave them a look but no one was moving. So i took my seat, giving them some time.

But everyone seemed to be opposite.

"Is there anything wrong?"I asked with a mother's all-knowing-yet-still-asking voice. I sighed to the silence "If you won't eat then these will have to go to trash, and i have wasted a good amount of roe and rice to it. Have any one heard roe's price lately?I think-"But my all too casual voice was cut by Kakuzu's barking.

"Eat it you fuckers."His eyes narrowed glaring anyone across him, poor Deidara. He sent a death glare to the unlucky guy. You could see the sweats forming his forehead.

Poor guy lifted his right hand slowly and shakily. Even the mouth on his hand was scowling.

Kakuzu snarled at him. I must tell him that he was scary, i was afraid though these were not directed at Bomber.

A bored and stoic Uchiha reached out his hand flawlessly and while he chewed it, taking its taste and flawour everyone watched his every smooth he swallowed and nodded approvingly.

I rolled my eyes, haven't i done the same?And i could see the slightest of relief in his eyes, funny.

'What an interesting person, right?'

'Am i the only one who can see his emotions? And yeah, i agree.'

'I would love to explore him deeper...'

'Yeah...Wait, you did mean it! Oh my, be alittle polite!You only met him!'

'So if we did...it would be okay?..'

'WH-WHAT!No..no i-i...Urgh!Whatever.' i scowled.

'Yeah you should come to your senses, you are staring at him and he is looking back~' She wiggled her brows ani ignkred her and took my gaze away from his deep, intense pretty obsidian eyes. His georgeus orbs were looking directly at me, like seeing through me to my soul.

I was battling with my blush then i noticed that others were eating too. I gave Suigetsu a small smile whkch he returned with a cheeky grin.

"You were right Pinky, thats eatable."I heard and agreeing.

...You think it was Kisame, right?You are wrong.

It was that bitchy fangirl. I don't know why -and that is illogical- but i hated her the moment i opened my eyes. And she has no right to call me names.

"Don't call me 'Pinky' ever ."I said in a low, dangerous tone. My voice was dripping with poision that it made everyone in the table stop dead and look at me.

I may be sound exaggarating the situation but the way she said it made me mad and i didn't like her at all.I was ok with Kisame and i didn't care what Hidan this bitch.

Man, she was easy to make angry. She was fuming now, jumped from her seat and started yelling at me. I was smirking at first but then i saw 'it'.

I could feel going pale, my eyes were widening and my lips went thin. But all these were like a dream, because i was living in 'it' now. 'It' was consuming me. Sufficating me, taking me away from all the voices in the room. Realty was like a fading echo on a hallway. Then i remembered 'it'.

The lightining.

An image came to my mind.

A kind of memory to be exact.

I was lying on a young boys arm. We were both panting slowly because of the fight that we were having only a moment ago. Now the time was frozen. His left hand was raised, holding a ball of light, breaking the darkness of the midnight, ligtining both of us a little. No it wasn't light, they were lightinings. It was going down slowly, towards my chest.

I wasn't moving, sure i was afraid, yet, i was accepting it. No, i was welcoming it

My eyes were by sadness and sarrow and..and something else... I was smiling at the boy

Smiling. Smiling at the boy who was about to kill me.

Then i looked at my attacker's eyes, nearly impossible to read. But i could. His were filled with rage, sadness, loneliess and...lust. Lust of revenge. Black as a moonless night.

I snapped back to the world. Karin was still rambling but it was ringing in my ears. I was on my feet but my knees were too jelly, too weak. My eyes were on the window that held the lightinings last glint.

I couldn't help when my knees freed and my eyes slowly faded. I was looking at that oniks eyes again. They were different, yet.

They were the last things i saw as the blackness consumed me.

Hey!I am back. I hope you liked it guys, i know i am not that good :/

What ever.I know, that chapter was full with fillers but i had to :) 'Cause, you know, i wanted to ended the chapter there but it would be short and i hate short chapters. So, i can only hope you to understand.

I am sorry about my mistakes, english is not my mother language :D

Please rewiev! ^_^