*Phil POV*
It's been two days since Chris died. I still haven't drank. I haven't eaten much either. I can't. My best friend died, how can I? Carrie is here, trying to force me to eat, but I can't. Alex and Lexi are on their way. I don't want to see Lexi. She reminds me to much of Dan. But they're about 10 minutes away. It's too late.

*Alexa POV*
We've been in the car for about 2 hours, my dad, Cherry and I. I've been putting on a brave face, pretending that I'm not dreading what my dads gonna say to me when we're alone.
'We're here' we pull into a parking space and get out. We walk towards a familiar building. A building I've seen in. One that I've lived in for 11 years. More memories come flooding back. I grip Cherrys hand, and she flashes me a strange look. I don't look at her, I just stare at the front door.
'Dad, why are we here?' I ask quietly.
'Just shush. What did I say to you?' We walk in the front door an into the living room. Sat on the sofa is a crying, snivelling man, my dad, being consoled by my mum. Suddenly, I forget to care about my mum, or my dad, or even Cherry. I run for the sofa.
'Dad!' I shout, pulling my dad into the tightest hug I can. My real dad glares at me, and Cherry and my dad stare at me in confusion, but I ignore it, taking in the smell of lynx chocolate deodorant.
'What?' Phil- my dad says, pulling away.
'I remember. I remember everything. I remember the last few months. I remember before that. I remember being raised by you and Dad!' He smiles brightly, but it soon falters and he cries again.
'What did I tell you?' My real dad hisses in my ear.
'Just go upstairs' my mum says, coldly. I don't understand, my parents didn't want me eleven years ago, so they should be thrilled. Shouldn't they?

*Dan POV*
'Look, Gerard, I have to go to Swindon. I'll be back in about 2 weeks. I need to sort out my best friends funeral and see my daughter' Gerard laughs.
'Your daughter doesn't even know who you are. You know, people always say that having children is a miracle, but I always thought it was another STD. You know, like baby aids or something. You've just proven that' I ball my fists to stop from punching him, but instead I grabbed my bag and left. I got into the car and drove away, trying not to cry. I've been staying strong since Chris died, I don't want anyone to know that I cried. I have to go and help PJ and Phil plan the funeral. It'll be the first time I'm actually seeing Phil since I punched him. I know that PJ will be in a state, and Carrie, Alex and Phil will be trying all they can to stop him from jumping from the highest building he can find. I can almost see the scene. But I can't picture that, because if I do, I will cry right in this car. I click the cd button on my car and listen to a band I liked years ago. Before I know it, I'm pulling into a parking space outside the house that I lived in months ago. When I walk in I'm not greeted by the sight that I thought. PJ was nowhere to be seen, Phil was crying on the sofa and Alex and Carrie were arguing.
'Guys, where- GUYS' I shout, and everyone looks at me.
'Where is PJ and why are you guys arguing?' Alex and Carrie look at me guiltily.
'PJ is at his place...on his...own' Carrie and Alex look at each other then leave the house. They don't need to tell me where they're going.
'Now Phil, I want you to calm down okay?' I sit beside him in the soda. Even though I'm supposed to hate him, a part of me hates seeing him upset. I put my hand on his shoulder.
'Calm down okay? Now where's Alexa?' He points to the stairs.
'Shes- she's up- but she- she remembers us, Dan- I don't want to- tell her about Chris-'
'What? She remembers us? Phil this is amazing! Lexi? Lexi!' I shout up the stairs. I hear the door open and 'stay here' in a hushed whisper, then a pain of feet padding down the stairs.
'Dad' she said quietly 'I want to come home. My parents don't want me, but you guys do. Don't you?' It breaks my heart to see her like this.
'Thing is, Phil and I- we're not together any more. We can't look after you alone when you have 2 parents who can' her face drops.
'You guys don't want me either, do you? I am SICK of being unwanted! That's what got us here in the first place, isn't it?! My friends not wanting me? Cherry! CHERRY! We're going out!' Someone else runs down the stairs and runs straight past me without even a second look, and the two girls leave the house,
Slamming the door as they go.

*Alexa POV*
Cherry and I walk down the road, not really sure on where we're going. I'm still adjusting.
'Where are we going, Lexi?' I shrug.
'God knows. I just wanted to get aw-' I stop in my tracks. Somehow I've walked us face to face with Leigh-Anne Pinnock. The girl who threw a rock and ruined my life.
'Alexa!' She says, surprised.
'Hi Leigh-Anne' she points to my head
'Got a hair cut? It looks...nice' Cherry nudges me.
'How do you know her?'
'Ill explain later, so Leigh-Anne, how are Zoe and Paige?' She sighs and walks closer to me. She lifts her sleeve and I see familiar cuts and scratches. The same ones that I had all those months ago.
'Im you now' she says sadly. 'They found out that I told' I don't know why but this statement makes me so mad.
'I'd better get back home. My mum isn't in so I have a list of things to do' I look at her. She's tall, tan and pretty. Why would anyone hate her?
'We'll help if you like?' I look at Cherry, and she nods slightly.
'Are you sure? Why don't you hate me? I mean, you have every reason to, I could have killed you!' I shrug.
'Im not one to hold a grudge' Cherry and I follow her to her house. When we're inside, Cherry nudges me again.
'Oh, I saw that Dan and Phil broke up. You okay? And why did you leave Swindon? You must be pretty tore up about the divorce!' Cherry nudges me one more time.
'Oh right, Cherry, Leigh-Anne, Leigh-Anne, Cherry!' They shake hands.
'I love your hair Cherry! Bright red wouldn't suit me' Cherry smiles.
'Im sure it would! You'd look lovely! Now Lexi, explain to me why you dragged me from London and how you know people who live here?' So I explain everything. To both of them, because Leigh-Anne still doesn't know about me losing my memory. After the whole explaining thing, they both look at me in shock.
'Lexi- I didn't realise I'd cause that much damage, I mean, it's my fault! I broke up your parents!' She wails.
'Your adopted parents are my favourite author and his husband?' I stare at Cherry.
'Bit insensitive. Now, I can't explain to you why we're in London. Sorry' Leigh-Anne's phone buzzes. She stares at it and frowns, before showing me the screen.

[Zoe]-6:37pm
Come to the park, we've got a...surprise for you!

'Ill just stay here and not move. They'll give up' I shake my head.
'No, we're going. Come on' her eyes widen to the size of saucers.
'Are you crazy? Are you trying to get me killed?' I smile.
'If you were surprised to see me, imagine them! Plus, Cherry and I do karate, they do their nails. You'll be fine' I look over at Cherry.
'If these are the girls that bullied you then I'm in' we leave and make for the park, Leigh-Anne and Cherry in front, me hiding behind.
'Finally dug yourself up a friend, did you? She's pretty! Where did you get her? Dogs trust or straight from the RSPCA?' I see Cherrys fists ball up, so I nudge her slightly. I know what she's like when she's angry.
'I've got someone you might like to see. A...friend of mine' Cherry and Leigh-Anne part like the Red Sea.
'Hi guys, miss me?' I laugh at the horrified looks on Zoe and Paige's faces.
'Oh, and I'm from Dogs trust by the way' Cherry smiles smugly at the girls. 'Lexi has told me so much about you! Which one is the natural brunette who bleaches her hair and pretends to be pretty, and which one is the natural blonde who practically paints on her eyebrows?' She pretends to take a closer look. 'Never mind. I got it' I laugh, but Leigh-Anne just stands there, looking mortified.
'Hey, I like the colour of your nails! Red looks good on you, Zoe! Really brings out your inner Satan!' I say, giggling. I look over Paige's shoulder and see my old tutor about 3 metres away.
'Oh and Paige! How's Mr Cutforth? Still as 'hot' as you always thought he was?'
'Yeah, how is my crush on Mr Cutforth an insult to me?' Leigh-Anne and I giggle.
'Paige? Is this true?' Mr Cutforth says. Leigh-Anne and I are in fits by this time. I see Paige's cheeks go red. She runs away and Zoe follows.
'Oh Luke, how absolutely perfect that you were there at that exact time!' I say between laughs.
'What makes you think you can call me Luke?' He says to me in a mock serious tone.
'Well, I live in London and go to school in London, therefore you're not my tutor any more. Thus, I can call you whatever I want' he laughs at me.
'Whatever, Lexi. Just...stay out of trouble! Bye girls!' He walks away, and we all fall Down, giggling girlishly. I look at my watch.
'Its been an hour, Phil and Dan will be worrying. We'd better get back' Leigh-Anne nods.
'Hey, and thank you! Bye' Cherry and I walk off.
'Oh and Cherry, promise you won't have a fangirl attack when we walk in, okay?'
'I can't promise!' We both laugh and walk back home arm in arm.

I don't know why this chapter was so hard to write! I don't feel like it was very good, but I worked really hard on it! So enjoy it:P

R&R for Hayley Willams' face. That shit is beautiful.

Love Always

~Georgie'xo~