Hey guys so first off I just finished Requiem like two minutes ago and I felt like I had to tell someone who understands book or would listen to me since my friend is " Currently unavailable for face time" STUPID IPAD! Sorry just so angry. Btw very important A/N at the bottom btw I'm not ending the story or my other stories.
All I own is the anger that I have towards the ending of Requiem.
Tris's POV
I feel like it's swallowing me whole both the fact that I am the cause of my parents' death and that I will never leave this prison…alive. I couldn't sleep so I laid down all night facing the wall. Four had already fallen asleep, I can hear his snoring and when I look down towards the bottom bunk I see that his head on the pillow, while the rest of him is half slouched on the floor. I climb down and start pacing, all that I can do. I felt so guilty that I turned myself in the minute I was let out of the hospital, which was two days after they died since I just had a few scratches and bruises. I kept telling them that it was my fault, but the nurses kept telling me it was the trauma of losing them. Maybe it is maybe it isn't. I will never know. I was once told there were five stages of grief, denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and finally acceptance. I feel as though my body skipped steps one and two and threw me straight to step three. It was what made me feel it was my fault, wait hang on it is my fault, but then it boomeranged me back to step two. It was what gave me the courage to turn myself in. Step four was what made me go to Lauren. Step five must have come and gone, the acceptance that I knew Peter was my judge and would stop at nothing to get me thrown and jail and throw away the key, but ten it left. I never had proper time to grieve; After all it has been five days since their death. Day one I was in the hospital. Day two I was turning myself in. Day three I told Christina and Marlene and Lauren. Day four I was sentenced and met my cellmate. Day Five is right now since it's twelve in the morning. Another start to another terrible day.
I know I know short chapter but I had to post something. Anyway, I am holding a contest for you guys. If you can guess my first name, my real name (PM only please. I don't want the whole public to know, yet.) I will feature you as a character. Here are the rules, You can guess three times per PM, a limit of one PM per person) for the contest but you PM whenever you want) I will PM you telling you if you win and tell you which of the three names is correct. I am not giving hints, only if you are close. I will tell you through PM. If you win I will announce it on the next chapter (with your permission if you want) and your character will be posted throughout the chapters, mostly. When you win I will need to know physical description, or what you wan to look like. What age you want your character to be (nothing under 15 please but you can be younger in real life) and finally what your name is or what you want to be called. One last thing I need your favorite number (not four, six or three) to use as your prison number. One last thing I need to know whether you want to be a prison guard, Prisoner, good or bad, or wrongly convicted, thanks. By the way the new kid Alex I was talking about last chapter, yeah he's stalking me and I think he likes me while another guy also likes me and is running against me in student council. I also like this other guy, but I'm not sure whether he likes me back. I think he does cause he freaked when he stepped on my foot. So yeah, that's my amazingly weird life. Bye my fictiony fanfictioners!
-DauntlessCake10
Ps: entrees are due on Friday the thirteenth, (ooh, spooky! Yeah I did this to spice it up a bit) lol at Eight P.M. PST (Pacific Standard Time) so yeah bye!
PPS: I do realize this probably longer than the chapter. Lol well bye!