Blaine entered Kurt's room to give him his daily vitamins only to find him sitting up on his bed -legs crossed, hunched over looking into his lap as he rested the side of his head in his left palm as his rights hand held the book he was reading.
"Hi," Blaine said smiling. Kurt instantly shot his eyes up to meet Blaine's.
"Sorry, did I startle you?"
"No, I'm fine. Just didn't hear you coming in." Kurt answered as Blaine took a seat at the edge of Kurt's bed.
"What are you reading there?" Blaine asked as he eyed the book.
"The Tempest." Kurt replied.
"Shakespeare? I'm intrigued." Blaine said smiling.
Kurt closed the book and looked up at Blaine.
"Do you believe in God, Blaine?" Kurt asked. Blaine's smile dropped, his eyebrows quirked together and his eyes widened from confusion.
"Yeah," He gasped out, confused as to how that question came about. "Do you, Kurt?"
"N-No." Kurt said as he turned his head as if he were ashamed.
"When did you lose faith?" Blaine asked curiously.
"When I learned I was going to Hell." Kurt replied.
"You're not going to Hell, Kurt."
Kurt chuckled under his breath sarcastically, mocking the words Blaine had just said. "What makes you assume that?" Kurt asked amusingly.
"Because Hell is empty and all the Devil's are here." Blaine quoted.
Kurt's eyes widened and Blaine chuckled at Kurt's reaction.
"I'm impressed," Kurt admitted. "So you've read the book?"
"Oh, yes," Blaine laughed. "Quite a few times."
"I wasn't aware you were a fan of Shakespeare, Dr. Anderson." Kurt pointed out.
"There's a lot you don't know about me, Kurt" Blaine said.
Kurt looked at Blaine with hurtful eyes. "There's not a chance in the world that I'll ever be able to get into a Heaven if there were to be one." He said.
"Kurt, no. Of course you'll go to Heaven. Only the bad spend their eternity in Hell." Blaine said.
"I am bad. Look at me, I'm evil! How do you think I ended up here?" Kurt said.
Blaine looked into Kurt's eyes and could see the hurt. He was obviously having one of his daily mood swings, but Blaine hated seeing Kurt in the state. He hated seeing Kurt lose all faith and hope in himself. Why should Kurt convince himself that he's evil? Just because he's locked in an insane asylum? Just because he has a criminal record? Just because he has a lawsuit? Just because he's killed a guy? Just because you kill someone doesn't mean you're automatically evil, right?
"No, Kurt." Blaine took both of Kurt's hands in his. "You can't do this to yourself. You can't convince that you're anything other than perfect, you understand me? Because the Kurt I see, I only see goodness." Kurt's face brightened from Blaine's words and was slightly disappointed again once Blaine pulled his hands away.
Blaine leaned over and set Kurt's vitamins on his bedside table. Kurt, not tearing his eyes away from Blaine for even a second as he did so.
Blaine was honestly the most attractive person he'd ever laid eyes on, and according to Blaine; he was hands off which really frustrated Kurt.
Once Blaine settled Kurt's vitamins on his bedside table, he went to go back in his sitting position only to make deep eye contact with Kurt in the process and stayed staring at each other obliviously for a moment in silence. Kurt stared at Blaine's lips -which were just inches away and ghosting over his own.- and licked his own.
Kurt was honestly sexy- the way his hair fell perfectly without any styling, his beautiful, flawless, pale skin, his eyes -oh, God. His eyes.- , a beautiful light blue colour, his jawline, that scar on his neck -which Blaine had been wanting to lick over to experiment what reaction he'll receive from Kurt.- , and his lip -especially when he's licking over them and making them a nice, slick, shiny red or tugging at it which drives Blaine insane.- and Blaine uses all his strength to resist and tries not lunge over and attack him brutally by prepping kisses on any skin he could possibly capture.
Once it hit Blaine that he was obliviously checking out Kurt, he instantly jumped up off the bed.
"I better start heading back to work." Blaine said.
"You don't have to." Kurt said.
"No, Kurt. Not this time."
Kurt leaned over to whisper hotly into Blaine's ear. "Why not? I have a few ideas of what we could do to pass the time."
"Kurt!" Blaine snapped. Kurt stared at Blaine with wide eyes from the sudden tone.
"S-sorry, Kurt. I don't know what came over me," Blaine apologized as he covered his face with his hands.
Kurt nodded. They stood there for a moment in silence once again.
"I-I better go." Blaine said.
Blaine walked out and took a deep breath, leaving Kurt sexually frustrated once again.
Who was Blaine fooling? He obviously was aware just how sexy and seductive Kurt was -you would have to be blind not to.- , that drove him all kinds of crazy. The amount of times he had wanted to take up Kurt's offer -oh did he want to.-, but it was his job to be Kurt's carer, nothing more. He couldn't risk it. He couldn't fall for Kurt's trap.