This chapter is a bit shorter than the rest but I that's because of what'll happen in it :)

WARNING: There will be some nasty stuff in this chapter, so if it may trigger a response of some kind in a negative way, then read with caution!

That of course means, that there will FINALLY be some proper whump in this story, ( I almost feel bad about what I make my favorite whumping character go through, but just almost ) ;)

VII.

EVAN

It had been a week since the faithful night when Rodney had told him he loved him. Evan just had to think about it for the happy and bubbly feeling to swell in his stomach. He had never been this happy before in his life and still there were dark clouds in the horizon, dark clouds that promised something bad. It was hard to enjoy the happiness when there was a small voice in the back of his mind that whispered about how Rodney would never want to stay after he found out about his past, or that he would lose his job for this, and Evan knew that people had started to notice this.

Evan knew he had to pull himself together but it was hard when every time he saw Fields he was reminded of everything that had gone wrong in his life. It had happened a long time ago and he had buried the memories and all the wounds had closed only leaving scars behind and now those painful memories had been ripped open again. Every day was a fight, especially the more aggressive and forceful Fields got, so far he had been lucky and managed to get away but he knew his luck would not keep up in the long run. And either way, even if someone found out about it, Fields would not go down alone, in the end it would be him who would take the hardest hit. Evan knew he would not only lose his place on Atlantis, but also his job and his reputation. No, he would not let that happen, he had gotten through it once; and he would be damned before he let some pompous ass get the better of him.

With his head high and a smile on his face, Evan stepped out from his office. Although he was not very hungry, Evan liked spending time in the mess hall, not only did it provide a small defense against Fields but it was also nice to get a small break from all the paperwork, and Evan had always liked talking with people. Then again, that probably had something to do with the fact that people always seemed drawn to him, and he was a social person who had no problem in talking with people he met, regardless of how well he knew them.

Evan could feel his heart beat quicken, when he stepped into the mess hall and spotted Rodney sitting at a table with Teyla and Colonel Sheppard. Snatching an apple and a cup of coffee, Evan headed over to where they were sitting.

"Hello Major," greeted Teyla him when he got closer.

"Teyla, Colonel, Doc," greeted Evan in return.

"Sit down Lorne, I haven't seen you today yet."

"That would be because I've been doing paperwork, sir."

"Then I dare say you deserve a break."

"Thank you sir, I think so too."

"Of course you do," snickered the Colonel.

It was quite nice sitting like this, just chatting not having to think about work even though it was just for a very short time. Mostly the conversation was dominated by Sheppard and Rodney, when they got going not much was able to make them stop, and really at least in Evan's opinion it was amusing watching the two men argue. Not many people knew but Colonel Sheppard was not stupid, Evan had even been invited into the most well kept secret on Atlantis, Rodney had told him one evening when they were watching some boring movie and the topic had landed on chess, that he had never yet won a game of chess against the Colonel, to say that Evan had been surprised was to put it lightly.

Of course, he knew Colonel Sheppard was good at math, even better than some of the scientists but he had never thought too much of it until now. On the other hand, Sheppard was really good at playing the stupid soldier who loved to fly to the point where it got a bit crazy.

"They're like small children, are they not?" said Teyla in a low voice, smiling at Evan.

"Yeah, but it's kind of amusing."

"Yes it is. You know, Rodney have seemed much happier this past week, and so have you but… I must apologize for seeming so forward but something still seems to bother you."

Of course, Teyla would pick up on their relationship, she was much too smart and observant not to. It really made Evan wonder if someone else had noticed it too.

"Oh no, no everything is fine," assured Evan the Athosian woman, "I just have a lot of paperwork and I really just want Fields gone, he makes my work much more difficult."

"Of course, major, although I do hope that you know that if you have something that bothers you then you can always talk to me." Evan just had to smile at that.

"Thank you Teyla, I do appreciate your concern."

And he really did. Teyla was not by far the first person who had voiced their concern, which was why needed to get his act together. Evan did not say anything else on the subject and Teyla did not comment, instead they talked about Torren and the Athosians and about Sergeant Wilkins' bad fortune on F79-884. Which probably was not very nice of them, but it was just not possible not to laugh at the story. Poor guy would probably never in his life go back to that planet.

Evan stayed maybe a bit longer than he should have, but it was nice and relaxing and Evan was not someone to turn down an extra cup of coffee, especially when it was Rodney who offered to get him one. This of course, resulted in him staying an extra half hour, he knew he could have taken the cup with him but it was just an excuse to get to spend some more time with Rodney. In the end the professional side of him won and Evan found himself saying goodbye to his fellow tablemates.

For once his good mood seemed to last, humming to himself softly Evan headed back for his office. Not that he got that far. Rounding a corner, Evan did not have the time to react before he felt something hard and heavy connect with the back of his head. His vision went blurry and it felt as if his brain was swimming in his brain. Evan was sure that he blacked out for a moment because when he opened his eyes, he was no longer in the corridor but inside one of the 'small' cupboards that you could find all around Atlantis. They were small rooms, where papers, empty boxes, well a lot of different stuff was being kept meaning people did not check on them very often and that they 99% of the year were the perfect place for someone who wanted privacy or just to do something forbidden.

Trying to get his surroundings to stop spinning, Evan felt a shiver go down his spine; it was as if someone had poured a bucket of ice cold water over him. He could feel the panic rise in his chest, but he forced it down, it would do him absolutely nothing good to panic now. Trying to get up from where he was sitting on the floor, Evan felt once again the same object as earlier connect with his head. Touching his head where he had been hit, Evan noted somewhat relieved that he was not bleeding. His luck was short lived, if one even could call the not bleeding, luck.

"No… No!"

"Oh yes, come on be a good boy for me, and if you even try to bite me…."

Fields was fumbling with his zipper for a short moment whilst Evan watched with growing horror the man. He tried to get away, but it only ended with another hit to his head. Being stuck between a standing Fields and a wall, was not a very nice feeling and when Fields pushed his cock into his mouth, Evan just wanted to die. Fields had one hand gripping Evan's hair and the other one on the side of Evan's head, whilst he used his body to keep Evan where he was standing on his knees slightly leaning into the wall trying to get as far away from Fields as possible.

It was disgusting, because of Field's grip on him, Evan could do nothing but trying not to gag when Fields hard and rough fucked his mouth. Once in a while when Fields trusted extra hard into Evan's mouth, Evan would wince when his head hit the wall, and the cock pushed all the way hitting the back of his throat making it hard for him to breath. He had absolutely no idea how long this had been going on when he heard a small swooshing sound as if someone had opened the door. Squeezing his eyes shut, he could not keep out the words spilling from Fields' lips those harsh words telling him he was a whore, how no one would believe him, how dirty and disgusting he was but he could stop himself from having to see it, Evan prayed that he was wrong, he did not want anyone to see him like this either, humiliated and weak, almost crying.

"WHAT THE FUCK?! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!" Oh god, Evan knew that voice, he knew it very well.

Suddenly the trusts stopped and then he felt Fields' body being pulled away from him. The feeling of relief flowed through his body and he slumped down against the wall, his whole body shaking. He heard the voices, the raised voices of two angry males but he could not make out what they were saying, it was as if he was surrounded by a heavy fog, clouding everything.

He did not even register when he was pulled to his feet, an arm protectively placed around his waist, soft words murmured into his ear. It was a wonder that he had not started to hyperventilate. Evan let himself be dragged from the dark cupboard/storage room, his head sore and his heart beating 100 km/h in his chest trying to break free from his body.

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