in this chapter, kurt is feeling very low because bullying and he is self-harming and he doesnt want to tell blaine because he is scared that blaine will think he is a wimp but blainefinds out and he tries to help kurt show him that he does mean something to him in any way he can...

i dont really know if it will go into smut because i dont have the balls (no punn intended [and yes i am female]) to really write smut but there WILL be fluff in this but i dont know if i could write smut so...bye, purple5901 xx

i didnt know what else to do. i really didnt want to resort to what i was doing but i didnt think that there was any other option. i managed to keep it hidden from people for about 6 months but blaine had seen them when he wanted to show my what the lines on my palm meant. he saw the red, unhealing lines that scarred my wrists and hands. he just sat there and stared at me for a second and there was hurt in his eyes and i just left and siad 'see you later'. what the hell am i supposed to do now?

just then the doorbell rang, snapping me out of my thoughts. i ran up the stairs to the door to open it, hoping it was my dad but to my dismay, it was blaine. not that i am not always happy to see him, i just didnt want to see him at this point.

"kurt, we need to talk. can i come in?" he said. i stepped to one side, letting him throught the door. he went down into my bedrrom and sat down on the couch, me following on his heels.

"kurt, i cant just ignore what i saw today. i cant just pretend that i never saw it because i did," blaine said. i could feel tears welling up in my eyes.

"i didnt know what else to do. i didnt know who to turn to," i blurted out, sobbing like a child.

"why didnt you come to me?" blaine asked, putting an arm around me.

"i thought that you would be embarassed of me" i replied.

"kurt, i would never be embarassed of you. i love you too much" he said andpressed a quick kiss to my temple. i wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him in for a hug. when he released me, he gave my a chast kiss on my mouth. i pulled him back in for a deeper, more lingering kiss.

"kurt,i will do everythign that i possibly can to help you through this and to show you that you mean the world to me," blaine told me, wiping the tears from my face. "can i see them?"

i lifted up my sleeves and blaine gasped. i went to pull them down again, feeling embarased, but blaine stopped me, putting his hand over a few of them, making me wince.

"sorry," he whispered and pulled my sleeves back up again. he stroked his thumb gently over some of the cuts and scrapes on my arms. he pulled me up from the bed and led me into the bathroom. he soaked the face cloth in cold water and placed it lightly over the cuts. i stung quite a lot.

"i know it hurts but it will feel better soon. i promise" he said, holing me close. i began to relax after that, letting blaine pour waterover the scrapes.

when he had finished doing that, he went upstairs into the kitchen and fetched a couple of thin bandages and wrapped my arms in them. when he was done, he placed a kiss to my forehead and let me go.

"there we go, all finished" blaine said. i nodded my thanks and he came and sat on the bed next to me.

"lets put a film on," i said to blaine. it was the first thing i had said in quite a while.

"ok" he said and he picked a film and put it into the cover. i rested my head on blaines shoulder.

i must have fallen asleep at some point because when i woke, i was under the cover in my bed, with something big and warm pressing into my back. i tried to realise what was going on and what the big this on my back was. then i suddenly remembered. BLAINE! i shot up in my bed, panicking for a second and then realising that i had woken blaine up aswell.

"sorry" i said, sinking back down into the bed.

"its ok. are you ok?" blaine asked me.

"yeah, i just panicked for a second" i reassured him. i snuggled back down into the covers and rolled over so i was pressing into blaine, my mouth centimeters away from his. i leaned over and gave him a kiss.

when i went to pull back, i found that i couldnt due to the fact that blaine had wrapped his arms around my back, preventing me from moving. i smiled against his mouth and couldnt help letting out a chuckle.

"whats so funny?" he asked me, loosening his grip a little. i laughed more loudly this time.

"i just love you so much" i told him. then it was blaines turn to smile, then his face turned serious.

"kurt, i just want you to know that you can come to me with any problem, and i will never judge you for it," blaine told me, in between kissing my jawline. i pulled his head back gently so i could look at him.

"i know that i can now and i will in the future and the same goes for you. if you ever need me, im here," i said and gave him a quick kiss on the mouth.

"i love you so, so much and i am going to help you through this," blaine said to me.

"i know and i love you too," i said and kissed him with a kiss that was full of trust, hope and love.

a/n: ok so what did you think of that one shot? please comment and leave feedback. i have an idea for my next one shot and that will probably be my last one so ill give you a hint:

its called Doctor Kurt!