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Confrontations and Heartbreak
JAMES P.O.V
So in the space of a day I have divided my family up. One third hates me dad, mum, Al etc. Another third thinks I should suck it up and admit I like her which I was currently confused about and the final third thinks I can do what I like. Rose came back later and pretty much avoided me, I hope she felt guilty. She probably didn't. I was currently sitting the room, which I shared with Fred, Louis, Albus and Hugo. The door opened and Rose came in. She sat on the bed and looked at her feet.
"I'm sorry." She said lifting her head to look at me.
"Yeah, so am I."
"James, I think she loves you. Not intentionally but she does. She was so hurt after you left. It killed her." Rose said her voice breaking. The think with their group of friends is they became a family and they would do anything for each other. Scorpius the wise father and Rose the smart mother, Albus the protective older brother, Jason the quiet brother, Frank the caring brother, Megan the rebel daughter, Dominique the pretty one and Cally the sister everyone forgets. Sure Cally is pretty and funny and cool and cute and hot and funny and nice and kind and caring and lovely and sweet and sexy and I'm losing track of what's important.
"She doesn't love me." I said hopelessly, why was I saying it hopelessly I don't want her to love me because then I would have to actually decide whether I like her or not.
"She does, you two talk should talk. I think you both need to." Rose hinting something, what does she know?
"What's happened with Cally?" I asked concerned.
"I can't tell you I promised her I wouldn't, if I didn't promise I would tell you." She said getting up and walking to the door. I sprinted in front of her and put my hand on the door handle so she couldn't leave.
"Rose you told everyone about us I think you owe me." I said through my teeth.
"I can't. She'll kill me. You'll kill her. I know you will. If don't you're just going to hurt her even more. I should have stopped her. Oh Merlin. What have we done?" She was rambling. Now I knew something really bad had happened.
"ROSE!" I shouted.
"Shehadanabortion." She said way to fast.
"What?"
"She. Had. An. Abortion." Rose said not looking at me.
Cally aborted her baby. Now I understand why Rose didn't want to tell me. Cally aborted our baby. That felt wrong to even think. Our. I slid down the door and sat on the floor, Rose slid down too sitting next to me.
"She loves you. I don't even think she realises it. But she does." Rose said softly.
"She doesn't love me obviously, she would have told me, she should have told me. I have a right. It is mine too. Sorry was mine too." I said bitterly.
"She thinks you don't care about her. She thinks that you like Alice. Who would want a kid at fifteen when they know the guy they love, likes another girl? I'm sorry James but she's fifteen and your sixteen, neither of you are old enough to handle this and James she hates herself. She won't tell you, I know she won't but I hope you two talk when we go back to school." Rose said getting up, I got up and allowed her to leave. I shut the door and collapsed on my bed. Rose right. When is Rose ever wrong? I had to talk Cally, even if she didn't, we had to. I was thinking about what I should say to Cally when a short red headed girl came and sat on my bed.
"You like her?" Lily accused.
"Who?" I said not wanting this conversation again.
"Cally, and I think you and her are stupid, but both of you must like each other."
"Lils as much as I love you, I really don't to have this conversation again." I said kicking her off my bed and with a bang she landed on the floor.
"Just admit it."
"I don't want to then I'll actually have to think about whether or not I do."
"How do you feel now when I say her name? Cally." Lily said looking up at me with her big brown eyes.
"Hurt, angry, sad and this horrid attraction to her." I sighed pinching the bridge of my nose.
"Tell her and then you'll what to do?"
"When did my sister become such master of love? Actually don't want to know." I said looking at her. She smiled and stood up off the wooden floor; she kissed me on the cheek and then walked out the door shutting it softly behind her.
Perhaps everyone was right? Perhaps I do like Cally, she should have told me though. I just want everything to go back to the way it was. This was going to be a long holiday.
CALLY P.O.V
I felt sick. I hated myself. Why didn't I think this through? I want my mum. She'd know what to do. I'm a disgrace. Everything has gone wrong. I love him. He likes Alice. Who wouldn't like Alice? Tall, long legs, tanned, long curly blonde hair, blue eyes, slim and then me. Short, messy brown hair, brown eyes, pale. I'm a disaster. A walking talking human disaster. I want my mum. Dad keeps asking if I'm okay, I nod and act like everything's fine, like I'm still his little girl that wants to be a princess. Not the girl who slept with her best friend's older brother, who gets pregnant at fifteen and has an abortion. But I am. Dad used to say I was just like mum well, I'm not. Mum was Lavender Finnigan nee Brown. She was the girl who survived the werewolf attack. The girl who married Seamus Finnigan after the war. She was a hero and I am failure. What would she say now if she was here? I remember Stacey telling me mum died at school. I cried for days and Albus wouldn't leave me alone and how do I repay him? Horribly. I need a distraction and school I think might be the only thing I need.
