Clarity

Summary: Bonnie life is turned upside down by Damon and in the process she decides she needs to start over. A dark offer of power and freedom from the pain seduces Bonnie further than she ever imagined. Will Damon be able to bring her back or will she be claimed for the darkness.

AN/ This is my first time story I have been a fan of this site for a while and I wanted to finally post something of my own. Please leave comments because I want to grow as a writer. I hope you enjoy and if enough like it I will continue. DO NOT OWN THE VAMPIRE DIARIES.

Chapter 2: New Discoveries

Damon grabbed Bonnie's hand and led her to his car. "No fears judgy, I want to numb your pain NOT give you mind blowing pleasure." Knowing how far Damon could take this conversation she decided to keep her mouth close as she got into the car. Bonnie had never been inside Damon's precious car but she loved the feel of the leather seats against her weary skin. She was amazed at her relaxed she felt in Damon's car with him as he sped down the highway. Bonnie suddenly started to physically feel the exhaustion of the day take a tool on her as her eyes grew heavy. Damon could not help but smile as he looked at her struggling to stay awake. Damon really did want to help Bonnie make it through what could be the worst night of her young life.

"Rise and shine princess," Damon whispered into Bonnie's ear while unbuckling her seat belt. Bonnie felt very dazed as she slowly opened her eyes and the first thing she saw was Damon's crystal clear blue eyes staring deeply into hers. For a moment Bonnie forgot about her grief and she instantly became lost into his eyes. Bonnie's mind could not reconcile how those same breathtaking eyes could pull someone in a trance one moment, then the next second destroy and kill everything they held dear. Damon was the exact picture of an beautiful angel who really was a monster.

Hearing the sounds of the crashing waves behind bonnie pulled her away from Damon's captivating eyes and turned her attention to the incredible beach spot that Damon brought her to. As Bonnie slowly got out of the car she could not speak as she looked at the scenery. Bonnie has been to beaches since she was a little girl but this spot surpassed anything she has ever seen. The sun was slowly going down and painted beautiful flashes of colors on the water. The beach was surrounded with large beautiful gray rocks and enormous palm trees that danced in the wind. All the tension and pain Bonnie felt disappeared as she looked around her and smelled the salty ocean air.

"Damon, this beach is amazing," Bonnie whispered as she took her heels off and rubbed her feet into the sand.

"I know Bons, I been coming here since I moved to Mystic Falls. It has always been my secret place I go when I need to escape from all the chaos."

"Thank you for sharing this with me. I really did not want to be alone tonight, but you are the last person I ever thought that would be with me during a time like this."

"Bonnie I was sincere when I said I was sorry about your grandmother, and I promise that I am going to help you through this even if you kill me in the process." Damon displayed his dazzling smile and for the first time Bonnie believed that he actually cared. Bonnie felt like she was meeting a new Damon for the first time. She was being introduced to a man who cared about her and wanted to make things right. Bonnie could not help but like the man she was getting a chance to see.

"I am starting to wonder what you did with heartless, crazy, killer Damon. I have never known you to do anything for someone else without dark intentions."

"Don't expect too much from me Bonnie I am still the same crazy selfish ass. I just want to help you because I took to one thing from you that can never be replaced, Damon said as he walked to his trunk. Damon walked back to Bonnie carrying a large gray blanket, and a bottle of Vodka.

"Sit Judgy, and let's drown our sorrows and enjoy the sunset."

Bonnie sat next to Damon and for a few moments they did not speak. They just pass the bottle back and forth both taking large swigs and enjoying the view. Damon was surprised at how easy it was for him to be with Bonnie. He was complete at ease with her and that made him nervous because he thought he never could spend time with Bonnie unless Elena was involved. Bonnie's beauty was on display as the wind swept through her loose curls, and he wanted to touch each slinky strand. Her black funeral dress gave him an excellent preview of her lovely curvy body and he could not stop the dirty pictures that played through his mind like his favorite song. The more Bonnie relaxed the more her dress slowly came up and he was having a harder time keeping himself under control. He watched as Bonnie closed her eyes and just enjoyed the cool wind of the breeze and the sounds of the ocean. The bottle was already halfway gone and Bonnie was easily able to keep up with him in the drinking department. Damon couldn't take his eyes off her as she started to hum to herself and run her hands through her hair. She looked so peaceful and for a moment he thought he has never seen a more beautiful woman, but quickly he chastised himself and remembered that he was chasing after Elena and not her grief stricken best friend.

"Why does drinking make you so hot," Bonnie said as she got up and starting walking to the water.

"Well according to science, alcohol makes your blood rush to your capillaries and that makes a person feel hot." Damon could not help but enjoy the show as Bonnie walked closer to the water. She was swaying her hands and hips slowly as if she was dancing to a song only she could hear.

"Well I am hot and this dress has to go," before Damon could react Bonnie ripped off her dress and watched as it floated in the ocean. Damon's eyes were glued to her match black lace bra and lace panties that were practical see through. He was completely turned on and all he could think was about slowly ripping off her bra and panty with his teeth and having his way with her in the sand as the water washed over them.

Bonnie walked into the water enjoy the cool sensation of the water over her body. Bonnie was not total drunk but the alcohol loosen her up so much that she did not care about Damon seeing her nearly naked. Bonnie kept walking into the water was passed her waist and was up to her chest. The vodka was making Bonnie brave because she was not usually comfortable in water. For a split second Bonnie realized how far away she was from shore and panicked quickly overtaken her and her legs started to feel heavy.

Sensing her fear Damon quickly torn off his shirt, and rushed into the water to help Bonnie who was staring to struggle. Before Bonnie could scream Damon was right in front of her with his big strong arm around her.

"Calm down Bonnie, I got you and you are safe," Damon said gently as he held her tight gently pulling her closer to shore." Bonnie held so tightly to Damon that she was sure she would have bruised his arm if he was human. Bonnie's eyes swept the shirtless and wet Damon and again she was lost for words. She always knew that Damon was attractive but without his shirt she finally saw how perfect he was. His chest was smooth and muscular and he has a beautiful six pack. It took the last ounce of self-control she had left to not lick the water that was slowly cascading down his body.

Damon could sense the Bonnie liked what she saw and that greatly pleased him. He liked knowing that he could attract the only person who wanted to kill him every day. Damon was also struggling because holding Bonnie was taught he could feel her soft breast and hard nipples against his chest and that was enough to nearly drive him crazy.

"Okay, you should be able to stand now we are close enough to shore", Damon said as he let go of her.

"Thank you Damon for helping me I really got scared out there."

"No worries Bonnie, I was looking for an excuse to take off my clothes too." Damon could hear Bonnie's heart speed up as she realized that she was practically naked standing in front of him.

Somehow Bonnie gathered the courage to look Damon in the eyes and when she did she noticed how his clear blue eyes were now darker. The sun was gone now and the beautiful night sky made Damon looked mysterious as it cast shadows on his handsome face. It must have been from watching Bonnie's beautiful skin shine in the moonlight but Damon could not stop himself, he had to touch her. Damon slowly caressed Bonnie's check and worked his hand down her lovely neck.

A part of Bonnie wanted to slap his hand away and threaten him for touching her, but Bonnie would not listen to her sensible side tonight. Tonight she would just focus on anything that made her forget, and Damon's gentle touch was making her forgot her own name. Damon could feel how much she enjoyed being touched because she closed her eyes and her breath was shaky. Feeling bold Damon carefully rubbed her breast and gently squeezed them. Damon loved her breast they were soft and round and the perfect size for his large hands. Bonnie felt so aroused that she could not hold back the moans that came flooding out of her mouth.

"Look at me Bonnie, Open your eyes," Damon whispered his voice husky with need. Bonnie slowly opened her eyes and looked at Damon.

"What do you want to happen tonight Bonnie? Damon said gently caressing her neck. Because if you keep moaning and breathing like that I won't be able to stop if we continue."

For a few seconds Bonnie looked into Damon's eyes unsure of what to do next. So for the first time in Bonnie's life she did not think or plan, she just followed her instincts and decided to screw the rules. Bonnie roughly grabbed Damon's soft hair and brought his lips to hers in a rough and passionate kiss. For a split second Damon was taken by surprised but he quickly took over and forced his tongue into her warm mouth. The kiss was filled with lust and urgency as Bonnie wrapped her hands around his neck. Damon left the warmth and comfort of her mouth and stated to greedily kiss her neck the top of her breast. Damon's mouth felt so good that Bonnie knew she needed more and there was no turning back.

"Damon, please take me back to your room I want to spend the night with you," Bonnie's voice was laced with so much desire that she did not recognize her own voice.

"Okay beautiful I will be more than happy to keep you and your lovely body entertained all night. Lets run right now and we can be in my room in 10 minutes," Damon said not taking his eyes off Bonnie's exposed body that was beginning to shake from a mixture of the cold air and desire.

"Damon, unless you can fly there is no way will we make it back to the boarding house in 10 minutes," Bonnie said confused. Damon gentle turned her around and pointed to a beautiful small beach house that sat atop of a rocky hill.

Bonnie couldn't believe what she saw as she looked at the house. It was a very simple yet beautiful two story beach house. "Did you compel someone to give you a beach house?" Damon couldn't help but chuckle, "No B, I didn't this was one of my first purchases when I returned to Mystic Falls. I know that I would need a place from time to time to get away and this has become my safe haven." Damon grabbed Bonnie's hand and looked yet into her eyes. "Are you ready to go home with me or have you changed your mind?"

"Damon I want to spend the night with you and just forget everything," Bonnie whispered as she passionately kissed Damon's mouth. Damon quickly picked up Bonnie and carried her in his arms and using his super human speed ran to the his house.