Clarity

Summary: Bonnie life is turned upside down by Damon and in the process she decides she needs to start over. A dark offer of power and freedom from the pain seduces Bonnie further than she ever imagined. Will Damon be able to bring her back or will she be claimed for the darkness.

AN/ This is my first story and I have been a fan of this site for a while and I wanted to finally post something of my own. This chapter is long and has adult content so beware. THANK YOU a million for the reviews, follows, and for all of those who are reading this story. Please leave comments because I want to grow as a writer. I hope you enjoy and if enough like it I will continue. I DO NOT OWN THE VAMPIRE DIARIES (but wish I did haaa)

Chapter 3: True Reflections

Bonnie was overtaken by the beauty and simplicity of the beach house. It had a very modern dark look yet had splashes of color throughout the house. She instantly felt at peace in his home as she closed her eyes and listened to the crashing waves of the nearby ocean.

"Bonnie, are you hungry? Is there anything you need?" Damon gently spoke not wanting to disturb her peaceful mood. "No Damon, I am fine I just really enjoy the atmosphere of your place. It's so relaxing I can see why you would come here when life takes get tough."

"You're the first person that I ever brought here. I have spent time on the beach with women countless times but I never brought them here. It just feels right bringing you here tonight and I can't explain why." Damon was taken aback by what he was feeling maybe it was a mixture of the full moon and the alcohol having an effect on him. He never imagined in his wildest dream that he, Damon Salvatore, would actually want the company of Bonnie Bennett. But for some reason it felt natural and right being with her.

"Thank you Damon for sharing this with me. It really means a lot considering the week I had." Instantly Damon felt sorrow as he thought about the pain he caused Bonnie by his selfish acts. "Bonnie, I am so sorry I would give my own immortality if it could bring back your grandmother." Bonnie wanted to ask where the real Damon was and if this guy could stick around. She could actually see the regret in his eyes, and Damon never showed regret over anything. Bonnie couldn't believe this side of Damon she was seeing, and maybe good could come from the death of her grandmother if it changed Damon for the better. "Come Bonnie I have to give you a tour of my refuge." Damon showed her around the lower part of his house. He has a very large modern stainless steel kitchen which made her laugh because he doesn't eat human food. The thing she loved most about the first floor was the large fireplace in the living room because she loved the sound of the crackling fire. Taking his hand Damon led her upstairs to his room. She was amazed at the simplicity of his large bedroom. It had mainly dark colors for its theme but it was very classy. He has a large bookshelf filled with books that could keep the immortal vampire occupied for years. His enormous bed sat in the middle of the room and her stomach started to flip as she looked upon it. Her nervous thoughts and feelings quickly took over and she did not notice Damon slowly approach her like a lion that has caught his prey.

Damon gently pressed his lips to the side of Bonnie's neck and kissed her slowly till he heard her low moans.

"Damon, I want you so bad, but I don't want to disappoint you with my lack of experience. Damon could not help but smile at the worry plaguing her beautiful face.

"Bonnie, with all of that fire and passion inside of you, how you could never disappoint me? You are so beautiful and I don't want you to feel pressure to do anything. I am just happy to be with you we can talk all night and I will be fine with that." Bonnie could not believe how sweet and caring Damon was being about her feelings. She expected him to throw her on his bed and make love to her all night, and honestly a part of her wanted him to do that. She never imagined that Damon would care about her feelings over his physical pleasure. His compassionate words made her want him even more.

Bonnie was tired of talking she just wanted Damon to make her forget her grief and feel good. Feeling the need to be brave and take control Bonnie pushed Damon back onto the bed. Damon's eyes widen with shock and awe as he watched Bonnie slowly remove her bra and panties. It took all the little self- control Damon possessed to not pull Bonnie to him after seeing her gorgeous breast and curvy body. Bonnie didn't know what came over her but suddenly new emotions she never experienced possessed. She found herself slowly moving her hips and touching her body as she sensuously danced for Damon.

"Come here beautiful," Damon said sitting up in bed. As soon as Bonnie was close enough to him he pulled her perfect naked body on top of his and kissed her hard and deeply. His expert tongue roamed her mouth and he could not believe how natural it felt kissing her. Bonnie may be a virgin but she kissed like a goddess. There kiss become more intense and more lustful and Bonnie could feel Damon's hardness against her leg. Damon skillful moved from her mouth and started kissing and licked her breast and nipples. Damon's other hand started to rub Bonnies aching vagina and Damon could feel how ready she was for him.

"Oh Damon, you make me feel so good and you are not even inside me yet. Please Damon I need to feel all of you," Bonnie said in a lustful eager voice.

"Slow down beautiful, we have all night and I plan to use every second of it," Damon said as he captured her mouth again in a deep kiss. Suddenly Bonnie's mind started to race and panic griped her whole body. She finally realized that she was lying naked on Damon's Salvatore bed. The man had the face and body of a god, and she was sure that he had entertained hundreds of woman on his bed. Bonnie doubted that she could compare to any of the beautiful exotic ladies he's been with. Feeling self-conscious Bonnie started to get under his large black comforter in an attempt to shield her body from him.

Damon could feel her nervous energy radiating off her body, and he quickly grabbed her hand and prevented her from hiding from him. "Judgy, you are the last person I would ever think would be shy about her looks. Don't hide from me I want to see all of your beautiful body." Damon slowly tore the blanket away from Bonnie and looked her straight in the eye.

"Why are you so nervous Bonnie? The last thing I want to do tonight is hurt you; do you understand that?" Damon was confused by her quick change in personality. One minute she was pushing him on the bed and the next second she was trying to hide under the blanket from him.

"Damon, I know that you want to help me escape from my troubles, but I can't help but feel self-conscious around you. I am sure that you have experienced many beautiful lovers and I just feel like I could never make you want me in that way." Damon was speechless by the rawness of Bonnie letting her guard down and allowing him to see her personal thoughts and feelings. Damon was used to seeing the tough hard ass bonnie who would kill anyone or anything that tried to hurt those she loved, but now he was seeing a vulnerable Bonnie and he liked seeing who she really is.

"Bonnie I am going to tell you exactly what I am seeing right now as I look at you. Damon sat next to Bonnie on the bed and gently kissed her forehead. "When I look at you the first thing I notice is your fascinating green eyes that remind me of times when I was human running through the forest with my brother. Next, I can't help but notice your flawless honey toned skin that I desire to cover with kisses. Your breasts are so perfect, Damon said as he thumb gently touched Bonnie's sensitive hardening nipples. They are just the right size to fit in my large hands and keep me satisfied for hours. Your legs are long and sexy, and I am a big idiot for not noticing them till today at the beach. I have always noticed your lovely round ass every time you stomped away from me after our many arguments. Bonnie you are so beautiful and I want you so much that it hurts right now. I can't remember ever desiring another woman the way I want you now. Please trust me," Damon whispered taking her mouth again for a passionate kiss.

All the fears Bonnie had melted away as Damon pushed his tongue deeper into her mouth forcing her to moan. Bonnie was so caught up in her strong feelings of lust that her hands begun to roam Damon's perfect body. She felt all over his muscular chest and arms. Damon slowly pushed Bonnie all the way back on the bed and started to kiss her neck and his other hand started to feel between her legs over her damp vagina.

"Damon, I am a virgin", Bonnie whispered in between low moans.

"Good, I want to be the first man to make you feel like this. Don't worry Bonnie I will be gentle and I will make you feel good baby."

The kissing grew more intensity as Damon pulled away from Bonnie and stood up and took off his pants and briefs. Bonnie was speechless as she gazed as Damon's member, it was long and thick, and Bonnie felt an overwhelmed sense to touch it. Damon then begun to slowly kiss her stomach and continued to work his way down till he was hovering over her vagina. Damon made Bonnie feel things she did not believe was possible as he kissed and licked all over her sensitive spots. She could not believe that her voice was capable of making noises that loud as she screamed Damon's name as she felt her body begin to shake after her first orgasm.

"Ummm, you taste amazing, Damon said as he moved next to Bonnie and captured her mouth again. Bonnie felt like she was high and Damon was her drug of choice and she craved for more of him.

"Please Damon; I want you so bad inside of me." Bonnie felt slightly embarrassed of the need in her voice.

"Good, I don't think I could wait any longer," Damon said in as he carefully and slowly entered Bonnie. She was so tight that he had to focus and concentrate on going slow. He slowly inched his way into her and he could hear her heart racing with each gentle thrust.

Bonnie felt that at times the pain was so great that she could not breathe. She tried to distract herself by kissing Damon.

"I am almost all in Bonnie then it will feel better I promise," Damon whispered in her ear as he moaned.

Bonnie soon felt quiet waves of pleasure once Damon completed filled her and she begun to slowly move with him. The room was filled with their moans of pleasure as they continued to move together.

"Ohhh yes, Damon harder please you feel so good." Damon increased his rhythm and pushed inside Bonnie harder.

"Ugh Bonnie, you feel so good baby as you move with me." Bonnie could not believe the amounts of pleasure her body was experiencing. Moments later Bonnie felt like she was about to reach her peek as she screamed Damon's name and felt her release. Damon also quickly climaxed as he pushed into Bonnie one last time then he collapsed on top of her. Bonnie soon fell fast asleep in Damon's arms exhausted, and for the first time in what felt like forever she was at peace. Although Bonnie found sleep easily Damon was not as lucky as he struggled with new feelings about Bonnie he could not understand. He prayed that his feelings were because of the powerful physical connection they just shared. Damon could not allow himself to get tangled in another woman. After the night Katherine shattered his heart he made a promise to himself that he would never allow his heart to rule him again.

AN: Thank you again for reading and I will try to get the next chapter up this weekend. Thank you for reading and please comment.