A/N: So this is a little filler chapter I hope you guys enjoy. I love getting feedback from you amazing readers so keep it coming :)
I was home alone healing from my 'animal' attack Elena was with Damon at the boarding house trying to help Stefan. She hasn't checked on me once since I went into the ambulance to worried about Stefan. Aunt Jenna was at school finishing some papers I had to tell her over and over I was fine it was okay for her to leave. Uncle John said he had stuff to do with council but I have the feeling he is lying to all of us. Jeremy, I just assumed was with Anna either way he is not here I am all alone just to think about everything going on. Sitting here alone just thinking about everything going on I start to get angry at Elena, Damon, and mostly Stefan. I walked into the kitchen putting on the kettle to make myself a cup of tea, I hear a knock at the front door. My body is still pretty sore from the attack so I have some trouble moving. When I open the door I see Tyler standing there looking very nervous.
"Tyler?" I ask a little confused
"Uh hey Jocelyn... sorry for just dropping by um..." he seemed to forget what he wanted to say and was looking me up and down. I blush realizing I am wearing my hello kitty pajama shorts and a pink tank top.
"Would you like to come in? I'm making some tea" I offered opening the door more for him. He nodded his head walking in heading towards the kitchen where the kettle was whistling.
"How are you feeling?" he asks taking a seat at the table
"I'm a little sore but I don't remember much of the attack itself." I wish what I was saying was true but I remember every terrible second of Stefan attacking me.
"I guess that's good... so are you here by yourself?" he asks raising an eyebrow
"Yeah I told everyone I was fine so they went on with their lives. Its good I didn't want to be smothered by them anyway" I joked laughing a little.
"I'm sorry about what happened you don't deserve that" he said staring me in the eyes. I reach out and grab one of his hands and squeeze a little bit.
"Tyler it was a random animal attack it happens" I said. Before I could process what happened next Tyler got up and kissed me pulling my face into his. It only took me one second to respond and return the kiss with the same amount of feeling. It was better than I could have ever imagined it would be he is a very good kisser. We broke apart from the kiss both breathing heavily looking into each other's eyes.
"...I'm sorry about that" he said moving to sit back in his seat I laugh a little bit
"I'm not" I said. I got up and sat on his lap straddling his waist and pulled him in for another long kiss. The kiss got heated fast my hips were grinding against his lap and I felt his erection on my leg. I pulled away leaning my forehead on his both of us were panting my hands resting on his shoulders his on my hips.
"Wow" was all he managed to say
"Yeah" I said. I got up from his lap to put my cup in the sink and do the dishes to distract me from wanting to drag him up to my room. I heard him cough and get up from the table he was standing next to me leaning on the counter.
"So...um would you maybe want to I don't know hang out sometime?" he ask and a smile crosses my face.
"Is Tyler Lockwood nervous?" I ask faking shock which he laughs at I love his laugh.
"I guess so... what do you say?" he asks I see him smiling out of the corner of my eyes
"Yes that sounds great" I said turning to face him.
"Oh alright I will pick you up tomorrow at seven" he said and I walked him to the door.
"I will see you then" he leaned in and gave me a quick kiss on my lips before leaving. I ran up to my room and jumped on my bed I am so excited finally Tyler Lockwood is taking me on a date. I called Macy and told her the good news she went crazy screaming through the phone. Hours later it was dark out everyone was home except Elena which made me mad it hurts she hasn't checked on me at all not even a phone call. I know she loves Stefan but he is her boyfriend I am her little sister shouldn't I matter too? I was taken out of my thought by someone entering my room.
"How you doing Tinker Bell?" Damon asks taking the seat next to me on my bed
"Oh you mean since your brother tried to kill me? I'm fantastic" I gave him a sarcastic smile he let out a deep breath.
"I'm sorry. For what it is worth Stefan feels terrible about what happened was starving himself all day from the guilt. But Elena's vampire rehab worked and he is back on the bunny diet" Damon told me playing with one of my teddy bears.
"Honestly Damon right now I'm still too angry and hurt to give a shit if Elena's plan worked. She hasn't even bothered to check if I was okay she was to worried about Stefan making sure he was okay. He said to my face he has been wanting to kill me for a while now and he came very close to succeeding." I hissed at him "I want nothing to do with either of you so I will ask you nicely to leave my house before I force you out!" I yelled at him he stared at me wide eyed I knew he was in shock from my words, but I meant it I was very angry at both of them and Elena. He left my room muttering a bull shit apology, I left my room to knock on Jeremy's door. He answered looking a little confused but let me in any way I sat on his bed looking around his messy room.
"I need to talk to you Jer" I said as he sat next to me
"About what Jo?" he asks
"I know you know Jeremy and I can't lie to you anymore" I said looking him in the eyes
"I know what?" he asks crossing his arms over his chest
"About vampires, Anna, Stefan, and Damon" I said he nodded his head "So I want to tell you everything and find out what you know"
"Well I know about all the vampires in town, vervain, that Damon erased my memory of Vicki-" he said and I cut him off
"What Damon compelled you when?" I ask
"Yeah Halloween Elena had him compel me to forget what really happened to Vicki I read it in Elena's journal" he said
"That bitch" I said getting even angrier at her "You know it was Stefan that attacked me at the Lockwood's said he wanted to kill me. Our Sister has been with him all day hasn't even called to see how I am doing only worrying about him" I spat Jeremy put his arm on my shoulder holding me.
"She told me about her being adopted but that's it" he said I laid my head on his shoulder enjoying being so close to my brother.
"I promise I won't ever lie to you again Jer. So I know what I am" I told him
"Yeah Anna said there was something off about you but she didn't know what" he said.
"I'm a Fae or a Fairy and I have my own fairy godmother her name is Asmerelda" I said and he looked at me like I was crazy. "Trust me Jer I thought it was insane too but it is true"
"I guess anything is possible huh?" he asked with a chuckle.
"Yeah I guess so... um Jer I have something else to tell you Tyler asked me out and I said yes" I told him looking down at the floor.
"Why he is a jackass" he said and I shook my head
"No he is not Jer and I really like him please don't make a big deal out of this" I begged him.
"Whatever Joey he is only going to hurt you and I won't let that happen." he said giving me a hug I hugged him back my chin on his shoulder.
"Could you please give him a chance for me I really like him" I gave Jeremy a kiss on the check and started to walk out of his room.
"I won't pretend to be happy about this but I will be civil for you" he told me I gave him a small smile of thanks.
"That's all I ask goodnight" I said finally heading to my room. I wasn't in my room alone for long when Elena came in without knocking and looking very uncomfortable.
"Joey can we talk?" she asks
"What now that Stefan is okay I matter again? Get out Elena I don't want to talk to you" I told her
"Jocelyn please I'm sorry I had to make sure he was okay he can't handle human blood. I knew you were okay I didn't think you would mind" she tried defending herself
"Are you kidding me? How did you know I was okay Elena? Did you check on me in any way? I will tell you, no you didn't I have been your sister for sixteen years Elena! And all of the sudden Stefan has a problem and I don't exist anymore?" I yell at her
"I'm sorry JoJo I made a mistake you are my sister and I love you" she said trying to hug me but I pushed her away.
"Get away from me I can't stand to be around you right now. I don't want to be involved in all this vampire crap I'm the one who ends up getting hurt or almost killed! I'm too young to die Elena so please just give me my space right now" I begged her
"Okay I will give you some space I'm sorry" she said finally leaving my room. Once the door closed I fell on my bed hugging my pillow and letting my tears finally fall everything was just too much.