I'll Defend You If You'll Defend Me?
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Summary: Becky Jackson is trying to survive high school the best that she can. While Santana Lopez is struggling to accept herself and be proud of the person she has become. Can these two people become friends and help each other succeed?
Pairings: Santana Lopez and Becky Jackson. Other pairings: Rachel Berry and Santana Lopez. Brittany Pierce and Santana Lopez. Quinn Fabray and Brittany Pierce. Also other characters have small parts.
It's important to note, that I do not have Down syndrome, but I am "different". I know what it feels like to feel unworthy at time and like no matter what I try to do it's useless.
I hope you enjoy!
~ Brittany ~
Everyone was enjoying themselves so much and it was only the first night. We had all day Saturday and part of Sunday to just hang out together.
"You guys are hilarious," Becky said as she saw me and my honey, Quinn nuzzled next to each other and making out without going too far into it.
We held each other tight and I looked at her. We smiled brightly at each other.
Becky whipped her camera phone out and shot the picture.
"Hey," Quinn yelled, but kept the smile on her face.
"I didn't do anything, Q," Becky pretended. She had one of her sweet and innocent expressions on her face.
"You're so lucky I like you too much," Quinn said and held out her hand. Becky placed hers in Quinn's and they both squeezed tightly.
"Hey, stop picking on my girl," Puck demanded, but was kidding.
"Oh, honey, she's just playin' with me," Becky said to make Puck calm down a little.
"Oh I know," he said and kissed her forehead.
I looked around and saw Rachel and Santana who had come back downstairs after their talk, totally in their own world.
"Hello," I said and got no response.
Then I tossed a pillow at them.
"What the f-?" Santana yelled. We all laughed.
"Is this how it's gonna be now," Quinn bantered.
"Watch it, Fabray," Santana said a little angrily.
"No, no, San, Quinn is absolutely right. Even though we are newly engaged we should mingle with our friends…" Rachel said happily.
"Uh, whatever," Santana pouted.
"Wait until tonight," Rachel whispered into San's ear. This made her perk up immediately.
Afterwards we told funny jokes, played a game, and then pretty much headed up to bed.
Puck stood up and extended his hands to Becky. She grabbed a hold of them and Puck pulled her up. When she was standing Puck scooped her up bridal style and carried her up to their room.
"Good night," Becky yelled just as she slammed the door behind them.
"Okay," Quinn said and chuckled. "Come on my dear. We gots to cuddle!"
"Very nice, Fabray!" Santana said and applauded her.
Quinn curtsied and then grabbed my hand and pulled me upstairs.
~ Rachel ~
"So…what do you want to do," I asked playfully.
"Hmm," she said and thought.
"Are you really thinking about what we can partake in?"
"Um, nope," she said and then ran to me. She picked me up and somehow threw me over her shoulder.
She smacked my butt. "Are you ready, fiancée?"
"I am fiancée!" I yelled happily. She trudged up the stairs to our room and I closed the door. She ran up to the bed and threw me onto the mattress.
When I landed, I watched her tear off her shirt in front of me. She did it forcibly and with lust in her eyes. I shook my head and my hair whipped back and forth. She seemed to like when I did that.
Santana quickly got onto the bed and straddled my hips. I pulled her immediately on top of me as I yearned to feel her skin on mine. As soon as her head was close enough I lifted my head and connected our lips. The kiss was innocent and sweet at first, but as soon as she opened her mouth to moan my tongue darted into her mouth and instantly found her tongue. They crashed against each other for a while and then her tongue began to slowly massage mine.
While we were kissing my hands roamed up and down Santana's upper body and chest. I unclasped her bra and it fell down to the mattress. Because my eyes were shut from kissing her I blindly searched for her bra and once I found it I threw it onto the floor.
"Rachel," she moaned as she stopped the kiss for air.
She then noticed that I was still clothed. She tore at my shirt and almost ripped it in half.
"Opps, sorry," she said.
"No worries. That's hot," I said out of breath from breathing too hard.
She bent lower and ripped my jeans from my legs.
"That's hotter," I said with a sexy smile.
She grinned and then climbed on top of me again. This time we began to grind hard against each other.
"Santana," I yelled loudly.
"Rachel," she yelled a second later.
"Take off my panties," I demanded hurriedly.
She didn't answer. She just did what she was told. As I lifted my butt off the mattress, she yanked them off of my body in one quick movement. Then she removed her own.
I sat up on the bed and grabbed her hands and pulled her forward.
"Whoa!" she screamed, but smiled.
I looked into her brown eyes and said, "I need you now!"
She jumped on top of me and started to kiss, bite, and lick my entire body. When she got to my waist she licked my belly button and I giggled.
"You ready for me?"
Yes, Santana, I'm always ready for you."
Then she lowered herself to in between my legs. I opened them as wide as I could. In one quick movement she attached her mouth to my pussy and immediately stuck her tongue in me.
I convulsed the first time because she was deep inside of me. My body squirmed around because of my excitement. I screamed, "Oh, Santana!"
She then flicked her tongue against my clit. I started to moan loudly. I felt the sweat begin to form. While her tongue was doing wonderful tricks inside of me she decided to put a finger into my soaking wet pussy. If I wasn't excited before, this new addition made me super excited.
"I'm so close, baby…oh fuck…I love youuu," I sang out as I felt myself orgasm around her tongue and finger. I felt wonderful afterwards. I had some trouble with catching my breath, but I didn't care. She made me feel absolutely loved.
She licked my thighs clean and then asked, "How was that?"
"Amazing, as usual. Come here!" I said and opened up my arms for her. She got up from her position and slid into my arms. She rested her head on my chest and I kissed the top of her head.
~ Quinn ~
Having heard Rachel and Santana going at it got me totally turned on. Not for them, but for the love of my life who was lying in my arms.
"I think it's our turn," I hinted to Britt.
"To do what?"
I suddenly shot up, turned toward her, and lunged on top of her. She smiled up at me and I hungrily connected our lips. As we kissed her hands roamed across my body and massaged everything they could.
"Quinn," she moaned and gave me the opportunity to slip my tongue into her mouth.
"Brittany," I moaned back excitedly.
After I broke the kiss, I began to massage her breasts with both hands while she massaged my behind with both hands. She squeezed both of my cheeks and I smiled.
"Britt, I'm getting turned on," I admitted sexily to her.
"That's good. I hoped you would," she said and kissed me hard and passionately. "Put my nipple into your mouth and suck it."
I immediately stopped massaging her breast to wrap my mouth around her entire breast. She arched her back for me to get her entire breast into my mouth. She moaned loudly.
"Oh, Quinn," she yelled quite loudly.
I released one breast to attend to her other one. I repeated my action and she again arched her back higher.
While I was doing this to her, somehow her hands found their way down to my pussy and she started to massage me down there. I gasped at first.
"Wow," I revealed after I release her breast.
She just smiled and we made glorious eye contact. While her eyes were locked on mine, she inserted a finger into me. My smile turned into an expression of want and desire. I pushed my body as close to hers as possible. As I did this, I felt her finger slid further inside me.
"B-B-Brit," I panted.
She pulled her finger rather quickly out and to my disapproval.
"What? You okay," I asked as I looked down at her and massaged her upper arms gently, but firmly. She didn't say anything. She grabbed my waist and flipped us over on the bed so that she could be on top. She then sat on my waist and whipped her blonde hair around so that it wasn't in the way. I reached up and grabbed her perky breasts and squeezed them roughly. She put her hands on my hands and we massaged her breasts together. I smiled up at her and she smiled at me.
"I love you so much," I said sincerely.
"And I love you," she said as she lowered herself on top of me. As soon as she stretched out on top of my body we started to grind together. This made me so excited. I grabbed everywhere I could on her body. I then moved my hand down to her pussy and forcibly put two of my fingers into her.
"Quinn!"
"Hold me close," I said, "I wanna feel you come for me."
She held me close and we continued to grind against each other.
"I'm so close, but I want you to come with me," she said out of breath. She immediately found my soaking wet pussy. "Wow! I can feel your want for me," she noticed.
"Only for you," I whispered into her closest ear.
She then pushed two fingers into my awaiting pussy. I felt myself expand so she would fit perfectly in me.
"Wow!" I said heatedly.
"Are you close? I am, but I'm waitin' for you, honey," she said.
"Almost. Pull out and then come back in," I instructed. As she did that, I managed to put another finger inside her as she entered me again.
"Quinn!"
"Brittany!"
We both felt our bodies tighten around the other's fingers that were pleasurably inside each other. She managed to bend her fingers and this made me have another orgasm on top of the orgasm we experienced together.
I looked in her eyes and we connected our lips together in an Earth shattering kiss. Our hands were still inside each other and I could feel her gently scratch her fingernails against my inner walls. I pushed my fingers in further until I could go no more.
Her body convulsed on top of me and I could see her eyes shut tightly from sexual excitement. She collapsed onto me. While I was playing her blonde hair, I decided to slowly pull my fingers out. After I did I licked her juices and sweat off of them. And then I just held her in my arms. I thought that just holding her, the absolute love of my life, was the best thing we could ever do. It was in those precious moments that I just knew that she was mine and I was hers.
She finally picked up her head and looked into my hazel eyes.
"That was amazing," she said sleepily.
"You're telling me," I said and smiled at her.
She went to roll off of me, but I stopped her and said, "Don't! I want to hold you if that's okay."
"Sure, I actually had a question for you if you're up to it," she asked.
"Sure, baby, ask me anything," I said.
"Um, I know that this," she started and held up her ring, "is only a promise ring for right now, but when are we getting married?"
I gazed up at her with a smile on my face. "You really want to marry me, huh?"
"It's the only thing I want right now, Quinn," she said and intensely looked at me so I knew she wasn't kidding.
"Well, we're a little too young right now. That's why I bought you a promise ring instead of an engagement ring," I said.
"I know…" she looked away.
"Britt, look at me," I said and turned her head so she would look at me again. When her gaze was back on me, I saw tears in her eyes.
"Oh," I said, "Now I truly know that you truly want to be with me."
"I want you, Quinn. You already mean everything to me, but I want to make it official," she said and looked at me.
"Aww you're sweet," I said.
"No, it's the truth," she demanded and caressed my face with her hand.
"I know. Do you think you're ready?"
"Ready for what?"
"Ready to be my wife," I said and smiled at her.
"Honestly, yes, I am beyond ready," she said and then looked directly into my eyes.
I saw that she truly was.
"Britt, you're gonna be stuck with me…all of me…my bitchy, sometimes, attitude, my bad moods, my mood swings, everything," I laughed nervously.
"Don't you think I know that? Doesn't being in a solid marriage mean putting up with all of the other person's stuff? Isn't about working through and overcomin' obstacles together? Doesn't it mean being there for one another through our triumphs and tragedies?"
"Wow. Um I'd like to think so," I said shocked.
"Wasn't expecting that, Quinnie?" she asked and smiled.
"Nope."
"Well I want all of that and more with you. I love you," she said and kissed me meaningfully.
I was flabbergasted. It was then that I truly, truly knew that we were forever.
"We're forever," I said after I broke the kiss.
"Yes, Lucy Quinn Fabray, we are. I'm excited for forever to start," she said.
"Britt…" I said and she looked at me, "Who says it hasn't already begun? To me, forever started the second I slipped your promise ring on your finger." I brought her left hand up to my mouth and I kissed her ring. She nuzzled closer to me than we already were, if that was possible.
"So when?"
"Soon? A year?" I asked.
"Um, that's a year away," she said and pouted.
"Come on. You know I'm a sucker for your pouts," I gave up.
"I know," she said and ticked my sides. I laughed uncontrollably.
"We gotta finish school and stuff," I said and smiled.
"I know, I know, it's just…"
"What?" I asked genuinely.
"I want to be your wife, ya know, and I'm kinda afraid you might leave me," she said and lowered her head.
"Why would I leave," I replied with love in my eyes.
"You'll get tired of me," she told me.
"How could I ever get tired of you, Britt-Britt? It's impossible," I reassured her.
"Really?" she asked as her face lit up.
"Baby, yes, really. I love you to Reese's pieces," I said and pick my head up to kiss her.
"Whew! I feel better," she said and sighs on top of me. "I'm getting tired. Can you hold me while I sleep?"
"Of course, but I want to stay like we are right now. You on top of me," I asked.
"I'm not crushing you," she asked happily.
"God, no, you're keeping me warm," I said.
She reached behind her and pulled some of the covers on top of us. She settled down on my chest. My hand was still stroking her hair. In a matter of a few minutes she fell asleep.
"I love you so much, Brittany. I am always going to be here for you. I'm always gonna love you and protect you. You have my heart and you can never give it back cuz I won't take it back," I whispered, hugged her, and then fell asleep.
It was then that I knew that I shouldn't deny my love anything she wanted!