Chapter 13

Jacob Pov

Max was balling her eyes out in my arms. The rest of the flock was crying too, not as hard as Max though. The Cullen's all had disappointed looks on their face, the pack were just watching the 'school' burn to ashes.

"Shhh, it's okay, everything is going to be okay." I kept whispering to Max over and over again. It wasn't helping.

"We should go back. Everyone should get some sleep." Carlisle said. "You guys go, we'll catch up." I replied. He nodded.

Iggy picked up Angel in one arm, and held Gazzy's hand with his other. Alice grabbed Nudge's hand. They started to head back.

Max had not moved from the spot I caught her in. she looked broken. "I…but…how…why…" Max said through her sobs. I held her tighter.

"Do you want to go back with the rest of them?" I asked sympathetically. She shook her head no. "Do you want to stay here?" I asked again. She shrugged.

I let go of her and stood up. She did the same. She wouldn't make eye contact with me. She then burst out laughing.

"Max?" I said confused. "I'm sorry...I'm having a...totally inappropriate…response to this…kind of stress." She managed to say through her giggles. She calmed herself down and started frowning again.

"Come one let's get out of here." I said giving her my half smile and holding my hand out. She grasped my hand tight, I squeezed it back.

We walked back towards home, my home.

Max Pov

Did this really just happen? I mean really? Like really really? I was astonished. I didn't know what to say, or how to act. It all happened so fast.

Fang dead? Jeb dead? Is it real? I want to wake up now I kept thinking to myself. This wasn't a dream. This was all very real. To real.

I felt sick to my stomach. I couldn't cry anymore. Now I am just beyond shocked. My throat was dry and scratchy from all the crying back there.

Jacob and I were walking back to his place. Well, more him in wolf form and me riding on his back, but same difference right?

We finally arrived at his house. He changed back into human form, and we walked inside. We were the only ones here.

I didn't feel well at all. I ran to the bathroom, and before I knew it I was throwing up over the toilet. Jacob followed me, he held my hair back. This couldn't be any more embarrassing I thought.

I had finally stopped. I brushed my teeth for 10 minutes after that.

Jacob and I were sitting on the couch. The T.V was off. "Do you want to talk about it?" Jacob asked. I shook my head no avoiding eye contact. I then laid my head down in his lap, and fell asleep.

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I opened my eyes slowly, yawning as I sat up removing my head from Jacobs lap. I looked at him. He smiled. "Good morning." He said. I nodded.

I felt so hurt, so broken. Everything the flock and I have been through was all for nothing. "It wasn't for nothing Max." The long lost voice chimed in I hadn't heard the voice in my head for a very long time.

I froze. Jacob looked worried. I was beyond pissed off right now. "I'm going for a fly." I muttered. I walked to the door and flew off. I didn't wait for his reaction.

I flew over the beach looking at my arm, and the scar I had left when I tried to get the chip out. Fang is the one who saved me when I had done that. He's gone though.

Screw it! I flew down to the beach. I searched the shore for a sharp shell or rock. I saw half of a shell sticking out of the sand. I brushed the sand away and grasped it in my hand.

No one was going to stop me this time. I flew about 50 feet into the air. The chip has got to go. "This is not going to solve anything Max."

Hearing the voice only made me more angry. I took a deep breath, then pressed the shell to my wrist. Cutting through the scar I had already had. I was bleeding now.

Oh well. I lashed at it again. Even more blood started pouring out. I didn't see the chip yet. I took another swipe at my wrist. I was starting to feel dizzy now. I felt a rush of tiredness roll over my shoulders, the rest of my body followed. I wasn't done the chip was still in my arm. I took one last deep slash before descending towards the beach.

I was pretty sure I was about to pass out because of the blood loss. Sure enough I did as I hit the cold sand. Maybe now all the pain and all the hurt could just go away forever.

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