I'll Defend You If You'll Defend Me?
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Summary: Becky Jackson is trying to survive high school the best that she can. While Santana Lopez is struggling to accept herself and be proud of the person she has become. Can these two people become friends and help each other succeed?
Pairings: Santana Lopez and Becky Jackson. Other pairings: Rachel Berry and Santana Lopez. Brittany Pierce and Santana Lopez. Quinn Fabray and Brittany Pierce. Also other characters have small parts.
It's important to note, that I do not have Down syndrome, but I am "different". I know what it feels like to feel unworthy at time and like no matter what I try to do it's useless.
I hope you enjoy!
~ Puck ~
Geez people are getting engaged and actually married left and right this weekend! Do I need to say something to Becky? What do I say? Will she understand? Jesus! I thought to myself.
After the diner we all went back to the house and watched some television. They were all so lovey dovey with each other and it kind of made me feel like a third wheel even though I had my girlfriend with me.
~ Becky ~
I was so happy for both of my coupled friends for finding their love. I had begun to feel like that for Noah.
Noah was sitting next to me on the couch and he looked like he might be sick. I knew that this whole weekend was turning into something he wasn't really prepared for.
"Hey, Noah," I said.
"Yea."
"Wanna go sit outside?" I asked.
I've never seen that boy move so fast. He jumped up and pulled me up.
"We're going outside," he offered, but they were too busy making out to notice what he said.
"Um, okay," he said and pulled me outside.
Once outside we sat down on the steps and he smiled at me. "Are you having a good time," he asked.
"Um, yeah, it's definitely…different," I replied.
"You're telling me," he said and nervously chuckled.
I noticed it and said, "Noah, calm down okay?"
I watched him take a sigh of relief. "I want to say something to you. I may mess it up, but I hope you'll get the overall message."
"Okay," I said and looked at him.
"I hope that you're not upset with me," he began.
"Why would I be upset?"
"Because I haven't asked you to wear my ring or marry me yet," Noah said timidly.
"Oh, Noah, I'm not upset." I smiled brightly at him.
"Whew!" he said and brushed the beads of sweat off of his forehead.
"Honey, I totally get that we are nowhere near that," I said supportively.
"Ok good," he said.
"We have some hurdles to get over…"
"Hurdles?" he asked.
"Well, one actually….having your Mom either like me or at least tolerate me," I said honestly.
"I know, sweetie. We will, I promise," Noah said and looked at me.
"Is there anything I can do to help that," I asked genuinely.
"Just be the beautiful, friendly, loyal, funny, and smart girl I fell for and you'll be fine," he said and leaned forward to kiss my forehead.
"We good?"
"We're great…I felt kinda awkward before with all the love stuff. I didn't want you think I was a chicken cuz I haven't done anything like that yet," he said.
"Noah, we're still finding out stuff about each other. What does Santana say? I totes understand," I said and smiled at him.
"Yea, that's what she says," he said. He pulled me closer to him. When our faces were inches apart he kissed me sweetly.
I got lost in his kiss. It was sweet and chaste with a hint of tongue.
When he pulled away he asked, "Want to get outta here? Maybe see if they have a video store around?"
"Yes!"
"Stay here, I'll be right back," he said, got up, and ran into the house.
~ Puck ~
The two couples were still macking on each other big time.
"Yo," he yelled. It startled Rachel at least.
She turned her head and asked, "Is everything okay?"
"Since you guys have been making out big time, Becky and I are going to rent some movies. We'll watch them either with or without you guys," I said honestly.
"Get a musical." Rachel insisted.
"I'm not watching that crap," I said.
She gave me a stern look.
"Ok, I'll see what they have," I conceded.
"Okay, see you in a little while," Rachel said and then dove into another kiss with Santana.
"This should excite me, but for some reason it doesn't," I said a little sadly.
I grabbed my car keys and ran out of the house.
"We gotta get a musical for Rachel."
"Oh she came up for air," Becky joked.
"I knew I love you for some reason," I said and smiled.
"Oh, yeah, my charming personality," she said and winked.
We got into the car and drove to the store and picked a few genres. We got one "Air Force One" for me.
"I need to reclaim my manhood," I said and sighed.
"I'm sorry baby," she said apologetically.
"I'm just glad no one's on their period!"
"Haha," she said as she picked up "Funny Girl" for Rachel. We both knew she knew it, but it was the only one I thought I could stomach. Then we picked up "The Notebook" for everyone else.
"That movie makes even me tear up," I offered honestly.
"Aww, I'll hold you," she chastised me.
"Haha!" I said.
We grabbed some snacks and paid for the videos.
Once we got home, she went ahead of me and flung the door opened. She yelled, "Everyone dressed? Great!"
The couples were startled so they abruptly stopped making out.
"Ooh, what cha get," Rachel said excitedly as she jumped up and walked over to the table.
"Well, for the man," I started.
I saw Santana look around house and then asked, "What man?"
"Hey," Becky said, "He's sensitive!"
Santana burst out in laughter.
"Thank you, baby," I said. I held up "Air Force One".
"This one kicks ass, though," Santana said happily as she grabbed the DVD container to read it.
"Then we got," Becky said as she held up, "'The Notebook'!"
"Aww," Brittany yelled happily, "This is the best weekend like ever. First I get married to my Quinnie and then you get 'The Notebook'! Awesome!"
Rachel then looked sad. Then I whipped out "Funny Girl" and she tore it out of my hands.
"What do you wanna watch first," Quinn asked after she smiled at what Britt had said.
I grabbed "The Notebook" and jumped up and down like a little girl. "Can we watch this…Can we?!"
They all laughed.
Quinn grabbed it from me and got it all ready to watch.
"Let's have a pajama party…" Rachel yelled. Then she looked at me. "Oh, and a boxer shorts party!"
"Thank you, Rachel," I said.
"You're welcome, Noah," she said and smiled.
"I'm never gonna live this down," I said and shook my head. Becky sympathetically patted me on the back.
"Thank you," I said as I scooped her up into my arms.
"Come back in ten minutes," Brittany yelled after us.
~ Quinn ~
Before Brittany ran up to our room, I grabbed her and asked, "How do you like being married to me?"
"It's not that different," she said, but then noticed my sad expression, "No, No, Quinn, I meant that I loved you so much before and I love you the same now. It's the best decision I've ever made."
"Aww," I said as I caressed her face, "I love you too. I still can't believe we actually did it."
"I know," she said as she led me up to our room.
We shut the door and as soon as she did, I felt my shirt being lifted off of me.
"Um, thank you," I said kind of shocked, but happy. I started to unclasped my bra.
"No," she demanded. I stopped to let her do it.
After she got it opened she pulled it off, and then stared at me for a few seconds. Before she put my shirt on, I saw her lick her lips in anticipation.
"Later?" I asked.
"Oh definitely," she said as we walked backwards to the bed. She grabbed my waistband and pushed my pants lower. Then she pushed me down onto the bed and bent down to remove my pants from my legs. Once she did that she massaged my legs and upper thighs with both hands. I heard her moan.
"The things you do to me, Quinn Fabray," she trailed off.
"Having your hands just touch me, right now, is very much turning me on, Brittany Fabray," I said lustfully.
She shot her head up, looked me in my eyes, and said, "You said 'Brittany Fabray'!"
"Well, that is your name now, isn't it?"
"It is, proudly so," she replied with a small smile.
I cupped her face in my hands and kissed her passionately. As we kissed I quickly removed her clothes and took her pajama shirt and started to put it on. We both knew the kiss needed to stop, but neither of us wanted that to happen.
Then there was a pounding on the door. "Come on," Santana yelled.
"Hold on, we're coming," I replied.
"Wanky!"
Britt and I just looked at each other and burst out in laughter. Afterwards Britt got into her pajamas. We walked hand in hand down the stairs. She plopped down on the couch and I sat in front of her. She pulled my back right up to her front.
All three couples were sitting as close to each other as possible and were holding hands.
"This rocks!" Becky said with a smile.
"Remember, you're one of us from now on," I said.
"I'll always remember that, Q," she replied and smiled at me.
~ Santana ~
The best part of the whole movie, "The Notebook", was the scene where the two main characters, Noah and Allie, were on the dock in the pouring rain.
Allie said, "Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me, I waited for you for seven years. But now it's too late."
And then Noah, the character, said, "I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year."
Allie said, "You wrote me?"
"Yes... it wasn't over, it still isn't over."
By this time we all were crying, especially, Puck.
"You're such a girl," I yelled at him while I sniffled.
"Shut up, Lopez," he said as he tried to stop being emotional.
Becky held him tighter in her embrace.
As the final scene played out, we all were complete messes. There were many tears and a ton of dirty tissues from a box that someone, I don't know who, got.
"That is how I want to die…in your arms, Rachel," I whispered to my love.
She didn't say anything and I thought I felt her freeze for a second.
"You honestly love me like in forever," she whispered back.
"And ever," I whispered back and kissed the top of her head.
"Okay, enough of this mushy crap. I gotta watch my movie," Puck said as he wiped his cheeks clean.
Becky leaned over and grabbed the action movie. "Here you go, baby," she said lovingly.
"Thank you," he said and smiled at her.
"Aww," I teased and he looked at me with a kind of mean look. I pretended to cower in fear.
He swiftly pulled out the one DVD and put the other one in.
As the opening scene was going on, he pulled Becky up against him. She leaned back into his body.
While the first big action scene with gunfire and people getting shot was happening, Quinn exclaimed, "How can you watch this shit!"
"Easily," Puck answered.
"Ugh," Quinn replied and pulled Brittany closer to her when she was scared.
"Get off my plane!"
"You tell em," Puck screamed at the television.
"Oh my God," Rachel yelled in surprise by the loudness.
I held onto her tightly. "This movie does definitely rock!"
Puck extended his hand for a high five and I smacked it.
After awhile of violence, I saw Quinn whisper to Brittany.
~ Quinn ~
"Wanna go make some loud noises of our own," I whispered into Britt's ear.
"Yes, definitely," Brittany said, "It is our wedding night after all."
I smirked at her. "Follow my lead."
I stretched my arms over my head and pretended to yawn. "Boy, I'm tired. Are you tired Britt?"
Britt looked conflicted for a second, but then got my idea. She stretched her own arms and yawned. "Yeah, a little."
I got up and pulled her up. "I think we're going to turn in for the night. Good night all," I said.
"Night," Rachel said and smiled.
"Good night you two," Santana said and winked overdramatically.
"Bye," Becky said.
Puck was still enthralled with the movie to care.
Brittany grabbed my hand and pulled me toward the staircase. We climbed up the stairs and slammed the door after we entered the room.
"Do you think they bought it," she asked.
"I don't care," I said as I lunged at her and attacked her lips.
"Hmm," Brittany moaned in the kiss. She lifted me up and dragged me to the bed. The physical strength that she had was amazing.
When we were standing in front of the bed she put me back down and pushed me backwards. I fell and made a bounce on the mattress. I immediately crawled backwards for her to join me. She straddled my hips and tore off my pajama shirt.
"Um, Britt," I said in shock.
"Opps, I'm sorry. I just wanted to see you," she answered honestly.
"Oh, okay," I said happily.
Then she disappeared from my eye sight, but I felt coolness as she took off my pants. Then I was almost naked.
"Just one more thing," she said as she grabbed my underwear's waistband. She moved them down and quickly off of me. Brittany hovered above me. She smiled down at me.
"Are you ready, my wife," she said as she brought her lips as close to mine as possible.
"I am, my wife," I said and started to undress her.
"No. no. I want to make love to you first then you can make love to me," she offered.
"Well, can you at least take some stuff off," I asked with a smile.
"Like what? Tell me Quinn," she begged sexily.
I sat up and said, "Well, first take off your shirt…"
Brittany did as told. She sexily began to strip for me.
"What's next," she asked with a mixture of sexiness and childishness. She dragged a finger of hers straight down the middle of her chest in between her two breasts. I watched intensely and almost lost it right there.
"Um," I stuttered, "Um, your pants?"
She didn't say anything. She pulled her pants and underwear down and carefully stepped out of them.
"Wow!" I screamed lustfully.
"What?" she kidded.
"You are amazing, you know that right?"
"Nope…"
"Well, it is now, as your adoring wife, my responsibility to tell you that," I said and smiled.
"I love you, Quinn….you have no idea," Brittany said. She moved to the bed, got on it, and immediately got on top of me. I saw her coming close so I lowered myself down onto the mattress. I held my arms opened for her. She perfectly fit in between my awaiting arms.
She rested against me. I loved her more than my own life and would give it up so she wouldn't be in danger.
"Brittany," I asked.
She looked directly into my eyes.
"Make love to me?"
She kissed me on my nose first and then she kissed my lips. I kissed her back in a passionate and heartfelt kiss. I felt her hands as they moved all around my body. There wasn't a spot that she didn't touch. Finally she touched the one place that I was yearning for her to touch.
"Do you want me inside of you?"
I was speechless from the arousal and excitement I felt so I vigorously nodded my head up and down.
With that she plunged two long and slender fingers into my pussy. I gasped at the motion, but was totally enjoying it. She wiggled her fingers inside of me and it took everything I had not to come right there.
You gotta last longer than usual. She's blowing your mind! I thought.
It was as if she knew what I was thinking.
She did something that brought me closer. She removed her fingers and picked her knee up and started to rub my pussy with it. She managed to open my folds with the friction between me and her knee. She kept rubbing. Slow at first and then she intensified her movements. While she did that she attached her lips to mine in a powerful kiss.
"Brittany!" I screamed loudly after I broke the kiss for air. "Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohmygod…"
"You like it?" she asked as she kept grinding her knee into me.
"Holy fuck, yes!"
She smiled and had a glint in her eyes. "Well, hold on for something else."
She removed her knee which had some wetness on it. I had to admit, I couldn't not orgasm a little with all the friction. I was nowhere near finished and she knew it. She lowered herself to my opening.
"Can you lift your legs, baby," she asked hopeful.
I immediately lifted my legs and put them on her shoulders. She picked her head up and gave me a sly grin. Then she returned to her position from a second ago. First with her two fingers she gently opened my folds and blew her breath onto my clit. I squirmed at the hotness of her breath. So she did it again. And again I squirmed and shiver.
"Brittany, I need you now!"
With that she removed her two fingers and stuck her tongue forcibly into my pussy. I bucked my hips and she went with my movement. I lowered my hips down and she pushed her tongue further into me. She fit perfectly in me. It was like fate that we were supposed to make love to each other for the rest of our lives.
She tried to curl her tongue inside of me to insert a finger. She did that perfectly and then I had built up a lot of excitement and I couldn't hold onto it any longer.
"Ahhh," I yelled the loudest I've ever yelled.
She swallowed everything I gave her and more. When she was sure that I was finished she happily licked my thighs and around my pussy clean.
It took me a long time to regain my regular breathing. She was hovering over me with a satisfied smile on her face. She lowered her head and whispered, "I want you to taste yourself on my lips."
Then she captured my lips with her own. We both moaned in the kiss. Our tongues danced with each other. Then they massaged each other. While we were kissing my hands found her behind and I forcibly squeezed both of her cheeks. This made her tongue thrash with my tongue. I moaned loudly at this action. Her one hand, since she still hovered over me, grabbed one of my breasts and kneaded it in a circular motion. She found my nipple and pulled it. I gasped and moaned still in the kiss. My hands found both of her breasts and held them in my hands. I occasionally squeezed each one and I flicked her hardened nipples a lot.
I felt her becoming weak from her position. I broke the kiss to say, "I want to hold you now!"
She gently lowered herself onto my body. We kissed lazily and just held each other close to each other. I somehow managed to move my hand downward to her waist. I pushed my hand lower and massaged her pussy.
"In, now," she said with desire in her voice. She spread her legs for me.
I gently and timidly put my fingers inside her. While my fingers were inside of her, she rocked her body back and forth. This made my fingers slide in easier. She moaned my name.
Then she screamed, "Quinn!" it was the loudest she has ever screamed my name.
"I'm right here, baby!" I said as I pulled her close with my other arm.
With that I pushed even further into her. I thought that I had finally gotten inside of her up to my knuckles. I felt proud of myself. We didn't hold anything back from our amazing love making session.
I whispered into her closest ear, "I love you!" with that statement and one more push into her she came and she came hard.
~ Becky ~
We had heard all the screaming and yelling that came from their bedroom.
"Does it make me a perv to say that I'm getting enormously turned on right now," my boyfriend shyly asked.
"Noah, don't worry, cuz I'm getting turned on too," I said and shyly smiled.
His eyes darted to me and he smiled. "Your boyfriend is right here, ya know?"
He picked me up and ran us to our room and I slammed the door.
~ Rachel ~
"Well, I'll be…" I said and smiled as she heard the door slam.
"Haha!"
"So, Ms. Lopez, what do you want to do," I asked.
She didn't say anything. She picked me up and flung me over her shoulder.
"Whoa!" I said and laughed.
Second Author's Note: "The Notebook" and "Air Force One" are real movies and the lines I used are real lines. They are definitely worth a watch if you've never seen them before!
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