i have offically declared i will have no soul or heart when writing this chapter.
He stared at her, beautiful, naked figure. She had passed out, again. He hated how rough he was with her. But her screams where so beautiful. Everything about her was beautiful.
She started to stir, and slowly upped her eyes. At first her eyes had a lazy, relaxed exprission. Then she saw him. He smiled at her, and her eyes grew with fear. She look for anything to cover her figure, but he grabbed her hands before she could. She looked up, shaking when she looked into his eyes.
"Please." she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
He looked at her, and shook his head. She couldnt take this anymore. She screamed, and kicked, at him. His eyes showed anger, but she didn't care right now. She had to escape his grip. She hated even his touch on her wrist.
" I love you. " he whispered, and let go of her. She grabbed a blanket, and pulled it sround her. He pulled her to him, hugging her. " I hate you.'' she whispered back, and ripped away from him. He sighed, and got up. He then went to the wall. It freakin opened. She though about running out of it, but knew he would catch her. Make her life even more of a hell.
But after the wall closed, she was alone. and she had an idea. She looked around, and found a pencil. And she started sketching. On the walls.
She drew Simon, Maia, Jordan, Izzy, Alec, Mangus, and even Max. In the middle, her and Jace. They where holding hands, and smiling. And for the first time, when she finished, she smiled. And she crawled back into bed, witht he cover tighly around her. But Sebastain didn't matter to her right now. What mattered was that she was with the people she loves again.