Author's Note- Hi guys, Zai here. First and foremost thank you to: LilyAceThompson17, EdithDiclonius, Saint River 2.0, Anime lover, and purpleicecrystals for commenting. This poem is on Lucy again. Also, this poem is based on what happened after the anime ended and is all an assumption, I did not read the manga.
All my poems will be centered from now on and all criticism is welcome as long as it comes with advice. Enjoy and don't forget to review.
Lucy: The Never Ending Turmoil
I sit alone, once again,
trying to forget.
Trying to forget what I was,
trying to forget all spilled blood.
Yet, it never seems to go away,
the doubt never seems to end.
Why must I be the only one?
The only true one left.
The others have changed,
simply rejecting our ways,
yet I remain the same.
A hopeless cause still wondering,
Will I ever be changed.
I am the queen,
the one who was made,
programmed with this curse.
The others have changed,
forgotten the darkness,
the darkness that created me.
A voice so small,
yet so convincing speaks to me again.
"Are you truly happy?
There is no blood."
It tells me ever so calmly.
When I hear this passionate voice,
I can't help but miss the days,
the days of blood and death,
the days of agony and pain.
The voice then whispers temptingly,
"You are the queen,
it is your duty,
return what they have forgotten.
Teach them what they are,
Release the darkness inside of you."
A faint voice cries,
a shrill cry of terror.
And so the tempting voice leaves.
Leaves me to my inner turmoil.
Leaves me to my doubt.
Leaves me to be alone,
alone in this lonely room.
Leaves me to wonder again,
Will I ever be freed?