I DO NOT OWN SON

Music Playlist

What a Shame – Shinedown

Tonight I'm Fucking you - ENRIQUE IGLESIAS

Chapter 3

I watched Ashley go into the room with Kelly; of course she would pick the one girl I hate the most. I wiped the tears away, and turned in Aiden's arms. He was the only besides Ashley that could make me feels safe.

Two packs of cigarettes a day

The strongest whiskey

Kentucky can make

That's a recipe to put a vagabond

On his hands and knees

I watched it all up close,

I knew him more than most

I saw a side of him he never showed

Full of sympathy for a world that

Wouldn't let him be

I finally calmed down and let Aiden lead me over to the couch, I snuggled into his side. The music was still blasting through the house; the smell of sex was everywhere. Aiden's cologne was the only good smell in this place; I leaned in and relaxed even more.

What a shame, what a shame,

To judge a life that you can't change

The choir sings, the church bells ring

So, won't you give this man his wings?

What a shame to have to beg you to

See we're not all the same

What a shame

I felt Aiden move away from me and someone else take his place, the person wrapped there arms around me and kissed the top of my head, and I looked up and saw Kyla.

"I didn't think you were coming, I missed you Kyla" I hugged her tighter; I have missed her so much this year. Kyla had decided to move back home with her mother, it killed me when she left.

"I know Spence I have missed you" she pulled back, and wiped my tears away.

"She went upstairs didn't she?" I just nodded my head.

"Spencer it doesn't mean she went up to do drugs, she probably just went up there to fuck a slut" I rolled my eyes and sat back, while blowing out the air I was holding in.

"Kelly, out of all the people Kyla"

"Dam, I'm sorry Spence" Kyla knew why Ashley and I were they way we are, she witness everything in the summer.

That's the way that I see life

If there was nothing wrong,

Then there'd be nothing right

And for this working man they say could

Barely stand

Kyla and I sat there and talked more through the night; noticed Aiden was dancing with some girls. I know he was supposed to be my boyfriend, but seeing him with other women never upset me. I turned back to Kyla, she was telling me about a boy she liked back home.

"Kyla, if you like he then just tells him. He walked you home in pouring rain, I think he like you too" she smiled.

"Let go dance, missed dancing" I shook my head and got up; I took her hand and led her into the middle of the dance floor. Just then our song came on; we creamed and started to dance.

know you want me

I made it obvious that I want you too

So put it on me

Let's remove the space between me and you

Now rock your body (oooh)

Damn I like the way that you move

So give it to me (oooo oooh)

Cause I already know what you wanna do

We held our hands up in there air, while our other hands were around each other waste. Kyla knew how to dance dirty, I loved it. Just then I saw a guy come behind her, and started to grind on her. It made her come closer, and soon she was being grinded on by two people.

Here's the situation

Been to every nation

Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do

You know my motivation

Given my reputation

Please excuse I don't mean to be rude

I noticed the guy hands were slowly making there way over to my side more, I looked at kyla but her eyes were closed. I turned and noticed Aiden was too busy dancing with two girls himself, I backed up a little but Kyla pulled me closer.

But tonight I'm loving you

Oh you know

That tonight I'm loving you

Oh you know

That tonight Im loving you

I felt Kyla let go of my waste and hands, I open my eyes and shesmiling. Just then I felt arms come around my waste, it was Ashley, and I let her run her hands up and down my body. Her one hand was slowly sliding underneath my shirt and scratching my abs, the other was pulling me closer to her.

You're so damn pretty

If I had a type than baby it'd be you

I know you're ready

If I never lied, than baby you'd be the truth

I then remember where she went; I grabbed her hand and pulled it off of me. I turned around and looked into her eyes. They weren't glossy, I checked her arms and they were cleaned. She lifted up my chin, and kissed my nose.

"I told you Spence I was done with that stuff"

"So you just went up there to fuck Kelly?" I was still mad that she couldn't wait till later, she had to fuck that slut.

"I'm sorry, I was frustrated." She pulled me closer, when she tried to kiss me I pulled away.

"Spence…" I shook my head, and she knew I was pist.

"Our you good to get home tonight, or do I have to drive?" we were still grinding on each other, but just not as dirty.

"I only had one beer so I'm good to drive" I noticed Aiden was waving me, means he is ready to leave.

"Okay well Aiden and I our heading out. Behave and you better be at school Monday Ashley" I kissed her cheek and turned to say goodbye to kyla, just then I was pulled back to her.

"Please come home with tonight?" I knew what she was asking; I leaned forward and whispered in her ear.

"You already fucked a girl, you don't need me" I smirked and walked away, as much as I wanted Ashley I couldn't have her touch me after she touched that whore.

But tonight I'm loving you

Oh you know

That tonight I'm loving you

Oh you know

That tonight I'm loving you

Ashley POV

I was lying in bed, and I just couldn't sleep. Tonight was pretty awesome if I say so, I even got to fuck Kelly. I just wish I thought before I did that, now Spencer won't even bother to touch me. I look at the night stand 3:24am, I picked up my phone.

I can't sleep – A

Well that's shitty for you; I am so goodnight – S

I pulled my blankets off me and got dressed; I grabbed my keys and headed out the door of my loft. Once I was in the car I put in my favourite C.D and drove down the road.

As I pulled into the driveway, I quickly shut off my car so I wouldn't wake anyone. I shut my door gently and made my way to the back yard. I started to climb up the tree towards her bedroom window. I was hoping she left her window unlocked, I looked up and it was open. I quickly climb the tree and into her bedroom window, I stood by her bed and took off all my clothes except my underwear and bra. I slid in behind her and wrapped my arms around her, then kissed her shoulder blade.

"Did you park behind Glen's jeep?"

"Yup" she turned in my arms and smiled, then leaned in for a kiss.

"I love you Ashley"

"I love you too"

"I don't like you having sex with Kelly, or any other girls."

"I don't like Aiden running his hands over your body, and the thought of you guys having sex is disgusting. Spence baby why can't we just be together, I love you so much it hurts"

"Ashley you know why we can't be together, until you can fully commit…"

"I am asking you to commit to…"she shushed me with her finger.

"…and stop the lifestyle of partying and drinking, oh and the drugs. Maybe we can try, Ash I just don't want to be a part of that stuff"

"Okay baby, I understand. Now can we snuggle I have missed you Spencer" She smiled and took her hand and brought it down between us, and started to rub.

"How about I take care of some frustration you have built up" I laughed and rolled on top of her.

"God I love you Spencer"

"Love you too baby"

A/N: Again I don't know where this story is going lol